Since then, Liu Yufeng will come every weekend, they know that question, this state has lasted for several months, they all want to go with the flow, Liu Yufeng has never asked her progress, every time Wu Lili's good friend visits, he is not the slightest disappointed, as if it really goes with the flow.

And Wu Lili has never been so nervous about the visit of her good friend, she is almost forty years old, her good friend is on time every month, she has never been absent, every time a good friend comes, she feels that she has stolen the feeling of another month.

But this may be the will of God, she was tricked like this, she heard too much about the difficulty of preparing for pregnancy, especially for people of their age, the process was really difficult, but she just got it.

Although she may not have the mind that it is so easy, even if it is 99% not easy, there is still a 1% chance. Maybe it's luck, maybe it's misfortune, the coin has always been two-sided, even if the two coins are glued back to back together in order to deceive life, they are two different heads after all, and they can never be forced.

No matter how much Wu Lili thought about luck, no matter how much she thought about it, it was not so easy, no matter how much she felt that she was no longer suitable for childbirth, she still lost to the will of God in the end.

However, bringing a new life into this world and taking on the responsibility of raising, caring for, and educating her/him, just thinking about it makes Wu Lili feel that the responsibility is very heavy, she is afraid that she will not be able to do well, she is afraid that she will not be able to protect herself.

When Wu Lili saw the two red bars at home, she didn't dare to tell Liu Yufeng, and then she went to the hospital for a blood test, and did a B ultrasound, and the results of HCG indicators and intrauterine embryo survival clearly told her that this was a small life that was developing healthily.

Wu Lili retreated timidly again, she came out of the hospital, did not return to the company, did not go home, and drove the car unconsciously to the seaside square again.

In the face of this result, she was not surprised that there was no joy, no excitement, no relief, only boundless fear and hesitation.

Today is a weekday, tourists are not as crowded as on weekends, the scorching sun is still warm, still people dare not move easily, Wu Lili sat on the bench, looking at the waves with teeth and claws, if only she could be carried away by the waves, you don't have to take on so many responsibilities, you don't have to make so many compromises, you don't have to have so many grievances and helplessness.

is as strong as Wu Lili herself, but she will also be aggrieved and helpless. Even if she is a superwoman and a female flyer in the eyes of the whole company, even if she is a witch in the eyes of her partners, she can't hide anything from her, but she will be weak and helpless after all.

There is a cat in the square, looking at Wu Lili not far away, she is unwilling to take responsibility, it doesn't mean that she doesn't like these cute things, just teasing them, it won't cause her trouble, so she has shown favor several times.

It's just that this cat is always a little wary, and does not approach her easily, and does not give a damn about the food she gives.

I don't know why, maybe I've been here too many times, and I'm already familiar with it, but the cat actually walked to the bench where she was sitting today. It's a spiritual creature with one eye that can talk.

Wu Lili took out a pack of beef jerky from her bag, which was brought by the children of Linhai Branch from her hometown, the small bag was vacuum-packed, and a few bags were put in the carry-on bag, which was very useful when she was hungry, especially recently, she was really hungry.

She picked a pack of non-spicy ones for the cat, who knew that the cat would not smell it, Wu Lili felt that this world was too ridiculous, she was a person who was determined to Dink was pregnant, and animals who should love meat in theory and in practice disliked such delicious jerky.

But this cat is really beautiful, so beautiful that Wu Lili moved her mind to raise it, and she really wanted to take it for herself.

The cat's long, soft fur was pure white, not a single one of them was variegated, and its body was neat and clean, not even a grain of dust, as if it did not eat fireworks in the world.

Its eyes are deep lake blue and emerald green eyes, as if it can see through people's hearts, Wu Lili made eye contact with it, and felt that its eyes seemed to see straight into the bottomless black hole in her heart.

The cat looked at her scrutinizing her for a while, and Wu Lili felt as if she had heard it speak: "I don't like beef, you can consider buying me some dried fish next time." ”

Wu Lili burst out laughing, which somewhat alleviated the depression in her heart.

She "heard" the cat say to her, "Follow me." ”

Wu Lili looked at it, it had already turned around, walked a few steps, and stopped, obviously waiting for Wu Lili to follow.

At this time, the tourists are almost gone, the aunts who are active in the evening have not yet appeared, the square is rarely sparsely populated, Wu Lili followed the cat through the square, and walked to the edge of the row of dazzling small shops, Wu Lili originally thought that this cat might be raised by which store to attract customers, maybe it was the coffee shop with a good reputation and a very bad taste.

But the cat walked along the wall at the base of the hill in the opposite direction to the row of shops, and its steps were light, and the thick pads of flesh on its feet walked across the ground without making a sound.

Wu Lili had to concentrate on following it, for fear that if she was distracted, the cat wouldn't know where to go, but she didn't understand what she was following the cat for.

But even if she was so careful, she still lost the cat, the cat disappeared in the corner of the wall somehow, she couldn't see the trace of the cat no matter how she looked for it, Wu Lili shook her head, it was ridiculous enough to follow a cat, but she just lost it, this is one way, there is nothing else, just lose it!

Abu was in the alley, looking at Wu Lili standing at the entrance of the alley with a dazed look, it found that Wu Lili couldn't see the entrance of the alley, Abu was also the first time to encounter this situation, and it wasn't sure what the situation was, but usually there must be a demon when things went wrong, and it hurriedly ran back to the store to report to Xiaoxiao.

Wu Lili lost a cat, which was not a big deal in the first place. She was relieved, raised her head, and saw an emerald green pomegranate tree not far in front of her, the fiery red pomegranate flowers were blooming vigorously, and there was an aunt under the tree, dressed and looked like the director of the teaching office when she was studying.

"What are you doing here?" her tone and voice were like those of the Director of Instruction.

"I, I'm going for a walk. Wu Lili didn't know why, and suddenly panicked, as if she was afraid of her.

The aunt squinted her eyes, her eyes were like sharp blades, and she saw Wu Lili through.

：。 ：