Chapter 34 I feel sorry for your past (13) I hurt the past several times in my life, and Yamagata is still cold

A bolt from the blue!

When Qi Ming learned that his sister was hit by a car, he was so anxious that his eyes were filled with tears, and he rushed to the hospital decisively.

Hit the father disappeared, there is no news, I don't know the news, my mother has just left, died in depression, ending a sad life, my sister Qi Yan is already his only and dearest person now, and now my sister was in a car accident again, for Qi Ming, the blow can be described as extremely huge.

He didn't want to see his sister follow in his mother's footsteps and leave him.

He didn't want to lose even the last of his loved ones.

On the way to the hospital, due to the eagerness in his heart, Qi Ming couldn't help but bring tears out of the corners of his eyes, and crystal tears swirled in his eyes, and even burst out of his eyes.

He was devastated and devastated

The emotions in his heart were so complicated that it was like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, and he didn't know what it tasted like.

His eyes were completely red.

When he hurried to the hospital, he saw his sister who was in a coma on the hospital bed wearing an oxygen mask and her face was pale, and he stood there for a long time.

He was stunned.

At a glance, he was shocked to find that his sister's face was covered with gauze, white as snow, just like the walls of this ward, giving people a hollow and miserable feeling.

Moreover, although my sister is in a coma, her teeth are still biting her lip flap from time to time, and she is crying out in pain from time to time in her coma.

It hurts really badly.

He felt his heart cramp violently.

If he could, he would like to be able to take his place and suffer this extreme pain for his sister.

However, he couldn't. The harsh reality told him that there was nothing he could do.

He could only watch his sister suffer.

At this moment, he felt very powerless and helpless.

He was helpless like a child, tears rolling down his eyes.

In fact, he's just a kid. Rao's experience over the years has made him much more mature and stable than his peers, but after all, he is still a minor, just turning sixteen.

Of course, Qi Ming also knows very well that blindly negative emotions cannot change everything that happens in reality.

All he could do was face it bravely.

He once saw such a sentence in the book: When you are young, you have a demeanor for pain, and you can only be a strong person when you grow up.

He never aspired to be an amazing person in the future, a strong man to be admired.

He just wanted to stabilize the stormy family.

He just hopes that his closest family members can be safe and welcome a bright future together.

Some people have lofty ambitions, lofty ambitions, life in the world, eager to make a difference, make meritorious contributions, glorify their ancestors, and feel that people live a lifetime and should be vigorous.

Some people, on the other hand, do not have such lofty ambitions, are very practical and simple, and only hope that their friends and their families will be safe, healthy, and happy for the rest of their lives. For them, this is already very satisfying.

Fame and fortune are just a passing moment.

Do not seek to be heard by the princes.

The white-haired fisherman, the old moon and the green mountains, plain and bland, are the most precious.

Extraordinary people have the experience of extraordinary people, and ordinary people have ordinary people's way of living.

Different beliefs, different ideas, everything is different.

Since my father disappeared and there has been no news of him, life at home has been difficult.

When he was young, Qi Ming was very envious of those classmates, not only with his mother's care, but also with his father's care, and the family was happy and happy.

Therefore, his long-standing wish is family harmony and happiness.

He wants to have a bland and happy home.

So much for.

That's enough.

But over the years, everything that has happened these days seems to be contrary to what he expected.

Sometimes, he really hates God, why is he so cruel to his family, why is other people's habits always out of his reach.

Again and again, again and again, he made himself strong again and again, and tried again and again to stand up bravely and start again.

This time too.

Although the blow in his heart was great, he still tried to clean up his depressed mood and wiped away the tears on his face.

Now he is the only pillar of the family, he must not let his sister see such a decadent and lost self, he wants to build confidence for his sister and bring her hope.

The so-called growth is to survive in despair.

For the rest of the day, he didn't leave his sister's bedside for a moment. He hoped that when his sister woke up, she would be able to see her.

He had a message to deliver. That is: don't be afraid, no matter what difficulties you encounter, your brother will always be by your side and accompany you through all the hardships.

However, several days passed, and he could not wait for his sister to wake up.

These days, her state has been very precarious, and even several times it has been very dangerous. At every dangerous moment, Qi Ming's heart was completely pinched.

He was nervous and restless, afraid of what to expect.

For several days, he never closed his eyes, just squinted for a while, and did not take a little rest.

He didn't want to rest, he didn't want to sleep, he wanted to watch his sister wake up in front of his eyes, he wanted to see his sister open her eyes in front of him.

He didn't want to lose it again.

He was afraid of losing.

In the early morning, the dawn began to penetrate, and a faint touch of red stained the blue and inky sky, making the cold and dim world regain warmth.

It is said that the plan of the year lies in the spring, and the plan of the day lies in the morning.

One morning, the green leaves are bathed in the morning dew, and the flowers are fragrant, which is the beginning of hope.

A red sun, a ray of light, a birdsong, a greeting, start a beautiful and wonderful day.

However, at this moment when all things begin to awaken, a person walks into the darkness of eternal silence.

She can no longer see the brilliant morning light, the beautiful morning glow, can no longer hear the chirping birds, the murmuring stream, can no longer lie on the green and soft grass, drunk among the grass, let the wind flow softly like water, let the bright sunshine send herself to the edge of the dream, enjoy the quiet and comfortable moment under the warm sun.

Death liked her too much and took her into his arms, keeping her by his side forever.

The cruelest thing about reality is not that you have experienced despair and are deeply trapped in it. But when you think you are the most desperate, the most painful, the unbearable, but again, again, again, you invade you. Instead, like a demon, he trampled you under his feet, and after beating you down completely, he refused to give up, and he still refused to let you go, and he still tortured you again and again, and he wanted to beat you to the ground, fall into the endless abyss, and lay down eighteen layers of hell!

The sky can be replenished, the sea can be filled, the South Mountain can be moved, the sun and the moon can be past, and it cannot be pursued.

When a man dies, he cannot be resurrected.

Looking at his sister's gradually stiffened and cold body, standing in a hospital room as white as snow and empty and miserable, Qi Ming's eyes were as red as blood.

His whole being was immersed in a deep sadness. He felt empty, as if he had lost all his soul.

Those who have lost their souls are the only ones!

The heart, crying, without tears, but it hurts so much, touching it lightly, there is no other way but to comfort.