Chapter 85: Want to Change
The first person I thought of was Jin Yunxin, but last time she was scolded so badly by me, will she come to me?
Obviously, I thought too much, and when I got to the meeting room, I found out that it was not Jin Yunxin, but Li An'an, who I hadn't seen for many days.
Before I could sit down, she rushed up and slapped the glass across us, and yelled at me, "Lin Dong, what are you doing! What's going on, they're going to lock you up?"
I sat down in my chair and smiled at her, not in a hurry to speak.
Li Anan looked at me with green eyebrows and said, "You can still laugh!"
"Should I cry then?"
"Tell me, what's going on? What are you doing?"
"Deliberately hurting people. ”
Instead of asking why she hurt, she asked, "Who did you hit?"
"You don't know, don't ask. I said.
"I don't care if you kill someone or beat someone, and it doesn't matter if the person you hit is dead or alive, you come out for me, I want you to come out!"
I looked at her with tears and laughter, and said, "Grandma, you are enough, do you think I don't seem to come out?
"What bullshit law!" Li Anan waved his hand, still so unruly, and said wildly, "You wait for me, I will go to find my father in Kyoto, and I will ask him to get you out." ”
"Don't waste that thought, I'm already convicted, and it's useless to call whoever you call. ”
Li Anan didn't listen to my persuasion, and still insisted on saying: "I don't care, you have to come out for me anyway, I'll go back to my dad now, no matter how much money it is, I will get you out." ”
I know that Li An'an is kind, but she will only cause trouble for her father in this way, in order to stop her, I said to her coldly: "Li An'an, you are not finished! Can you be mature, what does it matter to you whether I go to jail or not? Can you control you!"
Li Anan was a little stunned by what I said, and it took a while to react, and he stared at me with his eyebrows furrowed tightly and said, "Lin Dong, what do you mean?"
"What do I mean by that?"
"You're saying I don't want to lock you up, do you?"
"Yes, that's what it means. ”
I thought she was gone, but she sneered, "It's my business to take care of you, what about me?"
I gave her a blank look and said, "Like a crazy woman, don't mess around, I'll be out in five years, soon." ”
"Five years!?" Li Anan looked at me with incredulous eyes and said, "Five years, you are thirty years old when you come out, you tell me soon?"
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "What about that?"
"It's all said, I'll go back to my dad to find a way, he must have a way to get you out. ”
I laughed again and said, "Didn't you say you wouldn't go back if you were killed?"
Li An'an was a little unable to answer the words for a while, and opened his mouth several times and stammered: "That...... Isn't that different?"
"Okay, I beg you, don't do that, if you really want to help me, can you help me see my parents more. ”
Li Anan sighed a little weakly, leaned on the glass with his hands, looked at me and said, "Lin Dong......"
I didn't wait for her to continue, and interrupted her: "Okay, don't talk about this, let's talk about you!
Li Anan still looked at me angrily, and replied sulkingly: "It's okay, I'm the lead singer now." ”
"Isn't it? How did you become the lead singer?" I was surprised.
"I'm talking about you, can you please not interrupt!"
"There's nothing to say about me, I just want to hear about you out there, you know, it's dark in here, and I want to know what's going on outside. I said deliberately lightly.
Li Anan sighed again and said: "Blue Dust has disbanded, I have a drummer with Baozi and we have formed a band by ourselves, and Baozi is now a guitarist for me." ”
"Yo, you're awesome!" I said, giving her a thumbs up.
"It's not...... Lin Dong, what the hell do you think! I've only been away from you for a month, and you're ...... That's it......"
"You think I want to! Okay, if you really want to help me, help me see my parents more, I thank you. ”
With that, I stood up and prepared to say goodbye to her, for I didn't know if this would be forever.
"Go back, be obedient, don't mess around, I'll be out in five years." ”
Li Anan also stood up, and she shouted at me hoarsely, "Lin Dong, you fucking bastard!"
"You're going to treat me as a jerk!"
"I'll wait for you to come out!" she finally shouted at me.
I smiled faintly and left the meeting room.
I don't have any extra emotions in my heart, and I don't have much to do with her, so it's interesting enough for her to come here to see me.
......
Go back to prison and continue to live that boring life like a summer acquaintance.
It was another evening, and I sat alone in a clearing opposite me with a high wall and a barbed wire fence tied to it, and even though I had been in it for a month and a half, I was still very uncomfortable with the place and restless.
In this place, there is not much that can be done other than labor, and all that remains is cranky thinking......
I seem to have seen through the relationship between people, and I also seem to have seen through human nature, so it doesn't matter if I face life or death.
In a trance, suddenly a cigarette was handed to me.
There are cigarettes in prison, but very few people can get them, and they are all smoked secretly.
When I looked back, it was Uncle Scholar in the same number.
"Smoke a cigarette to relieve your fatigue!" he said to me.
"Here?" I said, looking around, stunned.
"Smoke, no one's in charge, if someone comes, you throw it down the drain. ”
I'm more curious not that no one cares, but that he always takes out cigarettes inexplicably, and even the bald man in our number can't take out cigarettes, where did he come from?
I asked curiously, "Why do you always have cigarettes on you?"
"Didn't I say it, I exchanged it for a meal ticket? ”
"But you go to eat every meal, don't lie to me, where did you get it?"
"To smoke or not to smoke?"
I was stunned for a moment, but I took it cautiously, and he took out a match to help me light it.
Being able to smoke in this is a real luxury. I first took a sharp sip to cool myself off, and then I couldn't help it, and kept taking small sips.
Uncle Scholar smiled and said, "Don't be reluctant, smoke it! I still have it here." ”
I wanted to ask him where he was from, but as if he knew I was going to ask him, he said to me, "Don't ask again! ”
I don't talk anymore, don't ask if you don't ask, just smoke anyway.
Then he sat next to me and had a brief chat with me, asking me how I got in?
This was the first time he took the initiative to ask me why I had come in, and I honestly told him how I had come in.
But he laughed, and I said, "What are you laughing at?
"No, no, I'm laughing at you for being too impulsive, and you have to use the means of the mall to retaliate for things in the mall, why do you start beating people?"
I admit that I was impulsive, I have always been impulsive, and I have made mistakes more than once because of fights, but this time it was worse than the previous times.
I lowered my head and said in a deep voice, "It's useless to regret it now!"
He laughed again, suddenly sighed, and said: "You asked me last time how I made so much money, and you said that you also want to do business, in my opinion, you don't want to do business, but want to be rich, right?"
"Who doesn't want to be rich! I won't tell you the truth, I just want money, and it has nothing to do with business. ”
He smiled again and said, "That's why I said you're not fit for business." ”
I was silent, and I admit that I don't have the business mind.
In silence, he suddenly patted me on the shoulder and asked, "Do you want to change yourself?"