It's been a long time since I looked back, I've forgotten many things in the past, time is really a good thing, whether it's unhappy or happy, all of them will fade, the people of the past, the things of the past, fluttering in my mind, who remembers to look back and look again.

Thinking of the original intention of my writing, maybe it's just to show off my little literary atmosphere, so that I can take it out and talk about it at some moment, or be able to earn a small manuscript fee, but for now, both of these should have been abandoned by me early, and at this moment I am more like a man who was killed in the sea when he encountered wind and waves at sea, and the text is the floating log, or an orange-red life jacket.

The lower half of the body is soaked in the seawater, the head has been confused, after many struggles, at the moment is tired of letting the wind and rain blow, waiting for death, in the haze only saw a glimmer of light in the distance, and disappeared in the blink of an eye, like the afterglow of summer, disappeared in the blink of an eye.

After a short period of distraction, it seems that I was still eating hot pot in the hot pot restaurant yesterday, the people around me are not noisy, just the right atmosphere, the two of us laughed and ate, until we felt that we had eaten enough Ben before slowing down.

It seems that I am sitting on the train, from the moment you step into the carriage, tears are full of tears, your eyes are full of your embarrassment, it may be a stranger at that time, but I am still very happy to see you.

I didn't feel anything except that the cold water was dirty, maybe I was about to lose consciousness, in fact, I didn't observe the color and turbidity of the sea up close, I just stood on the shore from a distance and watched them go into the sea and have fun.

Just imagining, I feel that soaking in the sea water is like a boiled frog in warm water, death has no taste, but it comes quietly, serious dehydration will be uncomfortable and want to use the last strength to row to the shore, no one can stop it, but it is blocked by the gentle water, when we have strength, how gentle it is, but when we are exhausted, this water becomes a swamp, urging us to fall into a coma, who is not afraid, because there may be hope for life.

I'm a little thirsty, but I'm not confused, the sea water only makes my body lose water.

I was really thirsty, and I thought that there was no hope, so I tried to drink a few sips of seawater, and for those who were thirsty, it didn't taste very good, and if it was really I would have spit out two sips of saliva and rinse my mouth with clean water, but now everything is just a fantasy.

I closed my eyes, felt the wet wind, the corners of my mouth were chapped, and I wanted clean water in my mouth, and I gradually fell into a fantasy land.

I opened my eyes weakly, my eyes were white, and I tilted my head to see that this was not heaven or hell, but a ward, and I was a little annoyed, who saved me, made me lose my dignity, and I was just dying in the sea, becoming a piece of news in the future or just disappearing like that, there was no news, I was annoyed that when I was rescued, I must have collapsed, I lost my former strength and appearance, and became a poor person in the eyes of those people, at their mercy, a white body soaked in the sea, etc......

I was weakly annoyed, but I could only turn my head slightly, open my cloudy eyes, and look at the world again, thinking that in the future I might cherish life even more, and no longer venture into this smiling wild sea alone.

After a while, a nurse came in, dressed in white and glowing clothes, with only a smile on her face, she was a woman, I could smell a faint smell of laundry detergent, like the smell of my mother when I was a child, she looked at the drip, and then said hello to me, the voice was soft, for fear of disturbing me, I did not have the kind of embarrassment I expected, because I didn't say anything, just looked at her quietly, and suddenly had a thought, maybe I came to heaven.

Not long after she went out, the door was opened, and the sudden sound of the door opening disturbed my rest, my temper has always been bad, somewhat annoyed, but when he walked into me, I felt my heart beating, his appearance did not change at all, it still made me obsessed, his voice did not change at all, I listened to it and was fascinated, he did not change at all, which made me know that I was just dreaming......

We met in the dream, and in the dream he held my hand and said dispensable words, as if to express his debt to me for so many years, and I just smiled silly, trying to comfort him, and he was not wrong.

When I woke up, I realized that it was just a dream, or a hallucination, and I was still soaking in the seawater, but there were tears hanging from the corners of my eyes, and it didn't taste bitter.

Eventually, I gave up, let go of the driftwood, and let myself sink to the bottom of the sea, the strong feeling of suffocation made me struggle, but I didn't have any strength, and when I came into contact with the mud and sand on the bottom of the sea, I was already in the first leg of death......