Chapter 282: She is a woman and understands the pain best
Reaching out and holding Luo Xi tightly into his arms, Gu Xiaoman's voice roared one by one, "I'm sorry Xixi, I'm sorry, I should know, I'm sorry!"
Luo Xi, who had just regained a trace of sanity, instantly seemed to have received some stimulus, pushed Gu Xiaoman's body away, squatted on the ground with trembling shoulders, wrapped his body with both hands, and kept muttering with trembling lips.
Trembling because of the small voice and fright, he almost kept shaking his head in a breathless voice, "Don't come here, I was wrong, I won't run anymore, yes, don't ...... Don't!"
This kind of Luoxi is like a trapped beast all the time, trapped in a cage, and can only look around with frightened and desperate eyes.
"No, I'm wrong! I'm wrong, please, I'm in pain, please, don't ......"
The tear glands seem to be stimulated, and the scenery in front of them becomes blurred and confused as they keep rolling down.
I don't know how long I've been crying, and I don't know how long Luo Xi has been shouting.
It wasn't until the end, when the tears dried up, that Gu Xiaoman regained his strength little by little, moved his feet like lead, and walked towards Luoxi.
Slowly squatting down, Gu Xiaoman just wanted to reach out to touch Luoxi, but he was afraid of stimulating her, so he asked in a low voice: "Xixi, I'm Manman, remember......?" I'm Gu Xiaoman, do you remember?"
Obviously, she was already trying her best to restrain her crying, but the voice still came out of her.
The trembling voice carried the wailing wall, and the tears that had just been restrained welled up again.
Immediately wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Gu Xiaoman tried hard to make himself smile.
"Xixi, I'm Manman, do you remember? We are best friends, Gu Xiaoman. ”
A glimmer of brilliance gradually regained in his hollow and panicked eyes, and Luo Xi muttered blankly, "Man...... Manman?"
Nodding again and again, Gu Xiaoman restrained the ecstasy in his heart, and responded softly, "Yes, Manman, Xixi, do you remember?"
As if trying to find memories of Gu Xiaoman, Luo Xi suddenly reacted, "I...... I remember...... I remember, Manman, Manman, my best friend, Manman...... Long...... Woo ~ Woo woo Woo Manman, it hurts, Xixi hurts. ”
Two girls of the same age, one sat on the ground, curled up like a stray dog discarded, and the other knelt on the ground, with both hands trembling around her neck, and took her into his arms.
Luo Xi finally stopped resisting, seemed to recognize Gu Xiaoman, and seemed to feel that the girl in front of her would not hurt her.
Let Gu Xiaoman hold it, gently leaning on her chest, tears dripping down her eyes.
The bitterness spread, Gu Xiaoman breathed heavily, suppressing the pain in his heart little by little.
Now is not the time for heartache, she first has to ask Luoxi to clean herself up, then drink some ginger soup and do a check-up.
She was cold, and she didn't know where she was hurt.
Taking a deep breath, the corners of Gu Xiaoman's mouth were obviously smiling, but the tears in his eyes were surging with endless sorrow.
"Xixi, shall we go take a bath for a while, shall we? You are very cold and cold, shall we go take a bath first?"
Listening to Gu Xiaoman's coaxing, Luo Xi nodded blankly, as if he had lost all his mobility functions, and could only let Gu Xiaoman help him, tentatively, and timidly walked towards the bathtub.
Although he bravely took the first step, Luo Xi's hands kept clutching Gu Xiaoman's hand, because the finger bones were pale.
It wasn't until he entered the bath that the strength of Luo Xi's whole body was instantly unloaded at the moment when he was wrapped in warm water.
The whole body's defense, the tiredness of the whole body, and the thorns of the whole body were all dissipated at this moment.
Gu Xiaoman endured the pain in her heart and wet Luo Xi's long hair, the long hair she once cherished had long been as rough as a handful of grass.
Rubbing his long hair little by little, washing inch by inch, and then the whole body, Gu Xiaoman bathed people for the first time, what embarrassment, what embarrassment, at this moment it became nothing.
The little hand gently cleaned Luo Xi's thin body, and in some places with heavy scars, Gu Xiaoman tried his best to retract his strength, for fear that it would hurt her.
It wasn't until it was time to wash that Gu Xiaoman saw that there was hardly any skin on Luoxi's body that was good, and there were dense traces, even the top of the mountain on his chest was bitten.
The wound was on Luo Xi's body, but Gu Xiaoman hurt his eyes and heart.
Not only because of her friend, it hurts, but also because she is also a woman, and she understands more desperately this pain.
The memory of that night still echoes in my mind, even if that person is the person I love, but the feeling of being forced by someone is really despair, it is endless despair, it is despair that can't wait for dawn.
Therefore, she can better understand Luoxi's despair, Luoxi's pain, and Luoxi's silent cry.
After cleaning, Gu Xiaoman washed Luoxi again.
This time, Luo Xi was very obedient, let Gu Xiaoman clean her, and then walked out of the door wrapped in a bath towel.
Sitting on the bed, Luo Xi didn't know what she was thinking, Gu Xiaoman didn't ask, and then quietly took a hair dryer to gently straighten out the long hair behind her.
Luoxi has long hair that Gu Xiaoman envies, up to his waist, with big waves, soft and soft like silk.
When the two were together, Gu Xiaoman was always envious, "My hair is thick and hard, not a woman at all." ”
At this time, Luo Xi always rolled his eyes helplessly, "The hair is still male and female." ”
Gu Xiaoman raised his eyebrows and stroked Luoxi's long hair, "Your hair is feminine when you touch it, as gentle as water." ”
……
"Xixi, I'll dry your hair first, and then comb it for you little by little, wait a minute, okay?"
As if hearing her words, Luo Xi actually nodded.
From Gu Xiaoman's point of view, you can just see the crystal dripping out of her eyes.
I had already shed too many tears today, but at this time, Gu Xiaoman found that he couldn't cry, and in his dry eyes, there was only long black and shiny hair in the sky.
Drying his hair, Gu Xiaoman was about to get up to get a comb to comb Luo Xi's hair, Luo Xi suddenly raised his hand and pressed Gu Xiaoman's hand.
Turning back suddenly, Gu Xiaoman looked at Luo Xi in surprise who finally took the lead in reacting.
"Xixi, what's wrong? What do you want?"
His face was expressionless, pale and did not seem to have a trace of blood.
Suddenly, the corners of Luo Xi's mouth rose, but the smile that came out made Gu Xiaoman only feel his scalp tingle.
She wasn't laughing, she was forcing herself to touch her flesh.
The hoarse voice spoke slowly, "Manman, help me cut my hair." ”
His expression shook suddenly, Gu Xiaoman turned around, squatted on the ground and looked at Luoxi with his head held high, "Xixi, do you know what you're talking about?"
Luo Xi nodded, and her trembling fingers gently stroked Gu Xiaoman's cheek, "Manman, I know what I'm doing, silly girl, don't be afraid, I'm fine." ”
It's okay?
Is this called okay?
With a sour nose, Gu Xiaoman stood up suddenly, tilted his head and held back the tears shaking in his eyes again.
"Good. ”
After the words fell, Luo Xi's hand slowly let go, and let Gu Xiaoman bite his lower lip and rush out of the room.