I can't make an alliance with you, I can't accompany you to grow old, so, I'm sorry.

—Epigraph

When I was in the sixth grade of primary school, there were two godmen in our class, one male and one female, one was the vice president of our class and the representative of the mathematics class, and the other was the class president and representative of the English class.

The reason why the two of them are called gods is really because the grades of the two of them are too good, and they completely belong to the kind that is difficult to beat.

Everyone in our class, including the class teacher, agreed that these two were a good match. I guess the other teachers think the same way.

However, one person is like a thunderbolt that blows up our inherent thinking.

It turns out that not everyone thinks this way.

It turns out that everything is just wishful thinking on the part of us people, everything is just our self-thought.

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Lin Bin is my classmate, his academic performance is average, but his Chinese is quite good, and he often likes to say some sour words.

One day after class, he went straight to the class leader's desk and said to the class leader, who we regarded as a god-like person: "Class leader, I can't understand a few lines of poetry, can you help me answer them?"

The class president is not only beautiful and has good grades, but he is also willing to help other students and solve their difficulties. Hearing this, she agreed to his request without saying a word.

Seeing that the squad leader agreed, Lin Bin immediately showed a bright smile and said, "It's such a few lines of poetry, you listen to me read it to you." ”

As he spoke, he read out the verses he wanted to ask.

"Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island, fair lady, gentleman. ”

"I want to know each other and live a long life. There are no mountains and no tombs, and the rivers are exhausted. Thunder and tremors in winter, rain and snow in summer. Heaven and earth are together, but dare to be with Qing. ”

"The spring water is new, the spring forest is in full bloom, and the spring breeze is ten miles, not as good as you. ”

"May I be like the stars and the moon, and the night will be bright and clean. ”

He reads it casually, as if he were saying something very simple.

When the squad leader heard this, his cheeks blushed slightly.

I don't know how to say the exact translation, but it should be that one person likes the other, just like the princess and prince in fairy tales. She thought for a moment, then said with a wink of beautiful eyes, the flush on her face was still there.

"Oh, that's it. Lin Bin nodded thoughtfully.

Then, he looked into her eyes and said with some seriousness: "Squad leader, I like you." ”

In an instant, the squad leader's face was flushed and hot, worse than a fever.

A fear arose in her heart, and she was inexplicably afraid.

At the same time, around the two of them, those who heard Lin Bin's words were also stupid, completely scared!

Because for them, that's what only adults can say, that's what only adults can do. In their subconscious, such things are not allowed, taboos, and are absolutely forbidden.

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One spread ten, ten spread hundreds, and the matter soon reached the ears of the substitute teacher and the head teacher.

"Why do you want to bully other people's female classmates?" was called to the office, and the head teacher said to him very sternly, his eyes were slightly cold, and his eyes were a little scary.

"I didn't bully the class leader, I just told the truth. The thin young man did not show a trace of fear in his eyes, but said lightly, with a sincere expression.

After a pause, he said again, his eyes clear and bright, like a clear spring.

"I like class leaders. ”

The boy who usually looks a little weak and sour is extremely stubborn at this time, and he is unrepentant.

"To tell you the truth, are you still reasonable? How old are you, so you don't study well?" the head teacher rebuked coldly with a gloomy face.

She asked him to know his mistakes, but he didn't change his ways.

In the end, the head teacher finally lost his patience.

For schools in the past, it was actually very easy to deal with students who refused to admit their mistakes and died without repentance, and corporal punishment was.

No matter how unconvinced and stubborn you are, as long as you suffer physically, you will remember this lesson and never do similar things again. This is a behavior that many teachers and even many parents generally agree with and consistently.

The head teacher took out the newly made whip made of bamboo, and began to hit his palm again and again, but after two or three whips, his palm was already red, and he was feverish, just like the bright red and fiery cheeks of the previous class leader. It's just that unlike the squad leader, there is still an unbearable pain in his palms. For a moment, the corners of the thin boy's eyes suddenly moistened.

"Will you dare in the future?"

After a few lashes, the head teacher asked him again if he would admit his mistake, and if he didn't admit his mistake or didn't speak, she continued to beat him until he admitted his mistake.

It's just that no matter how many times the head teacher hits, no matter how many times she asks, Lin Bin still stubbornly doesn't say a word, just silently endures the sharp pain from the palm of his hand, even if the corners of his eyes are full of tears.

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Autumn dusk, red clouds are full of sky, and maple leaves are like fire. The sky is empty, the geese are flying south, and the voice is sloppy and clear.

In an ordinary courtyard full of weeds, a dark-skinned middle-aged man, holding a thick board, was fiercely and mercilessly attacking a thin teenager. The roar of anger and the terrible cry echoed in this small courtyard, a small world.

In traditional Chinese education, in the bones of many older generations, children should be severely punished if they make mistakes. As the saying goes, filial piety comes out of the stick, and strict teachers produce high apprentices.

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Time flies, and a week has passed since that happened. In the past week, Lin Bin has not been to school.

In this regard, many students in the class are discussing it in private.

Because my home is not far from Lin Bin's house, I know some things, but I didn't tell anyone.

Lin Bin has a good relationship with me, and I don't want more people to know about his bad things.

But in the end, I couldn't help but beg for it, so I told someone.

At the same time, it is also because this person is different from other people.

After school that day, the person stopped by a place when he was returning home from school.

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Another week passed, and Lin Bin came back to school.

Seeing him limp as he walked, the classmates realized why he hadn't come to school for the past two weeks.

Apparently, some time ago he was so badly injured that he couldn't come to school at all.

He was asked what had happened when he came home that day to hurt him so badly.

He shook his head and said nothing.

Once, I was having lunch with him when the squad leader suddenly came over.

She glanced at his leg and said softly, "Why bother?"

"It's worth it for you!" he said with a smile, his eyes bright and his smile as bright as the sun.

Seriously, this is the brightest smile I've ever seen him smile in recent times, as a dear friend.

The squad leader's face turned red again, and at the same time, his pretty face was full of shame.

"It's impossible for a student like me to go to a good school to be interesting to you!" she said coldly, hurtfully.

Then, without looking back, she went away in a rage.

Since this day, her attitude towards Lin Bin has become very bad. Especially in the area of Lin Bin's achievements, he often speaks coldly and makes accusations. This is very different from the original gentle and kind image of the squad leader, and he is willing to help others.

Until graduation, she didn't take a good look at him, nor did she say a word to him.