Although the summer night is short, it has become long for Mr. Lu, he looked at the moon hook hanging on the treetops in the west, slowly falling, gradually blocked by the leaves, the sky darkened, he looked up at the sky full of stars, those stars flashed with a faint light, he felt very helpless at this time, he could not mention this to other teachers, he would not mention it to others, how much he wished that nothing had happened, but there was enough evidence to prove that Mu Zhen had done something he did not expect, and this thing could not be put down like this, if he did not ask, what would happen in the future, it was difficult to explain clearly。 At this time, Lu Shuang showed great patience to think about this matter, usually he looks like such a cold person, but at this time his heart is quite complicated, he doesn't want to hurt Mu Zhen's heart, but if he doesn't hurt now, will he repeat the mistakes of his classmates back then, he is afraid, his heart is extremely panicked, he doesn't want to see those helpless, frightened eyes again.

Suddenly, the starlight in his line of sight disappeared, he looked in other directions, the whole sky was gone, the darkness, the darkness of the day suddenly hit, and the idea of reaching out to his five fingers suddenly jumped in his mind, he tried to stretch out his palm, and pointed the palm of his hand, he stared at it carefully, it was true, he couldn't see anything, the palm of his hand was closer to the direction of his face, and when there was a sensitive sense of proximity on his face, he still couldn't see his fingers, he knew it was a dark cloud, he could imagine that it was the dark cloud of the black crow that covered the starry sky, and the heavy rain was coming, for the first time in more than 50 years, he tasted the feeling of the first night rain in the middle of the nightStanding in this darkness, he was full of emotion, he was originally a cheerful, Lively youth, young man, he also has a lot of yearning and pursuit for the future, just when he saw the helpless eyes of his classmates, he changed, he changed completely, he became silent, he lost a close friend, he lost a close friend, because of that, he had not spoken to others for a few days, he felt that life changes were like riding a roller coaster, just at the top, in a blink of an eye, he slipped into the trough, lost everything he had, he never thought that his classmates would suffer this fate, a good classmate actually happened so much because of the love affair between men and women, he knew a little about the affairs of his classmates, but he did not dissuade at that time, he felt that he was very selfish at that timeHe felt that he had failed to do his duty as a good friend and had missed the opportunity to persuade him to turn back. Now that he is facing his own students, how can he stand idly by this time, how can he not let him stop from the precipice? He missed an opportunity in his youth, which led to a lifetime of self-blame, and if he misses it again now, will it not be a lifetime of uneasiness?

Lu Shuang's heart was extremely complicated, he cared about Mu Zhen, but he couldn't forgive Mu Zhen for the mistake he made this time, suddenly a cool breeze swept across his cheeks, and then the flow of air instantly accelerated, and the dust particles that rolled up, The sand and gravel smashed on his face, like a needle prick, he couldn't help but squint his eyes, and was about to retreat into the house, and then his eyes lit up, a lightning bolt crossed the sky, an irregular crack, which made him startle, and the rumbling thunder that followed, deafening, he noticed that several of the teachers' dormitories in a row were lit up, and the thunder had woken people up from their dreams, and he froze, standing still, he wanted to feel the first night rain in his life, he couldn't miss such an opportunity, he tasted countless times of the first rain of summer during the day, it was a hearty pleasure, the high temperature of summer, suddenly hit a torrential rain, and he couldn't hide from it, the raindrops the size of beans fall on the face, as if drinking a cup of herbal tea. He opened his arms, stretched out his hands, palms up, raised his head to the sky, he knew, the wind blew, the thunder and lightning flashed, the last appearance will be a torrential rain, he wants to enjoy the first rain in this rainy summer night, this is a great opportunity, he muttered silently, let this wind and rain come more violently! Wash away the selfishness of the year, he wants to quickly cut through the chaos of courage, stop Mu Zhen's matter, can not develop to the point of no return.

The raindrops fell, smashed in the palm of his hand, splashed, scattered, he could imagine the raindrops splashing, he could feel the weight of the raindrops, he retracted his hand, leaned against his mouth, stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked the raindrops in the palm of his hand, slightly salty, slightly astringent, the taste was very peculiar, he closed his eyes tightly, felt that he was floating, his whole body was in the air, the raindrops turned into raindrops poured on himself, cool, the slightest lubrication, he forgot everything, forgot his existence, blended into the water and sky, he couldn't extricate himself, there was a fairy girl in front of him, there were words in his mouth, he couldn't understand what was being read, but he could feel their piety。

Standing in the rain, Lu Shuang has forgotten his existence, he is one with Shui Tian, he has become a member of Shui Tian, the first rain of the summer night is so intense, cleansing people's hearts, he did not miss this opportunity, and he was not allowed to miss it.

After the rain in summer, Lu Shuang covered his face with both hands, wiped it fiercely, looked up at the sky, as if the sky had lifted his hijab, and those blinking stars appeared, he retreated to the house, turned on the light, took off his wet clothes, he felt more sober, after this rainstorm is a sunny day, is the true face of the sky, any rainstorm is only temporary, so he wants to have a rainstorm on Mu Zhen, a wash, let him sober, let him understand that this world is colorful, love should be, but not now, but someday in the future, when he will become famous in the future, or when it's time to start a family, at the moment, you can't stick to falling in love, let alone letting people talk about it here, which affects your success.

Lu Shuang, who returned to the house, looked at the watch on the table, the hour hand had pointed to two o'clock, it was another sleepless night, he remembered the night when his classmates were taken away when he was young, he also couldn't sleep, lying in the bed, not daring to breathe, everyone knew that the two of them were very good, and now that they have lost their best classmates, who would dare to befriend him? In the depression, he didn't find the answer, even because he had thought of suicide, and he didn't have the courage, so in the silence, he really didn't want to talk more, he was indifferent, his heart was cold, he lived indifferently for so many years, but in fact, this is not the case, how can he care, in the end it is not the same? Now it is different, he dares to care, because Mu Zhen is his student, he should be in charge, and he should ask, as for what kind of way, he should plan.

Thinking of this, Lu Shuang's heart calmed down, maybe it was because his brain and heart had cooled down after the storm just now, his mood was much calmer, and he lost his initial impulse, thinking of the word planning. He took out his diary, and for decades he had maintained the habit of keeping a diary, thought for a moment, and wrote down a few words - salute before soldiers. Then he breathed a long sigh of relief, and immediately felt a little sleepy, and he seized the opportunity, lay down on the bed, pulled down the lamp, and fell into a deep sleep.