Yu Xiaotong walked in front, facing the sunset, the glow was draped on his body, the twilight gradually rose, and some faint smoke floated out of the mountain, Xie Xiaoyun looked at Yu Xiaotong in the glow, and felt that there was a lot of fireworks in the world, this is a breath of life, she felt that her body was lifeless, and her spirit was also lifeless, and she deliberately fell a few steps.

Sensing Xie Xiaoyun's strangeness behind him, Yu Xiaotong could also slow down, and when she walked up slowly, he slowly walked forward, he could slow down his pace, sweat left from his turban and flew into the air, Xie Xiaoyun saw that there was the afterglow of the setting sun flickering inside.

After walking for half an hour, when I arrived at the beach, this was the place where Yu Xiaotong had already left Yujia Bay, and Yu Xiaotong could avoid the friends who had returned from fishing.

He didn't want to smell the smell of the sea breeze and sea on them, which made him feel inferior and depressed.

Yu Xiaotong stopped at the seaside from afar, pointed to the distance and said to Xie Xiaoyun: "Sister, there is the sea in front of me, and I don't dare to go to the beach because I'm afraid of the water." ”

Xie Xiaoyun glanced at Yu Xiaotong in surprise, he didn't need to tell himself this, looking at the Caspian Sea There were still many roads, she understood, Yu Xiaotong was probably worried that he thought he would not take him to the beach and wanted to save some steps.

"Thank you, I'll just go myself. Xie Xiaoyun looked at the sea, suddenly a little dizzy, and the pictures of being swept away by the waves came to her mind, she had already died once.

The feeling of suffocation before dying, the salty and bitter sea water that poured into his mouth, the pain of being hit by a huge wave, suddenly became very clear.

Xie Xiaoyun thought about it, she seemed to faint, and then woke up in Xiaoxiao's shop.

Yu Xiaotong didn't leave, he felt that this eldest sister didn't want to go to the beach alone to see the scenery, the seaside near the sea was full of reefs, and it was not a good thing for a woman to go to the beach alone.

They can often pick up the remains sent back by the sea in Yujiawan, and there has never been a way to trace their identities, and in the mountains behind Yujiawan, there is a place dedicated to burying these ownerless remains.

He had seen it before, so Yu Xiaotong was waiting for Xie Xiaoyun from afar, and he had to send her away safely.

Xie Xiaoyun stood on the beach, dizzy, she didn't dare to take another step, her face was pale, she was defeated, unable to go further, she stood on the beach for a cup of tea, her legs were a little weak, she retreated, and saw Yu Xiaotong still waiting for her on the side of the road, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I'm also afraid of water, I forgot." ”

Yu Xiaotong said sincerely: "The sea should be feared, and it is normal to be afraid. Xie Xiaoyun held her legs and squatted down, as if someone was returning her previous memories, she gradually remembered the reason why she wanted to leave this world, and remembered the attempts she had made.

"Eldest sister, where are you going now, I can give you another ride. Yu Xiaotong didn't feel at ease and left her here alone.

"Me?" Xie Xiaoyun thought for a while: "I don't know where I can go, I don't have a home anymore." ”

Yu Xiaotong scratched his head, he couldn't take her home too, his status at home was difficult.

"Or you go back with me, right?" After all, Yu Xiaotong still couldn't watch her die, so she could only beg the old lady again.

Xie Xiaoyun nodded, she had nowhere else to go, her home, that family, that place, they all refused to accept her, and they all wanted to let her commit suicide at the entrance of the village, but it was just because a bastard man in the next village was frivolous, how did it become her fault.

She is wrong to speak, she is funny and humorous on weekdays, but now she has become frivolous and innocent; she is wrong to dress up, she can dress up on weekdays, but now she just doesn't abide by women's morals, it is all her fault anyway.

The girls and aunts in the village are all saying that the widow of the Gu family has been slighted, and she still has a face to live, she is really thick-skinned enough, and she really doesn't want to even have a face, no wonder she can do that kind of thing.

Xie Xiaoyun didn't understand, she was just passing by the village next door and was pulled by the old bachelor and said a few words, how could it be so unbearable to spread to the village, she tried to argue, but it was better not to argue.

She vaguely understood that it was her identity that had become the original sin, but how could this also be her fault? She just didn't want to give up her right to live after Gu Jiafujun passed away, so why did she provoke the anger of the heavens.

Eventually, she was kicked out and thrown into the sea in despair, she just didn't understand why she was here.

"Where is Yujiawan?" Xie Xiaoyun asked.

"In Linhai County. Yu Xiaotong kindly replied.

Still in Linhai, Xie Xiaoyun felt that Yu Xiaotong was wearing more old-fashioned clothes than she had ever seen, and it was rare that there was such a paradise now.

She agreed, after all, she couldn't think of any other way to end her life now, and she was even more homeless, as if there was nowhere else to go except Yu Xiaotong's straw.

"Well, I can't say anything at home. When he was about to arrive in the village, Yu Xiaotong suddenly stopped, and said very apologetically and embarrassedly: "I have to bother you to wait here for a while, I will go home and talk to A-Niang, and ask A-Niang to take you." ”

Yu Xiaotong did this, first, he took a woman back, even if it seemed that this woman was more than ten years old, she was also very gossipy, and he had learned to cause less trouble for others over the years; second, he really had no qualifications to take people home.

Although Xie Xiaoyun didn't know these details, she also knew that Yu Xiaotong did this for his reasons, so she waited that a group of young and strong young men walked to the village from the dock naked and swarthy, dressed in seafood.

Passing by Xie Xiaoyun inevitably looked at her curiously, but no one came to talk to her, and walked to the village lively, the smoke curled, Xie Xiaoyun's will to survive that was extinguished by the previous village was somehow planted a seed in this evening.

If Yan Ruyu knew, he would inevitably complain about Xiaoxiao again, who said that he should ignore human affairs? Xiaoxiao exchanged the memories of Liu Fengfeng and Xie Xiaoyun, and in the process, he didn't know what he had done, which actually made Xie Xiaoyun's heart shaken to death. Or, is it Xie Xiaoyun, who has died once, and feels that he has already paid off his debts?

It didn't take long for a capable lady to walk over quickly, she was also wearing a jacket with a placket, she looked very old, this is really a strange village, Xie Xiaoyun thought, it is rare to have such a closed village.

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