Chapter 4: Feng Keer's Choices and Costs

Xiao Xiaoxiao played with the crystal bottle that Chen Cheng saw last time, which was filled with dark blue smoke tumbling like boiling water, Chen Cheng swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his mouth was dry with nervousness, and he was looking forward to it and fearing it.

"Do you know, even if this time, you retrieve Feng Ke'er's memory, next time, there will be the same situation, what should you do?" Xiao Xiaoxiao asked him.

Chen Cheng's eyes couldn't leave the dark blue, and he couldn't help but say, "However, if I don't know the truth, I still can't live." ”

Xiao Xiaoxiao looked into Chen Cheng's eyes: "What if this memory is a harm to Feng Ke'er? Do you also have to question opening this lid?"

"If this lid is opened, will Feng Ke'er also get his memory back?" Chen Cheng hesitated.

"Yes, if you open this lid, Feng Ke'er will also remember these memories that she chose to give up to us. Xiao Xiaoxiao asked: "Even so, do you want to choose to open it?"

"But can't you manipulate your memories?" asked Chen Cheng suspiciously.

"It also depends on the agreement we make with the memory master, and we will abide by the terms she proposes. Xiaoxiao replied indifferently.

"Is this Ke'er's request?" Chen Cheng was surprised.

"Yes. Xiaoxiao looked at him: "She put the right to choose in your hands." ”

Chen Cheng was silent, he didn't know how to face and choose, Feng Ke'er couldn't be said to be bad to him, he couldn't be said to be unloved, but this past haunted him all the time, making him unable to eat and sleep.

But this period of the past was in his hand, within reach, Chen Cheng asked: "What price do I need to pay to get this thing?"

Xiaoxiao narrowed his eyes, quite disapproving: "Naturally, there will be some price." ”

The ragdoll cat arched in from outside the curtain, Yan Ruyu followed behind it, lifted the curtain and walked in, looking at Xiaoxiao with a disapproving expression: "No matter how much it costs, it shouldn't be sold to him." ”

Xiaoxiao shook his head: "This is not only Feng Keer's right, Chen Cheng also has his own right." ”

Chen Cheng took the blue crystal bottle from Xiao Xiaoxiao's hand, the color of the smoke in it kept changing, but it was always inseparable from dark blue and gray blue, it was a very sad color at first glance, the bottle was cold to the touch, and a burst of melancholy surged in his heart, making him heavy, as if he was holding a thousand catties in his hand.

Shinoxiao asked, "Are you willing to pay anything to get this memory?"

Chen Cheng thought for a moment and nodded.

"Even if it's separated, don't hesitate?" asked Shinoshi.

Chen Cheng thought about it again, and had to say that he still had a fluke, if he knew the truth, it wouldn't prevent him from loving Feng Ke'er well, right?

So he nodded.

"You take it. Xiao Xiao said.

Yan Ruyu was stunned, and the Ragdoll cat also meowed.

"But, what price?" Chen Cheng also asked in surprise: "Didn't you say that you need to pay a price?"

"You don't have a price. Xiaoxiao took out another small bottle and opened it, and the pale blue smoke escaped and filled the small compartment.

Chen Cheng saw Feng Ke'er with a haggard face, standing in front of Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao seemed to be unfazed, but there was still a little pity between his eyebrows, looking at Ke'er who was loveless, Chen Cheng felt heartache, and he hesitated a little.

"If someone comes looking for this memory in the future, what should we do with it?" asked her, softly, softly.

"If someone really comes looking for him, then he really minds, and he wants to know, you just give it to him, and I will pay the price. Feng Ke'er was gloomy: "It's a blessing to be able to steal it for a while." ”

This clip is very short, it can be seen that it is only kept before taking out the memory, Chen Cheng watched it, and wanted to understand Feng Keer's past even more, whether it was good or bad, he couldn't bear such suffering, even if it was to understand her in order to love her better.

"Can I open it now?" asked Chen Cheng.

Shinoxiao nodded.

Yan Ruyu couldn't help but stop it: "Are you really not thinking about it anymore?"

Chen Cheng didn't stop, raised his hand and took out the cork that was sealed at the mouth of the bottle.

Gray-blue smoke surged out, and the smoke that originally flowed in the crystal bottle like a liquid diffused, like a movie, rewinding Feng Keer's life.

It was a very unbearable memory, Feng Keer, who came out of the campus, desperately plunged into a marriage, the husband who seemed to be a decent gentleman, but he was very narrow-minded in his heart, and he had already begun to fight each other before the sweet honeymoon period.

Feng Keer begged and asked for help, and with the help of her family, she finally got rid of that relationship, but the flower-like Feng Keer quickly withered, tinnitus, insomnia, depression, her haggard appearance, and her beautiful wife who took care of housework at home but could love life.

Chen Cheng was panicked, distressed, and regretful.

Until she met Xiao Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao asked her to buy this memory, so that she could start life again, Feng Keer went out of the store, and met Chen Cheng who came to the beach to play, this was the first time they met, and the faint sadness and indifference on Ke'er attracted him.

Chen Cheng has mixed feelings, he doesn't know how to deal with this relationship, although Ke'er didn't mean to, he always has a feeling that he has been deceived.

"You can leave. Xiaoxiao said lightly.

Yan Ruyu picked up the cat and lifted the curtain: "Let's go." ”

They disapprove of Chen Cheng's choice, but they respect his rights, but at the same time, this does not prevent them from disliking Chen Cheng.

Chen Cheng left this strange shop, and when he turned back, he couldn't see the strange pharmacy anymore.

Chen Cheng suddenly felt uneasy, he retrieved Feng Ke'er's memory, that Ke'er must have remembered it now, what would she do? Chen Cheng almost ran into the car, started, and drove towards home, he wanted to hug her and tell her that everything has me, he could imagine Ke'er jumping up happily.

Everything is as usual at home, the warm layout, there are newly changed carnations on the dining table, the milk-colored tablecloth tassels flowing, the tableware is crystal clear, and the smell of Feng Keer still lingers at home, but everything is wrong, because he immediately found that Ke'er is gone, all their group photos, Ke'er's clothes and even slippers, are all gone.

Feng Ke'er took away everything that belonged to her, and left like this, leaving only a note on the table: "I'm sorry, although I didn't have the intention, I still lied to you." Hope you find your own happiness. ”

Chen Cheng called her phone, turned off the phone, and wanted to find Ke'er's friends, but Ke'er didn't go to work, no colleagues, no friends, this home was her whole world, he didn't know where Ke'er could go, he called Ke'er's home, but Ke'er didn't go home.

Chen Cheng began to panic, she left like this, refusing to listen to herself even if she was sorry, after Chen Cheng retrieved those memories, after the initial anger and anger, the emotions calmed down, leaving only unfathomable sadness and distress.

His wife, whom he loved so much, had experienced such a tragic thing, and now he just wanted to find her, and told her that it was from now on, don't be afraid, I will spoil you.

But she was gone.

Chen Cheng couldn't find her no matter how he looked for her.

Feng Ke'er had nowhere else to go, Chen Cheng looked for a day without gain, and the next day, he went directly to Feng Ke'er's parents' house, but, the strange thing is that the other party has forgotten him, no matter how Chen Cheng explained, they refused to listen, and drove Chen Cheng out of the house as a liar.

Chen Cheng began to be afraid, he had nowhere else to look for it, if Ke'er didn't show up, he would never be able to find her again, how Chen Cheng took her for granted and stayed at home, how he justifiably thought that Ke'er was his subordinate, how he was accustomed to thinking that she would always wait for him to come back.

A few hours later, he found that his memories began to blur, the memories he had first encountered Feng Ke'er, those beauty, those sweetness that he cherished, gradually faded and gradually forgotten, and he even began to remember Ke'er's appearance.

He began to understand what the price Xiaoxiao said, and felt that he couldn't afford this price, and he would rather be noisy and entangled with Feng Ke'er for the rest of his life than forget like this.

In the evening, Chen Cheng had no choice but to go to the seaside square, the bustling crowd, a woman with a cold face holding a black cat passed by him, in the surging crowd, he forgot to come, he didn't know what he was looking for, he didn't know why he came, he didn't know where he should go.

Xiaoxiao crossed his arms in the store, looked at Chen Cheng who was lost in the crowd, sighed, Yan Ruyu shook his head: "Feng Ke'er, what's the trouble." ”

"She just can't face it again. Xiao Xiao said.

"This is actually not fair to Chen Cheng, whether it is encountering or forgetting. Although Yan Ruyu did not approve of Chen Cheng's approach, she was also quite sympathetic to his experience.

Xiaoxiao smiled slightly: "Maybe it's not for a bad thing. ”

Yan Ruyu shook her head: "I didn't ask Chen Cheng if he wanted to meet, if he wanted to forget, this is not good." Xiaoxiao smiled slightly: "But this is also his own choice, and we have dissuaded him many times." ”

Yan Ruyu was noncommittal: "If one day, I am replaced by Chen Cheng's situation, you must consider it from my point of view." ”

Xiao Xiao Waner.

The night before, after Chen Cheng opened the crystal tube, Feng Ke'er, who was restless at home, remembered this memory that she chose to give up, and she burst into tears.

Feng Keer took all the photos of herself and Chen Cheng in the suitcase, took away all her clothes, and left only a note to say goodbye.

She silently said in her heart: "Chen Cheng, thank you, let me steal the happiness and fulfillment of these two years, I'm sorry, I can only make you forget me, all the regrets and pain, I will bear it." ”

Chen Cheng never had a chance to know again, this was the price she chose.