In a dazzling and somewhat unreal pure white, Qiao Nan's vertigo has not improved. No matter what you do, you can't feel the slightest force. He blinked, and the world in front of him twisted.

Strange to say, this world is also floating, and the shape is not fixed, so he can't find the direction and can't grasp the center of gravity.

Now, he understands that this is death!

His mind was still in a state of confusion, and he vaguely remembered how he had died, and the images played out like a slideshow in front of his eyes—a blunt object in his right eye, a dagger stuck in his ribs, and then leaping from the sky......

Someone sent himself to the hospital and was rescued in the operating room for a long time, but he still hung up.

He seems to be a young special warfare officer, and he seems to be a talented man from Tsinghua University with a bright future...... As soon as he thought about it, the world in front of him would turn upside down, and he would once again float in a burst of nothingness, unable to make any thought.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Qiao Nan turned his head, and when he saw the person walking towards him, the vertigo was even worse.

"Dongmei?"

Xue Dongmei didn't wear shoes, and she didn't make a sound when she walked. Still in the same white dress, she came and sat down beside him.

"Dongmei, where is this, why are you here?"

It seems that she hasn't seen her for a century, her eyes are still moist, but she smiled softly: "Qiao Nan, time is running out, you should wake up quickly!"

"Wake up, am I not awake now?"

She shook her head slightly and said, "Can't you hear me?

Qiao Nan was confused, his temples hurt sharply again, and a rapid voice came from nowhere-

"The right lung is bleeding continuously, and there is a high probability that the mediastinum will rupture, is there any further testing?"

"If my heartbeat and breathing can't be detected, do I want to continue to rescue him?"

"The blood transfusion speed is too slow, squeeze the blood bag again!"

"Comrade Qiao Nan, insist, hold on a little longer......"

***

After the vertigo, Qiao Nan said with difficulty: "...... Am I not dead?"

Xue Dongmei held his hand and said, "Didn't I tell you, you're just too tired, get up quickly!"

Qiao Nan was stunned: "Am I dreaming?"

Xue Dongmei nodded.

"I went to Tsinghua University, I can be with you every day, I have my own company, these are all dreams?"

“…… It's a dream, but it's real, isn't it?"

"How can it be a dream? How can a dream be so clear?"

"Qiao Nan, it's a dream, and it may also be a real thing in another time and space. Xue Dongmei stared into his eyes and said, "I listened to a physics elective class when I was in college, and the teacher said that time and space all operate according to laws, and it is very likely that you will be sitting with you in another time and space now." But if there is a small deviation in one link, you may go to another time and space and see yourself in another parallel world. Maybe in that world, you really went to Tsinghua University and had another life?"

Qiao Nan suddenly became very tired, staring at the white window with empty eyes.

"I haven't seen myself in another time and space, in my previous world, Qiao Nan I knew was a very good cadet and a brave and fearless PLA soldier. I had an unforgettable love with him, although I didn't accompany him to the end, leaving a lot of regrets, but I want to ...... It's worth it for a lifetime. ”

As she spoke, the floodgates of memory burst open, and the words he had heard when he had just fallen from the darkness echoed in his ears again. Before that, his world seemed like a flower in a fog, but now that the fog had lifted, the world was finally clear, and all that he had gained and lost had come to mind.

He didn't say a word, and hugged her tightly: "Since we met this time, don't separate again." ”

But no matter how hard he hugged it, it was like holding a ball of air, and he couldn't feel her presence at all. Even so, he maintained a hugging posture and refused to separate.

Xue Dongmei gently pushed him away and said with a smile: "I thought you were sober, why are you still confused? Your current girlfriend is not me, it's the girl outside!"

He stubbornly played his temper: "I know...... However, I can't leave you alone in another world, I want to take you back......"

"Why are you like a child again!" Xue Dongmei smiled dumbly, and patiently coaxed: "We are no longer people of the same world, you are just in your own dream now, a deep, deep dream." ”

"So, if I wake up, I'll never see you again?"

"What else can you do when you see me?"

……

"Qiao Nan, don't make this expression, what I remember is your brilliant young appearance. She paused, and continued: "You are a young student, in the prime of life, and you are a scholar, and you are a scholar, and you are so decadent, I think you are very strange. ”

Qiao Nan still sat downcast: "During the time you just left, I had a very painful time, you know it, right?Dongmei, even if you live, we may not be able to walk together, but even as an old friend, I don't want you to die...... If you lived, I wouldn't be so lonely all these years. ”

"Isn't there a saying that loneliness is just about meeting someone. Xue Dongmei still patiently coaxed him: "I have seen all the diaries you wrote to me." But what can I do to help you? I just hope you can find a better emotional sustenance and get out of the haze as soon as possible. The gold is very good, and that Miss Wen is also very good. As long as you are happy, I will be happy for you. ”

He gradually raised his head, pursed his lips, and asked, "You won't be jealous?"

"That Miss Wen, she is beautiful, knows everything, is eccentric, and the most important thing is to be considerate to you, and she will definitely be a good wife in the future. If I were still alive, I would be mad and even madly jealous of her. But I'm gone, and I just want you to live well, live happily, and be happy. ”

He smiled, tears silently rolling down the corners of his mouth.

"Qiao Nan, wake up quickly! If you don't wake up again, you won't have a chance to see that Miss Wen!"

Another sound came from a distance, and this time Qiao Nan vaguely saw himself lying on the hospital bed. The doctor had given up on cardiac resuscitation and stepped aside exhausted.

"The blood pressure is barely measurable, and neither is the pulse. ”

"The vital signs are completely gone, and there is no point in resuscitating them. ”

A little nurse knelt in front of his bed, begging him unconscious: "I beg you, please hold on a little longer......"

"Forget it, Xiao Wang, don't beg him anymore, it's a miracle that he can hold on until now. ”

***

Xue Dongmei urged again: "Qiao Nan, I beg you, wake up quickly, don't sink like this again." ”

"I ......"

"I'm leaving, I can't persuade you anymore. ”

Qiao Nan didn't know what to do: "Don't leave first, I still have a lot to say to you." ”

"Goodbye Qiao Nan, there's no time. ”

"I want to wake up too, but I can't move at all now, what do you want me to do?"

Xue Dongmei was stunned - what should I do? The nurse is already pulling out the tube, how can I wake him up?

"Dongmei, I forgot to tell you that you just talked about another world...... You're there too. ”

"Really, what was I like in that world?"

"You're like me, in Tsinghua Park, and you're still my girlfriend. ”

"That'...... I'm supposed to be happy, right?"

"Well, very happy. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, hiding all the bitterness behind the smile. Xue Dongmei took his hand again and said, "Qiao Nan, I don't know what you think in your heart, but I really hope you let me go." Our fate does not end with death. How can that song be sung, if there is a fate, we can meet again in the next season. ”

"Will we meet again?"

The next time we meet, we may be teachers and students, colleagues, friends, lovers, and even family...... Ah, at that time, there must be another story. ”

"Hmm. Qiao Nan bit her lip and nodded.

"The song we sang at dinner, the last time, you can sing it to me!"

Qiao Nan didn't excuse herself, saying that she didn't sing well, but looked into her eyes and sang seriously.

"Don't ask, don't tell, it's all in plain sight. At this moment, let's spend it quietly by candlelight. ”

In her youth, she always traveled thousands of miles to spend hours with him. That year, they snuggled up to each other to watch the fireworks in Orange Island, and the season was as gorgeous as fireworks. Even if it's just once, it's the best time for her to remember it for a lifetime.

"A little sorrow, a little sorrow, life is inevitably bitter and painful; ”

If loss is inevitable, then "losing" teaches him to cherish it more!

"Sadness parting, parting is in front of you, goodbye, goodbye will not be too far away, if there is fate, fate can look forward to tomorrow, you and I will meet again in the brilliant season. ”

Parting and loss are inevitable, so say "goodbye"! As she said, they will meet again in the next splendid season, in whatever form, that is...... Look forward to it!

Qiao Nan hugged her, and when the song ended, she had nowhere to be found.

I vaguely remember that she read a poem by Pushkin in her ear.

"I used to love you:

Love, perhaps, is not completely dead in my heart,

Hopefully it won't bother you anymore,

I don't want to make you sad and sad anymore.

I once loved you silently and hopelessly,

I endured both shyness and jealousy,

I have loved you so sincerely, so tenderly,

May God bless you, and may the other person be as much as I love you. ”

***

After three whole years, he finally let her go from the bottom of his heart.

What a big dream.

***

"It's time to announce the time of death. The head nurse reminded the doctor again. Different from the calmness when facing her family, she was wearing a mask at this time, which also revealed a deep sadness.

The doctor was exhausted and unable to say, "Time of death, February 13, 2010 at 13:......"

"Huh?"

Xiao Wang was just about to remove the ECG monitor, but he heard two "Didi" sounds. She suspected that she was hallucinating, but on the screen, the straight line did have a slight undulation.

The paramedics all blinked vigorously, but he was still not breathing, but his heartbeat had returned.

Although he had to stay calm, the young Xiao Wang cheered all of a sudden: "Ah, Comrade Company Commander, thank you, thank you for not giving up......"

Plugging in various life-sustaining tubes again, Xiao Wang let out a "huh" again and squatted down at the head of the bed.

His eyes were still closed, and even most of them were wrapped in gauze, but Xiao Wang could still see that the corners of his eyes were moist.

[I hope to see this chapter, readers can greatly think of the foreshadowing in front, and should be able to understand it ^^ Today's Mother's Day, don't forget to accompany your mother more~~]