Chapter 15: A Complete Break

Yuyang sat on the bus back, the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, but the pain in his heart at this time was not because of the two hundred yuan, although it was enough for him to stay in Beijing. What really made him feel sad was that he was actually pitted naked by others in broad daylight, and he had no power to fight back. The self-confidence he had always had completely collapsed at this moment today, and for a moment he felt that he was so immature, and his former ambition was becoming more and more fragile, and he began to feel lost...

Yuyang returned to the rental house, he didn't expect Luo Xi to have been waiting in the house in advance, heard the movement of opening the door, she greeted her with excitement, but from Yuyang's depressed expression, she immediately understood today's result, her expression froze, and after a while, she muttered: "Didn't go well today?"

Yu Yangqiang shook his head, didn't speak, just put the bag in his hand, and lay back on the bed alone. Seeing this, Luo Xi didn't ask much, but gently sat back on the edge of the bed. Yu Yang let out a long sigh, staring straight at the roof, and after a long time, he said, "Huh, why did you come back so early today?

"I... Luo Xi wanted to speak and stopped, and the words that had just come to her mouth were swallowed back hard, she pondered for a moment, and continued: "It's nothing, I just want to come back early and ask you about the situation." ”

As soon as Luo Xi's voice fell, the room suddenly fell into a dead silence, Yu Yang didn't answer, because he really didn't know what to say, could it be difficult to repeat today's events to Luo Xi? He was silent, probably because he had been sleeping for a long time, he turned over to the other side, there was a soft "click", his hand touched something on the bed, like a few pieces of letter, he frowned, reached out and took it, Luo Xi saw this and just wanted to stop it, but it was too late, the thing was already in Yuyang's hand...

Yu Yang finished reading the things in his hand, the room became quieter, the space seemed to be frozen, after a long time, Yu Yang broke the silence, and said softly: "That... Congratulations, I didn't expect you to receive the admission letter for graduate students and the entry letter for the technology group at the same time. It's amazing... ”

Luo Xi obviously heard the wrong tone of Yuyang, when she received these two notices today, she didn't know how excited, and rushed to the rental house with the notices, she thought that if Yuyang's interview went well today, then they could just celebrate, but she didn't expect Yuyang's side to fail, and judging from his expression, it was not only a failure, it was likely that he was hit hard, but what was the specific situation, he didn't say, she didn't want to ask again, but in a hurry she forgot to put away the two notices on the bed...

Listening to Yu Yang's words, she couldn't help but be stunned, hesitated for a while, and then said, "That... It's okay if you don't go well today.,There's more opportunities in the future.,Anyway, it's not just one company.,I think... ”

"What do you mean, are you comforting me with the posture of a successful person?" Before Luo Xi finished speaking, Yu Yang suddenly interrupted coldly.

This sudden question couldn't help but Luo Xi was stunned, she quickly shook her head, and replied, "You... How can you think that?"

Yu Yang snorted coldly and replied: "What do you want me to think? A top student from a prestigious university, who has succeeded in research and has no worries about his work, shouldn't he show off in the face of a loser like me who can't even find a job?"

Luo Xi suddenly felt a huge grievance in her heart, tears began to roll in her eyes, and she sobbed: "You... I just want to share the joy with you ... ”

"That's your happiness! not mine!" Yu Yang continued to interrupt!

As soon as the words fell, Luo Xi's two lines of tears suddenly flowed down the corners of her eyes, she had changed from the grievance just now to a little angry, she raised her voice and asked, "What are you talking about? Do you know what you're talking about?"

"Of course I know what I'm talking about! So good, you're showing off your booty to me, and I'm so unbearable... We are not people of the same world at all! If you show me these things, is it possible that you want to express this meaning?" Yu Yang said.

"You... You... You bastard!" Luo Xi's hand trembled and pointed at Yu Yang, and finally scolded, in Yu Yang's memory, this is probably the first time Luo Xi sweared, but think of the grief and anger in her heart at this moment, but Yu Yang still noticed this, and immediately shot back: "I'm just a bastard! I'll leave tomorrow, you don't have to face me like a bastard all day long!"

"You... You want to go?" asked Lotsi, stunned.

Yuyang replied: "Yes, I'll leave tomorrow, I... Don't want to stay here anymore!"

"You... Don't you want me?" said Lothy suddenly.

Yu Yang bit his lip and continued: "I just said... We are not from the same world at all, don't you understand?"

"Just tell me plainly, don't you want me anymore!" said Lotsy.

"I've said it ... Yu Yang replied in a low voice.

"Why don't you do it?" asked Rosie again.

"Yes, yes, yes, okay!" Yu Yang replied loudly.

At this time, Luo Xi's whole body was already trembling slightly, she looked at Yu Yang in front of her in disbelief, and finally she couldn't help but sigh, and said softly: "It's okay!" She wiped the tears on her cheeks and began to pack up her own things in the house, Yu Yang reached out and took the quilt when she saw this, and covered her head hard... About ten minutes later, Luo Xi opened the door, glanced at Yu Yang on the bed, and said softly, "I... Gone, later... Take care of yourself. ”

"Bang", the door closed gently, and the footsteps in the corridor gradually walked away... At this time, Yu Yang in the quilt was already crying silently, but it was just that Luo Xi was in the house just now and he was inconvenient to have a seizure, and at this time, listening to Luo Xi walking away, he finally began to let his tears collapse like a... In fact, in Yu Yang's heart, today's interview is just a fuse, since the first time he entered the Luo Xi dormitory, Yu Yang has already planted a seed in his heart - he is not worthy of Luo Xi! With the occurrence of various things, this matter is also constantly sprouting and taking root, especially when Luo Xi has a bumper harvest in his studies and career, his frustration is becoming more and more intense!

Today's interview is nothing more than the last straw that crushed the camel's back, especially when he saw the two admission letters, his psychological defense line completely collapsed... He said the most decisive words to Luo Xi, on the one hand, it was indeed the release of his inner depression, but more importantly, it was something that he had been thinking about repeatedly in the recent past - whether it was time for him to leave Luo Xi, because he was not worthy of her at all!

Suddenly! Yu Yang ripped off the quilt on his body, jumped up, and didn't care about the tears on his face, opened the door at once, and rushed downstairs. . . He hesitated! He didn't know if his choice was right or wrong! But at the moment he inexplicably wanted to catch up with Loxi, even if... Nor can he be separated in this way ... How can Lotsy's body bear ...

"Luoxi!Luoxi!" Yuyang ran like crazy and shouted loudly, but he never saw Luoxi all the way until he chased out of the alley... His heart was completely cold, and he saw that Luo Xi had arrived across the road, and was slowly walking onto the bus with his bag at this time...

"Luo Xi!" Yu Yang shouted loudly, I don't know if it was because Luo Xi heard the shout, or habitually looked at this side before leaving, the eyes of the two met, and they looked at each other from a distance, but Yu Yang didn't know why, he was suddenly silent, he didn't know what to say... Luo Xi looked at Yuyang from a distance in the car, there seemed to be some expectation in her eyes, but more of a calm... The two of them didn't speak again, just looked at each other quietly! The bus started slowly, and Yuyang's legs froze as if they were filled with lead, and he couldn't move... The hand that he had reached into his trouser pocket to take the mobile phone stopped for a moment, he didn't know what was going on in his head at the moment, he just quietly looked at the bus that was gradually leaving, and finally disappeared from his field of vision...

Maybe they all need a while to calm down, but Yu Yang didn't know that this time to calm down would take so long! Later, someone asked Yu Yang, did he regret it at that time? Yu Yang just pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, and replied: "Of course I regret it! But what can I do? Even if we don't separate that day, it may be three days later or a month later, or... In short, they will be separated sooner or later, because they have both overcomplicated their love because of something ... ”

Early the next morning, Yuyang left their rental house and left Beijing with his luggage, and as he was leaving, he sent a message to Luo Xi, who quickly replied: "I know." Yu Yang deleted the message and did not reply, at this time he didn't know what to say to Luo Xi, this separation seemed to have been foreshadowed very early, just sooner or later, this message at this time is nothing more than a notice, nothing else.

Does Yuyang love Luoxi? He loves him deeply! He can even do anything for her! Does Luoxi love Yuyang too? He can also do anything for him! But things are often so incomprehensible! They are separated and become a pair of familiar strangers!

I have experienced so many exchanges for this relationship, but suddenly it came to an abrupt end, and they themselves can't tell why, maybe many people can't tell why...