After Dai Miao left, I also left in the opposite direction step by step, I didn't blame her for being too indifferent, she just did something that a normal person would do.

On the contrary, I would like to thank her for coming back to see me after walking some distance with her husband, at least better than those who passed by coldly.

I don't know where I'm going, and where is my home?

I was really lost and miserable. I wanted to open a room in a nearby hotel for a good night's sleep, because I hadn't slept peacefully since I was released from prison, which made me feel that there was a huge contrast between the outside world and the world in prison.

It even makes me feel that the prison is more real and comfortable than the outside.

After having this thought, I despise myself because only incompetent people think so.

In the end, I chose to spend 80 yuan to open a room in a nearby hotel, because I should also sleep well, and only when I am awake can I do the right thing.

Once in the room, I stripped myself and took a hot shower, using the disposable razor in the hotel to shave off the stubble that had not been treated for a long time.

Blow dry your hair and look refreshed for as long as you want.

But looking at myself in the mirror, I lost my mind again, I almost couldn't recognize myself, is this still the delicate and confident teenager I used to be?

Obviously not, I haven't changed anything except my name.

This is a childish face that has long since passed, less innocent and more mature.

The blurred eyes can no longer see the innocence and shyness of the beginning.

For a long time, I didn't have any thoughts, I just stared at myself in the mirror.

I really want to say sorry to myself, I'm sorry for letting me be wronged all these years.

I'm sorry, I've had a hard time because of my disguise all these years.

I'm sorry I haven't taken good care of myself all these years.

I'm sorry, I can't get my original self back.

My phone rang outside, and that's when I was pulled back to reality.

After wrapping myself in my dressing gown, I went to pick up my phone and saw that it was my mom calling.

After connecting, I heard my mother's anxious voice say, "Adong, where are you now?"

"I'm in the hotel! I replied with a smile.

"Didn't you lie to me?" asked my mom suddenly worried.

I wondered, "Mom, I'm really in the hotel! Why don't I send you an MMS message for you to see?"

My mother then said, "But I heard Xiao Dai say that you were drunk, and she saw you outside before,"

It seems that Dai Miao told my mother, and I asked her not to say it, but she still said it, and she is not to blame, I guess she is still afraid that I will have an accident.

I smiled and said, "Yes, I drank some wine, but it's fine, and now I'm not talking very normally." ”

"It's okay," my mother relented and said, "You see Xiao Dai, right?"

"Well, I saw it, it's no different from before. ”

"I heard that they are about to become mothers, so it doesn't make a difference. ”

"Really, why don't I look pregnant?"

"Your Aunt Zhang said that she was only two months pregnant, so she definitely can't see it!"

"Oh!" I didn't continue the conversation, but said, "Mom, you and Dad should go to bed quickly!

"Okay, Adong, don't be bitter about yourself, you must tell us if you have any troubles!"

"I see, Mom. ”

After hanging up the phone, I lit a cigarette and rested against the bedside.

I had just taken two puffs when there was a sudden knock on the door outside.

"Who?"

"Waiter, can you come in?"

"Oh, wait!" I extinguished my cigarette butt and went to open the door.

When I opened the door, I saw two uniformed policemen standing behind the hotel staff, and I instinctively took a step back, and my heart tightened subconsciously.

"Hello!" the policeman immediately walked in.

"You ...... Is there something wrong?" I asked cautiously.

They showed their police ID cards and then said: "We are the police of the nearby branch bureau, and we are investigating a matter with you." ”

"What's the matter?"

"Your name is Lin Dong?"

I nodded and cautiously replied, "Yes, comrade police, what are you investigating? I didn't break the law!"

"Don't be afraid, just answer truthfully what we ask. ”

I nodded my willingness to cooperate, and then another policeman asked coldly, "You were only released from prison two days ago?"

I still nodded yes, and the police asked, "What are you doing here? Did you go to the community to register?"

"I ...... I'm sleeping here! ”

"And what about your ID?"

I suddenly laughed and said, "Comrade, I was only released from prison two days ago, and I went to register yesterday, did my ID card come down so quickly?"

The police seemed to be a little embarrassed by what I said, and immediately changed the topic and said: "You haven't just come out and haven't got your ID card yet, so it's best not to move casually." ”

I laughed again and said, "Do I have to find someone to accompany me?"

"Please don't misunderstand me, I mean ......"

I directly interrupted him angrily: "Don't say it, I know what you mean, don't you just think I've been in prison......? I just want to ask you, do you want to be inferior to others if you go to prison? I have not been deprived of political rights, so why do you disrespect me?"

I guess when I came to the hotel to register just now, the front desk saw that I was drunk, and learned that I had been in prison, so I called the police.

Naturally, the police had nothing to say, they only guarded against one sentence: "It's good if you know, then we'll go, you've been in prison, you know what the environment is inside, if you don't want to go in again, be honest." ”

I didn't speak again, and laughed coldly.

After the police left, I slammed the door shut, so angry that I couldn't do it, I was looked down upon outside, and I had to be counted down by the police at this time.

And I wanted to ask why? Why do you have to be inferior? Is it really to force people to sin?

I'm really a little disappointed in the world, so disappointed in me!

Throwing myself on the bed, for a long, long time without any action, I was just a little tired, a little sad......

Suddenly, there was a message prompt sound on the mobile phone, and I grabbed the phone in a trance, it was a QQ message, and it turned out to be sent by the college student who said he was going to find me a job.

He said to me, "Big brother, I asked my brother-in-law, but I'm really sorry! He said that their company doesn't hire designers now, and he also said that if you want, you can go and work with their engineering team, and the salary is not low." ”

I wasn't sad to see this message, because I had been hit enough today, and even if I could, I guess people wouldn't want me if they knew I was a labor prisoner.

After putting my phone aside, I lit another cigarette and just thought about it.

Maybe I can really do the decoration, it's not a big deal, anyway, that's what I do, although I'm designing, but so what?

After thinking about it, I immediately replied to him: "Yes, what is your uncle's contact information?

He quickly replied: "No problem, then I'll call him now, and I'll send you his mobile phone number later." ”

"Thank you. ”