Chapter 43: I Feel Sorry for Your Past (22) The Gone, the Unforgettable—Don't Forget

Once parted, it is permanent.

A farewell, endless.

We will never see each other again in this life.

The most feared thing in life is nothing more than life and death. The mountains are high and the waters are far away, the world is vast, life and death are separated, yin and yang are eternal, and heaven and earth are separated.

After learning the news of Qi Ming's death, Liu Yue was in pain and grieved to the extreme. Several times, she wanted to go with her. It's just that they were all stopped in time.

When you miss someone to the bone, nothing is enough, the only thing you can do is wine.

Wine is a poison that pierces the intestines, but it is also a good medicine for the spirit. Especially for Liu Yue, who is deeply grieved and unable to extricate herself.

In the first days, tears and alcohol ran through her daily life.

For the first time, she felt that tears and pain could really be endless.

There is a saying that mourning is greater than heart death.

Even if she is alive and still breathing, she is like a walking corpse, lifeless.

Withered vines and old trees, faint crows, small bridges and flowing water, ancient roads and westerly winds and thin horses. The sun is setting, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world.

She is the withered vine, the old tree, the faint crow, she is the heartbroken man!

The moment she learned that Qi Ming had passed away sadly, her heart was completely dead. Life is boring.

Of course, with these things happening, there is also an unprecedented huge rift in the relationship between Liu Yue and her parents.

For her parents, the hatred in her heart can be described as deep.

Although, the other people who really killed Qi Ming were not his parents and the two tall and powerful men. But these people, especially their parents, are also one of the initiators in Liu Yue's heart.

If it weren't for them, how could Qi Ming, who was covered in injuries, be easily killed? If it weren't for them, she and Qi Ming would have already returned to their own small home.

If there were no them, at least he would be by Qi Ming's side, and at least he would face the cruel murderer with him!

Liu Yue will never forget, and she will never forget.

In the end, in the midst of some difficulties, she gave up the idea of leaving this world and went to another world to accompany Qi Ming permanently.

Because, she chose to continue the career that Qi Ming failed to complete. No matter what, she has to be strong to continue. No matter how difficult the future is, even if you will have to worry about your life.

Because of love, so love.

Because of love, so hate.

Because of love, I insist more. Overcome all kinds of difficulties and rise to the occasion.

Of course, through Qi Ming's incident, Liu Yue also learned a great lesson.

The body is the capital of the revolution.

She also learned that the premise of everything is to protect herself first.

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In the dimly lit small bar, as she slowly spoke, Liu Yue's eyes moistened, and she burst into tears.

His story hasn't been told in years.

He hadn't been mentioned to anyone in years.

Now that she mentioned the person buried deep in her heart again, and mentioned those happy and sad pasts again, her heart couldn't help but become bitter again, and a pain arose in her heart again.

Well, the scar forgot the pain.

This phrase is often used when commenting on a person's poor memory and not remembering lessons.

But Liu Yue healed her scars and still couldn't forget the pain.

Or rather, the scars on her soul have never healed.

It's easy to wipe away tears, but you can't wipe away memories.

That's all there is to it.

Man is a very strange animal, even if the things that he did not remember at the beginning, even if the things that were only a glimpse at the beginning, after many years of mottling, when he thought that everything had been forgotten, he could be at a certain moment, in a certain state of mind, like a snowflake, all surging out softly, white, profound, and delicate, not to mention those unforgettable, profound?

I closed my eyes hard, and the past will pass if I can't get by.

But for Liu Yue, Qi Ming is something she can never get by.

It's distressing, and it's pitiful.

In a lifetime, there is always such a person, who is different. There is always such a feeling, there is and is unique, and it can no longer be found, the only one.

Listening to the stories told by Liu Yue, and the past that Liu Yue herself experienced, Su Yang really felt very shocked. He couldn't have imagined that the mighty and domineering Liyue in the game would have such a tortuous past, such a sentimental past.

Looking at Liu Yue, whose tears filled his face, he felt pity in his heart, he opened his mouth and wanted to say some words of comfort, but when the words came to his mouth, he didn't know how to speak.

He didn't know how to comfort her.

He didn't know what kind of words could soothe the heavy sadness in her heart.

How to solve the worries, only Du Kang......

Perhaps, only alcohol can make her feel a little more comfortable inside.

Seeing that the wine glass in Liu Yue's hand was empty, he picked up the wine bottle and immediately poured a full glass for her.

The sparkling drinks cascade down and glow with amber and agate under the bar lights.

Glow-in-the-dark glass of wine.

The sparkling syrup sparkles in a colorful glow, and the end is beautiful. The heavenly elixir and jade liquid are probably nothing more than that.

When the wine fills the glass, the rich aroma of the wine is tangy for a moment.

In "Dream of Red Mansions", Baoyu and his entourage drank tea in Lucui'an, and Miaoyu had a comment on drinking tea, which later became a widely circulated famous sentence.

As for drinking tea, she said: "Don't you smell that 'one cup is a taste, two cups are a fool to quench your thirst, and three cups are to drink cows and mules'." ”

At this time, Liu Yue's wine was about the same, not to mention the best in the bar.

The wine is sweet, mellow and long, and has an endless aftertaste, but at this time, for Liu Yue, it is just a fool to relieve sorrow.

A glass of acacia.

A glass of acacia.

A glass of acacia only.

One of the most feared things in life is the turbulent memories, the reverse flow of the past, the broken liver and intestines, the torn heart, and the heartbreak.

Su Yang watched silently.

At this moment, he naturally knew that the things about Liu Yue's younger brother that he asked some time ago were all false, not the real truth.

Her kindness to him, everything she did for him, was related to the man named Qi Ming.

Suddenly, Liu Yue, who was immersed in the memories of the past and couldn't extricate herself, numbed herself with alcohol, looked at Su Yang, and there was a special emotion in her beautiful eyes.

"Do you know that you and Qi Ming really look similar......

Saying that, her emotions became excited again, and said, "Looking at you, it's like seeing him again......"

With tears, at this moment, in Liu Yue's eyes, Su Yang's figure completely turned into Qi Ming's appearance. That handsome, beautiful, radiant, smiling, sunny-like boy.

Crystal tears, ticking and dripping, rolled down again.

Those who have passed away will be remembered diligently.

That is not forgotten, forever nostalgic.

Don't lose,

Don't forget.

A parting is permanent;

A part, endless;

We will never see each other again in this life.

The one who is gone, unforgettable;

That which is not forgotten, is forever nostalgic;

Don't lose,

Don't forget.