Song Juan knew that what Lu Bochuan said was right.

If she hadn't stolen the Lu family's documents and taken Lu Hongye to a suburban villa, then she would still be Lu Bochuan's wife now, her children would not have been lost, she would continue her studies, and eventually become an excellent designer.

If something happens to Song Xianzhang's company, as long as the funds are not so big that they are irretrievable, Lu Bochuan can help him fill the hole back.

And she will be kept in the dark all her life, she will be Song Xianzhang's daughter all her life, and she can also look down on Zhou Ru's mother and daughter with self-righteousness and condescending all her life.

The words are all correct, but they can't soothe Song Juan's heart like a knife file.

It was as if the heart had been dug out raw.

Song Juan clenched his teeth: "Yes, what you said is right, I am to blame, I am all self-inflicted! This is what you calculated early in the morning, right?"

Lu Bochuan's sharp eyebrows tightened in an instant: "What did you say?"

"Isn't all this today carefully designed by you?" Song Juan raised his head to look at Lu Bochuan: "Lu Bochuan, what do you want to do? If you hate me so much, just kill me for a hundred years, why do you want to keep me by your side?"

"You also know that I hate you!" Lu Bochuan's body pressure was extremely low, suppressing the steaming anger: "You let the Lu family's century-old foundation be ruined and killed my father and second brother, do you think I will let you go like this? When you asked me to listen to the conversation between you and Ji Shennian, I was thinking, how to treat you in order to relieve the hatred in my heart, I was thinking at that time, I want you to stay by my side, live a lifetime, and watch you live better than die for a lifetime!"

He would only feel relieved if she was as painful as he was.

Song Juan's face turned pale, and he gritted his teeth.

"Go to bed first!" Song Juan's face was as white as a piece of paper, she shouldn't have slept all night, Lu Bochuan twisted his eyebrows: "Since you already know that Song Xianzhang is not your biological father, you don't have to go there in the future, just stay by my side obediently, and don't think about other things." ”

It won't be long before Song Xianzhang will expire and be imprisoned, and letting Song Juan know about this matter at this time is no less than giving Song Juan a knife.

Song Juan's eyes turned red: "Stay by your side, watching you and Xia Qinghe fall in love, Lu Bochuan, aren't you afraid that I can't stand it and commit suicide?"

"You can try. Lu Bochuan slowly pinched Song Juan's chin, forcing her to look up at herself, his dormant eyes locked on Song Juan: "You probably don't know, I actually have no morals and bottom line at all, if you really commit suicide, I can let Zhou Jingzhi for the first time, and I can let Zhou Jingzhi for the second time, I don't think you want to let the Yongda Building that you spent so much effort on completely disappear in Haicheng, not to mention, and be in debt, right?"

The money that Zhou actually invested in Yongda Construction was put together by his parents all his life's hard work, and once Yongda had an accident, his parents' hard work would be all in vain.

And if Lu Bochuan puts him in debt, how will he go on in the future?

What a big blow this was for Zhou Jing, Song Juan couldn't think about it.

Moreover, Song Juan believes that Lu Bochuan's so-called letting Yongda Construction disappear and making Zhou Jing go into debt is definitely not just about making Yongda unable to open, he wants Zhou Jing to be unable to turn over in his life!

Song Juan did not doubt Lu Bochuan's methods at all.

Song Juan was almost out of control: "It's me who owes you, what does it have to do with Zhou!"

"It doesn't matter if you do it. ”

Song Juan was so angry that she trembled.

She wondered, how could people be like that.

But when I think about it, I feel that my internal organs are even more uncomfortable, because I have done more than him back then.

This night, Song Juan basically didn't sleep.

Lu Bochuan entered the study after Song Juan entered the bedroom, and never came out since.

Song Juan lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling above her head with her eyes open.

The ups and downs of this night made her extremely tired and painful, and she even felt that the huge impact could destroy her, but even so, to others, she was just a drop in the ocean in the vast universe.

Even if she was in pain, no one could feel her pain.

Song Juan's tears came down from the corners of his eyes, and this feeling of living guilty was really worse than death.

She didn't know how Lu Bochuan had survived after so many years.

Just such a little impact, she couldn't stand it.

Later, she thought of Zhou Jing again, she didn't want to go on like this, she wanted to find a way out.

At this moment, in this world, except for Zhou Jing, no one can hug her like this without regard for anything in return when she is in pain, and she can't let Zhou Jing live in Lu Bochuan's palm forever, as a weight to threaten her.

Zhou turned out to be innocent.

But she has no clue what to do if she wants to keep Zhou Jing's company out of Lu Bochuan's control, but the only thing she can be sure of is that she can't lose the job in Lu's Group.

She must take down the piece of land in Area A, and she must gain a firm foothold in the Lu family.

Standing on different platforms, her vision and network are different, and the people she comes into contact with are also different.

She didn't want to be like Song Xianzhang when something happened, she was helpless, so she could only beg Lu Bochuan.

Song Juan held back her tears, and the impact that Song Xianzhang brought to her almost shook the foundation of her relationship for more than 20 years, making her world fall apart overnight.

The next day, Song Juan was not going to go to the company, her eyes were swollen from crying last night, and it was not easy to go to the company.

But Xu Rao called.

Song Juan picked it up, her mood fluctuated too much last night, and she cried too much, her voice was very hoarse, and she could barely speak.

Song Juan cleared his throat: "Xu Rao?"

"Director Song. Xu Rao was stunned by her voice: "What's wrong with your throat?

Song Juan pinched her throat with her fingers and rubbed it twice: "No, it's just a little uncomfortable, you called me, is there something wrong?"

Speaking of the original intention of calling, Xu Rao's voice was a little excited: "Jia Yaowei just contacted me and wanted to ask the person in charge of our company to talk, where are you?"

That's really good news.

Song Juan's heart was a little angry again, and she felt that the blood was flowing slowly again, and she stood up while getting dressed: "When did you make an appointment?"

"Tomorrow afternoon. Xu Rao said: "But he wants to see the person in charge of our project, he is afraid that I can't do the company's affairs, he still attaches great importance to this amusement park, is a person who wants to really do practical things, once we convince him, there are several other bidders and he stands on the same station line, our chances of winning the bid will be very large." ”

"Have you contacted Zhang Jie?" Song Juan paused as she put on her clothes: "Is he not local in Haicheng?" Last time I heard that he was going on a business trip to City B, and there was a project in City B, and there was something wrong, so he went to deal with it. ”

"I've been contacted, others are rushing here, he will arrive at noon today, he wants to know the specific situation here, so let's wait for him here, he has a meeting in the afternoon. ”

Song Juan nodded, and found that Xu Rao couldn't see it, so she said, "Okay, I know, I'll come over at noon." ”

Song Juan hung up the phone and didn't sleep anymore, she didn't lie down at seven o'clock in the morning this morning, and now it's nine o'clock, and she only slept for two hours in a daze.

These two hours were not very easy, as soon as she closed her eyes, she dreamed of the scene when Zhou Ru took her daughter into Song's house at that moment.

Song Juan was so angry that she dropped almost everything in the house that could be dropped.

Zhou Ru hugged the frightened Song Li, looked at Song Juan calmly, didn't speak, and only asked Song Li to call her sister.

Song Juan sneered and slapped Zhou Ru, and humiliated their mother and daughter fiercely.

When she slapped down, Song Xianzhang scolded: "Wanwan!"

Song Juan looked back at him stubbornly, it was the first time in Song Juan's life that he confronted Song Xianzhang like that.

Probably people are outstanding in one aspect, and they will be relatively irritable in another, and Song Juan is too outstanding whether he is studying or later going to college to study design, and his college entrance examination results are still the provincial champion in Haicheng, and his IQ is high, but on the other hand, he is extremely stubborn in his mother's affairs.

felt that except for his mother, Song Xianzhang would never find anyone else to enter the door of the Song family.

So when she heard that Song Xianzhang was with her secretary and had a child, she was so angry.

After she beat Zhou Ru that day, Song Xianzhang reprimanded her so harshly for the first time in his life, he did not allow the servants to help, and asked her to restore everything to its original state, and let her buy the smashed things, and she couldn't put them all back to their original positions.

That was when Song Juan was so old, and it was the first time that Song Xianzhang was so strict with her.

Song Juan knew that Song Xianzhang wanted to tell her in this way that he was determined to let Zhou Ru and Song Li return to the Song family.

There is only one way she can accept it.

Later, after Song Juan bought all the things back and put them in place, he went directly to school.

Now that I think about it, I was like a clown in a circus watched by others.

In fact, she knew that if she had calmly accepted Zhou Ru and Song Li at that time, her life would have been much better for so many years.

But she was stingy and unwilling to let Song Xianzhang find someone else.

And in her dream, the dream was completely reversed.

The dream was full of pictures of Zhou Ru humiliating her.

She said to Zhou Ru: "What if you and my dad are together and have a daughter? You will always be the junior of my dad and my mom's relationship, your daughter will never be on the stage, and my dad's family property will not give you a point, he will not let you in, you and your daughter will always live in the criticism of others." ”

At that time, Zhou Ru didn't speak.

But in the dream, it's different.

Zhou Ru in the dream looked at her with a cold smile, like a noble lady with aristocratic blood looking at a beggar with lowly blood but couldn't see her identity clearly, and said: "The person who is really criticized is you, you are just a clown who was picked up by someone, what is the ugliness here?" Is Song Xianzhang's family property Song Li's or your Song Juan's, you look carefully!"

As she spoke, she threw her an equity transfer letter, and all the equity on the equity transfer letter was 100% transferred to Song Li.

Song Juan's whole person was shocked and took a step back, as if he didn't believe it, holding the equity transfer book, feeling that there was a thunder explosion in his mind.

Then I was woken up by the phone.

Her dreams were very chaotic, like many scenes strung together, and she had a splitting headache when she woke up.

After she hung up the phone, she went into the bathroom to wash up and saw herself embarrassed in the mirror.

Song Juan washed her face with water, brushed her teeth and went to the living room.

When I arrived in the living room, I was stunned.

Lu Bochuan hadn't left yet, he was standing on the balcony smoking.

The balcony of Jingjiang is different from other communities, the balcony of Jingjiang is more like a small garden, with a rocking chair in it, a very quiet and comfortable space, and when you are lonely at night, watching the stars is the most beautiful.

When Song Juan came to live, there was already a telescope on the balcony, which allowed people to see the vast sea of stars.

But she never had time to look, she was too busy.

At this moment, Lu Bochuan was standing on the balcony, smoking with his back to Song Juan.

Song Juan thought he had already gone to work.

Probably hearing the sound, Lu Bochuan turned his head: "Why do you get up so early." ”

Song Xuan's bones had a headache and her head hurt, and she didn't know what to say.

In the middle of the sound, she said: "Every time I have a bad time, you may not be able to live well, what is the point of you keeping me by your side and torturing me like this?"

Lu Bochuan held a cigarette between his fingertips, his thin lips curled, but his eyes were cold: "I used to think you were small and didn't want to touch you, but I didn't expect you to have an affair with Ji Shennian, my things were touched, whether I care about it or not, it always makes me disgusting, but if it's not enough, I feel unwilling, after all, it's the person who has a relationship with me, I didn't touch it much, but let others touch it, how do you feel it, don't you say?"

These words are really ugly, Song Juan's lips turned white, and she gritted her teeth.

Lu Bochuan extinguished the cigarette and threw it into the trash.

"Let's eat first, since you got up so early, you must be going to the company too, let's go together. ”

Song Juan hesitated for a moment, but still followed Lu Bochuan into the kitchen.

Breakfast was not boiled by Lu Bochuan, and Song Juan saw the bag of rice delivered by the merchant, with the merchant's name printed on it.

It should have been Lu Bochuan who asked people to buy it and send it over.

For a meal, Song Juan ate so much that it was difficult to swallow.

Lu Bochuan didn't ask her about the land in Area A.

On the way to the company, Lu Bochuan drove the car, and Song Juan didn't actually want to go to the company with Lu Bochuan.

She couldn't fathom Lu Bochuan before, and when something happened to the Lu family, she was both unpredictable and afraid of him.

His temperament is too cold, and with the unique city government and quiet danger of the superiors, it makes people frightened.

When the car passed by the hospital last time, Song Juan's eyes were fixed, she was almost unconscious, looking at the crowd coming and going at the entrance of the hospital.

When he saw the back of that strange man, the feeling of panic and fear, Song Juan can still experience five or six out of ten.

But Song Juan didn't see anything.

Later, Song Juan was a little stunned.

After the car arrived at the company, when Song Juan came back to her senses, Lu Bochuan had already gotten out of the car and was standing outside the car door looking at her.

Song Juan was startled and followed him out of the car.

Fortunately, I didn't meet anyone on the road, Lu Bochuan took the president's exclusive elevator directly, and Song Juan took the ordinary elevator, and the two were separated.

Song Juan breathed a sigh of relief and stood with Lu Bochuan, Song Juan was under a lot of pressure.

Song Juan took the elevator to his department, and saw Xu Rao greet him from afar: "Director Song." ”

When he could walk in, he saw Song Xuan's face clearly, and was stunned: "What's wrong with you?

"The pepper water got into my eyes, and I was almost blind. Song Juan took a deep breath, suppressed her sour eyes, and asked Xu Rao as she walked: "You won't be here to pick me up, will you?"

"No, I'm here to make a drawing. Xu Rao said: "Manager Zhang has come over, waiting for you in the office, and have a cup of coffee by the way." ”

"Then hurry up, how long has he been here?"

"It didn't take long to come, about ten minutes, this project was originally fought for by him, you have already gone through a lot of relationships before you came, if that kind of thing didn't happen at the beginning, now he should accompany us and just wait for the result." ”

While the two were talking, they had already arrived at the office.

Xu Rao pushed open the door, and Zhang Jie was drinking coffee while reading the information.

He was urgently transferred back to City B, and there was something wrong with the project in City B, and a worker suddenly had a heart attack during construction and fell from the upper floor.

The worker died on the spot.

The safety supervision station sent someone over at that time.

Logically speaking, workers with heart disease are not allowed to enter the construction site, but the number of workers on a construction site with five or six hundred is more mobile than other industries, and the team today and tomorrow may be completely different.

It is impossible for every worker to be able to find out.

Once the trouble is big, the company will definitely be affected, and it will affect the company's integrity score, and then affect the company's bidding.

Zhang Jie used to talk about this matter, to compensate as soon as possible, to solve it as soon as possible, the more it dragged on, the more accidents occurred.

This matter is not a secret in the company, and Song Juan also knows it.

But when Song Juan came to the company, he had already left, and the two have not met yet.

Song Juan was actually a little stunned, after all, Zhang Jie was her boss, and she didn't know what Zhang Jie's attitude towards her would be.

Will you also look down on yourself because of what happened four years ago?

Song Juan looked at Zhang Jie.

Zhang Jie looks very young, about thirty-four or five at most, and she looks very good, wearing the company's white shirt and casual trousers, which looks very eye-catching.

But if you are engaged in engineering, your speech is a bit rough, and sometimes even a little yellow.

But Song Juan is used to it.

After Song Juan went, all the people in the office had arrived.

Song Juan was very embarrassed and said to Zhang Jie: "I'm sorry, I'm late and made you wait for a long time." ”

"I came earlier than expected. Zhang Jie relaxed and sat on the sofa and said: "Everyone relax, I have roughly flipped through the information, you can do it to this extent, in fact, I am very surprised, I asked the company before I came, our reserve price is not adjusted, when it was first reported, it was already the lowest, so you can only start from somewhere else." ”

That's how to talk about projects, meetings, big and small, never seem to end.

By the time Zhang Jie's meeting was over, it was already three or four o'clock, and Song Juan wanted to follow her colleagues back to her office, but Zhang Jie stopped her.

"Song Juan, you wait, I want to talk to you alone. ”