Chapter 69
This is the first time in many years that three people have been in the same space.
Even back then, Song Juan had no way out, and regarded Ji Shennian as the only way out, and when he went to confront him, the three of them never got together.
Song Xuan's heart was full of fear and panic.
For so many years, he hated himself and Ji Shennian, and Song Juan was afraid that he would be angry.
But Lu Bochuan was surprisingly calm, but even so, Song Juan couldn't relax.
The atmosphere in the room was oppressive, and there was a kind of calm before the storm came.
Lu Bochuan looked at Song Juan, and his tone couldn't hear the joy and anger: "I just went home, you came to find Ji Shennian, and you are not ready to go back, are you planning to spend the night in this place where you have lived for a short time?"
Song Juan raised his eyes in astonishment and looked towards Lu Bochuan.
She didn't expect that he even knew about it.
So back then, he was so sure that she loved Ji Shennian, was it because of this incident?
Song Juan remembered that Lu Bochuan once threw the photo of her and Ji Shennian in front of her.
At that time, did he already check her and Ji Shennian?
Song Wan's pink fist hanging down his side clenched fiercely, and his heart fluctuated violently.
Ji Shennian frowned, he was afraid that Lu Bochuan would embarrass Song Juan, and said: "She did live here for a while back then, but at that time she was also cornered, there was nowhere to go, so she came here, she came here today, just to ask me about the things back then, she still had a fever and came to me, it should be that she remembered something, and said to you, but you didn't believe her at all, and pushed her to a dead end, so she came to me, right?"
The atmosphere in the room was even more depressing, and Ji Shennian could see that this man was not calm, and he could also see that the dark tide was surging under this man's calm surface.
Ji Shennian said: "Lu Bochuan, even if she really owes you, there should be an end, right?
As soon as Ji Shennian's voice fell, the room was as silent as death.
His words almost hit Lu Bochuan's heart.
Lu Bochuan suppressed his anger and tried his best to restrain the anger in his heart, he smiled sneeringly with thin lips, looked at Ji Shennian and said, "Since you feel so sorry for her, how could you let her do such a conscientious thing back then." ”
"Enough. Song Wan lowered his eyelashes, he didn't believe her words, but he knew how to stimulate her.
Song Juan has been on the verge of collapse since she dreamed that Lu Zhuoming hypnotized herself, and she came to Ji Shennian, but she just wanted Ji Shennian to tell her what happened back then, so that she could confirm that there was no problem with her spirit.
But even such a request, she could not fulfill it.
Because Ji Shennian said that her documents were given to Ji's father, he told her that the Ji family and Lu Zhuoming had never been in contact.
His answer, as if to say, everything she remembered was indeed her hallucination, unreal, and that something was really wrong with her spirit.
Song Juan suppressed his emotions that were about to collapse and had nowhere to vent, and said to Lu Bochuan: "Lu Bochuan, what do you want? You and Xia Qinghe are going to get married on May 1st, right? Do you want me to be your lover for the rest of your life?"
Lu Bochuan twisted his eyebrows, but did not answer her words, he said: "You are still sick, it's not good to come out like this, go back with me first." ”
"I don't want to. Song Juan felt like she was stuck with a knife in her heart, and her breathing was painful, she no longer bothered about Lu Zhuoming's affairs in front of Lu Bochuan, but just said to Lu Bochuan: "Lu Bochuan, I owe you, how do you want me to pay it back?" I will give you back my life, one life is worth one life, is it enough?"
She was finally able to raise her eyes to look at Lu Bochuan: "Me and the child, pay for my father and second brother's lives, so that I don't owe you?"
She said this because she wanted to break off with him from now on.
"I don't want your life. Lu Bochuan crossed a trace of panic in his heart, Song Juan was not at ease in Hongchang City, so he took the opportunity to let her go back to Haicheng, but when he returned to Haicheng, he still had the illusion that he couldn't catch her, but these feelings were only vague and could not really threaten him.
But since he heard that Song Juan came to Ji Shennian, this feeling spread in his heart, and he was even dominated by this emotion.
He didn't want her life, and if he really wanted her, he wouldn't have let her live.
He has never been a soft-hearted man.
Lu Bochuan said: "If you want to go to Hongchang City, I will find a way, but now, you go back with me." ”
His voice was deep, with an element of warning.
Song Juan's whole body trembled a little, she felt desperate and empty in her heart, she was bound by this emotion and couldn't find a way out.
In the past, she was brainwashed by the people around her and people on the Internet, and felt that she had killed Lu Bochuan's father and second brother, and she felt guilty and painful, so no matter how Lu Bochuan tortured her, she felt that it was what she should bear.
Later, Song Xianzhang and Zhou Jing had accidents one after another, and she never thought of leaving Lu Bochuan, she just wanted to open her network, and didn't want the people around her to become bargaining chips to threaten her again, she owed him, as long as Lu Bochuan wanted it, she would pay it back.
But she remembered Lu Zhuoming's incident, and she told Lu Bochuan that at that time she regarded Lu Bochuan as a life-saving straw, but Lu Bochuan didn't believe her.
Did he know that she didn't even dare to close her eyes now, and once she did, those images would be overwhelming into her mind?
Song Juan suppressed her emotions, she was almost overwhelmed by Lu Zhuoming's affairs.
Ji Shennian saw that Song Juan's mood was wrong, and he exclaimed: "Wanwan!"
Song Juan's palms were dripping with blood, Lu Bochuan's face turned cold all of a sudden, and the moment Ji Shennian's hand stretched out, he had already grabbed Song Juan's hand: "Let go." ”
Ji Shennian's hand paused in mid-air.
Song Juan was shocked, she didn't understand what was wrong with her, she didn't feel pain.
But the blood was falling dripping.
On the white tiles, it is a little dazzling.
"Let go. Lu Bochuan repeated.
The voice was cold.
Song Juan let go of her hand in fright, and a long wound in her palm was pierced by a fingernail.
Because she was busy and because she was in a bad state, her nails hadn't been cut for a long time, and no one noticed that her nails were already very long, not even herself.
Lu Bochuan bent down to pick up Song Juan, and walked towards the door without looking back.
His face turned pale: "I shouldn't have discussed it with you!"
Song Juan was panicked and didn't dare to go back with him, she struggled to come down.
Lu Bochuan said: "Try it again." ”
His eyes sank terribly.
Song Juan quieted down.
When Lu Bochuan arrived at the door with Song Wan in his arms, Ji Shennian stopped him and said, "Lu Bochuan, is there something wrong with Wanwan's spirit?"
When Ji Shennian first saw Song Xuan, he felt that something was wrong with her, but he just thought that she had encountered something and was in a bad state, but the scene just now made him a little frightened, which can no longer be explained by being in a bad state.
Lu Bochuan's voice was like ice: "No matter your affairs, the affairs between us, you had better interfere less." ”
Ji Shennian felt sorry for Song Juan, the reason why he asked Song Juan to find Lu Bochuan was also to make Song Juan die, only if she really died, she would completely leave Lu Bochuan.
But it's still different to really see Song Juan suffering.
"You'd better let her stay with me and sleep all night. Ji Shennian said: "If she follows you back, it will only get more and more serious." ”
Lu Bochuan went downstairs without looking back.
Lu Bochuan put Song Juan into the co-pilot, and the space in the compartment was obviously very large, but it made people feel cramped.
Lu Bochuan pressed a fire in his heart, and the cold and low air pressure on his body pressed Song Juan.
Song Huang lowered her eyelashes, Lu Bochuan took Song Juan all the way to Jingjiang, Song Juan's hand kept hanging down, the wound was a little deep, she ignored it, and the blood dripped all the blood in Lu Bochuan's car.
Song Juan followed Lu Bochuan out of the car, and followed Lu Bochuan into the door, but before she could enter the house, a strong force caught her off guard against the wall.
The next moment, Lu Bochuan's kiss pressed towards Song Xuan fiercely.
He didn't care about the injuries on her hands, his fingers clasped tightly on Song Juan's jaw, and he almost swallowed Song Juan's fierceness.
Ever since he knew that Song Juan had been looking for Ji Shennian, there was a fire in his heart, not to mention that after he went, what he saw was the room that Song Juan had lived in with Ji Shennian before!
Song Juan was forced to bear it, she didn't hide, not only Lu Bochuan needed to vent, but also the emotions in her heart also needed to vent.
Otherwise, she'll go crazy.
After a hearty operation, Song Juan felt very tired and wanted to sleep, but her brain was excited.
Lu Bochuan took Song Juan to the bathroom to take a bath, and the blood on her hands began to gush out again when she saw the water.
Lu Bochuan came out of the bath, took the medicine box and gave medicine to her hands, Song Juan hung his head and looked at his knuckled fingers, his fingers were slender, the knuckles were not prominent, and they did not appear weak, which was a very powerful conflict beauty.
Song Juan collapsed so much that she wanted to cry, but she suppressed it.
After Lu Bochuan gave Song Juan the medicine, he took nail clippers to cut her nails.
He cut it so short that the white was barely visible, and his face was quite ugly the whole time.
Lu Bochuan said: "Next time I see you self-harming, you try." ”
Song Juan still didn't make a sound.
In the process of applying medicine and cutting nails, Song Juan has been silent, she lowered her eyelashes, looking at Lu Bochuan's face, his eyelashes are very long, his facial features are exquisite, and his side face is sharp, he is really handsome and dazzling, when Song Juan saw him for the first time, she subconsciously held her breath, she was so young at that time, and she didn't even know what it was to like.
Lu Bochuan finished cutting his nails, picked up Song Juan horizontally, and walked in the direction of the bedroom, he put her on the bed and hugged her from behind: "If you want to go to Hongchang City, I will find a way." ”
Song Juan blinked her eyes slowly, she said: "If you don't want me to go, I won't go, if you want me to be by your side, I'll stay by your side, I'll go and be your assistant." ”
"I have no shortage of assistants. Lu Bochuan frowned.
Song Juan smiled: "Then I'll stay at home, is this the only way you can rest assured?"
Song Juan knew that she couldn't go back to Hongchang City, and this matter was not just because of the letter of complaint, in which Lu Bochuan contributed a lot.
He didn't want her to go back, so he just used the topic to play.
Lu Bochuan paused, and he said, "Whatever you want, if you want to be my assistant, just be it." ”
He didn't dare to let Song Juan be home alone.
"I'll make a doctor's appointment for you tomorrow. Lu Bochuan said.
Song Juan said "um", she didn't show any resistance.
Lu Bochuan was not happy in his heart, and Song Juan's meekness did not bring him a sense of security.
Lu Bochuan said: "Don't go to Ji Shennian again, if you are really not at ease, you can check it yourself." ”
Song Juan said "um", but how could she check?
Who can she contact to check?
Everyone around her has the eyes and ears of the Lu family, and whenever she makes a little move, she will be under Lu Bochuan's control.
Song Juan came out of the hospital early this morning and went to find Ji Shennian, but he hadn't eaten until now.
Lu Bochuan hugged her for a while, got up and went to cook.
Song Xuan kept his eyes open.
Lu Bochuan's movements were clean and neat, and everything seemed orderly.
When Song Juan married Lu Bochuan before, he had never eaten the food cooked by Lu Bochuan.
But he makes it tastes good.
Song Juan stirred the food on the table, her lips curled, and it was a mocking amplitude: "I didn't expect you to be with Xia Qinghe and learn to cook." ”
Lu Bochuan raised his eyes and glanced at her: "There was a period of time when I saw other people's fathers cooking for their children, and came back to have a temper with me, and I learned a little by the way. ”
Song Wan was stunned, she was a little unate.
At this time, Song Xuan's mobile phone rang, it was Chen Yu.
Song Juan picked up the phone: "Hey, Chen Yu?"
"Wanwan, where are you, can you come out?" Chen Yu's voice was a little hoarse: "I don't know who I can find." ”
Song Juan said "um": "Where are you?"
Chen Yu sent the address to Song Juan.
Song Juan finished eating: "I'm going to go out." ”
Lu Bochuan frowned.
Song Juan stood for a while before suppressing the emotions in her heart, and she explained: "It's Chen Yu, she should be in a bad mood." ”
Song Juan's state is the most uneasy, but at this time, Lu Bochuan didn't dare to stop her: "I'll let Zheng Ze drive you." ”
Lu Bochuan has to return to the company.
Song Juan didn't refuse, and not long after she went downstairs, Zheng Ze drove over.
Lu Bochuan stood on the balcony upstairs, watching Song Juan get into the car, with a cigarette between his fingers and a gloomy expression.
He could feel Song Juan's resistance to him.
He called out and said to the person on the other end of the phone: "Help me check Jiangya Hospital, four years ago, Song Juan's time in Jiangya Hospital, medication, and people he came into contact with." ”
It's not easy to find out what was four years ago.
And Jiangya Hospital has changed I don't know how many batches of doctors.
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Song Juan sat in the car driven by Zheng Ze, this car belonged to Lu Bochuan, he often drove this car, and Song Juan knew.
Song Juan turned his head to look out the car window.
Zheng Ze had been observing her state, he saw Song Xuan's hand wrapped in gauze, and asked, "What's wrong with the hand?"
"Nothing. Song Juan's eyes were dry, she wanted to cry at every turn recently, Song Juan said: "I was accidentally scratched." ”
Many of Song Juan's things were handled by Zheng Ze, and he almost watched Song Juan come to this point step by step.
At the beginning, Song Juan called him and asked him to give Lu Bochuan's contact information, but Zheng Ze didn't know whether he helped her or hurt her.
But even if he gave Lu Bochuan's address to Song Juan, he was not really making his own claims, he was a person who was very perceptive and could figure out people's minds.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have stayed by Lu Bochuan's side for so long.
When the Song family had an accident, no matter how indifferent Lu Bochuan was, he could see that Lu Bochuan's ultimate goal was just to force Song Juan to his side.
Otherwise, he would not dare to assert himself.
Zheng Ze hesitated for a moment and said, "Mr. Lu is not a person who likes to do things. ”
That slap, Zheng Ze was shocked at that time, not to mention Song Juan himself.
Song Juan nodded: "I know." ”
Zheng Zedao: "When you were kidnapped, Mr. Lu was in a meeting, I have never seen him so panicked, Wanwan, many things, don't look at the surface, the things of the year, Mr. Lu was hurt the most, these years, he may not have had an easy time, when the Lu family had an accident, he also looked at people's faces, and when the Song family had an accident, you also tried to settle the account, knowing the difficulties."
But even if the Song family's deficit money and the money transferred out by Mr. Song add up, it is less than one-tenth of the Lu family, and the hardships of Mr. Lu's account back then can be imagined.
Later, he declared bankruptcy, and it was the last desperate move, he just separated a subsidiary of Lu's from Lu's at that time, I don't know how many times he took risks, it can be said that every decision he made back then, was the same as gambling, but if he took half a wrong step, it was a broken end. ”
The big business case that year involved as much as 10 billion yuan.
Since the accident, no one has ever told Song Juan how Lu Bochuan came over back then.
It was as if everyone knew about his hardship, so there was no need to say it.
Song Juan didn't know what kind of feeling was in her heart.
She didn't know what Zheng Ze meant by these words.
Song Juan thought for a long time before saying: "I know, so for so many years, no matter how much he hates me, I have to bear it, but Brother Zheng, I'm really tired, I don't even dare to sleep now." ”
Zheng Ze was stunned, in the final analysis, he was Lu Bochuan's person, even if he felt sorry for Song Juan, but when he really thought about the problem, he never thought about it from Lu Bochuan's point of view, and he even forgot that Song Juan was just a twenty-four or five-year-old girl.
When she had an accident, she was only in her early twenties.
I'm still a freshman.
He hoped that Song Juan could understand Lu Bochuan's hatred, but who had ever asked if Song Juan could bear it?
Zheng moved his lips, and finally said nothing.
On the other hand, after Lu Bochuan arrived at the company, it didn't take long for him to receive a call from the hospital.
He glanced at it, his eyes darkened, and picked up the phone: "Hey?"
"Mr. Lu, I found something here, do I want to send it to your email?"