Chapter 63 I feel sorry for your past (forty-two) The fragrance stretches, the red thread on the shoulder falls, and the dumb eats coptis
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The middle-aged man bought an additional house in another city, a very luxurious villa.
He arranged for Lan Yuxi to live in this luxurious villa.
Although he has a limited time here, he will only come for a few days in a month or two. But his care for Lan Yuxi is meticulous.
Although Lan Yuxi doesn't read anymore, he has prepared a lot of books for her, both ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, and there are almost no categories that are not included.
He knew she loved to read. So, he bought so many books. also got a study room in the villa for her.
It can almost be said that except for leaving the villa, he will agree to whatever Lan Yuxi wants.
Although he will also come to live in this villa for a few days, although he is in the same house, he also sleeps in separate rooms, and does not force Lan Yuxi to do anything, even if it is just a little thing.
For Lan Yuxi, she seems to have become a young lady again, and she is cared for and loved. Not to mention that the wind and the wind and the rain are to be rainy, but it is also very meaningful.
In this way, Lan Yuxi spent the first time. Relatively speaking, it was a good time. At least there are no worries, and life is peaceful.
Through books, she has also gained a lot of experience and learned a lot of knowledge.
Until one day, the calm of all this gradually began to change.
One night, after a few months, the middle-aged man came here again. This time was different from before, when he stepped into the room, Lan Yuxi clearly saw the exhaustion on his expression, which was the tiredness of him that she had never seen before. At the same time, she could clearly see that his hair was much whiter as if it had been dyed in snow.
It's only been a few months, but he feels like Lan Yuxi has aged for more than ten years.
Then, he started drinking.
Drinking in front of her for the first time.
For example, the morning dew is bitter in the past.
A hundred years of drunkenness, one lamp can eliminate eternal sorrow.
He used wine to drown his sorrows, as if he wanted to anesthetize himself with alcohol, and forget all his troubles.
Looking at his usually gentle and elegant appearance, Lan Yuxi didn't dare to speak, just sat next to her and watched him drink quietly. Occasionally, he took the initiative to talk to her, and she replied a few words timidly and weakly.
As the saying goes, alcohol is intimidating, and after drinking, it is often easy to have accidents.
As the alcohol continued to drain, he lost control a little. That gentle and elegant appearance gradually disappeared.
Under Lan Yuxi's unprepared situation, he suddenly kissed her. It's so domineering and strong!
In this regard, Lan Yuxi naturally dodged.
When the middle-aged man's lips were about to touch him, Lan Yuxi successfully avoided it.
Only, once unsuccessful, he leaned over to her again.
This time, his lips made contact with hers.
At the same time as she was kissed, she suddenly began to whimper, her beautiful eyes immediately moistened, and crystal tears filled her eyes.
In the midst of the horror, in the struggle, two lines of tears slipped down like rain lines.
Sad, tearful, miserable, people look very distressed.
It's just that all struggles are powerless.
There was simply no way for her to escape.
The clothes were messy in an instant, and everything was torn.
His kisses are domineering and imperious, without any tenderness or lingering. Conquering cities and conquering cities all the way, breaking through the barriers, it is completely an invasion and plunder!
On the pillow, faintly, the fragrance stretches, like a river in the sky.
Fingertips, faintly, red lines on the shoulders, flickering and falling.
Make a wish, vaguely, the payment has not been signed, but after sunrise, his face has changed.
There are eyes, faintly, recording everything, and the fish is dead and the net is broken.
Faintly, the dumb eats coptis.
Faintly, you can't get on the table.
Faintly, dark clouds want to cover the sky.
Vaguely, the story suddenly understood at this point......
Scold......
After a messy night, after the disguised experience of "maturing" and "growing up", for Lan Yuxi, there is nothing but pain.
How old is she? How can she accept this kind of thing when it happens?!
She was helpless, she was sad, tears rained down, her eyes were red from crying, and her makeup was spent!
The first raindrops fell too perfunctory, accustomed to casual, laissez-faire nights, laissez-faire reluctance, stacking charmed the feeling of blood red.
............
The sun rises in the east, and the bright morning sun falls into the house, warm and dazzling.
However, the warm sunlight poured in like water, shining on her body, but it could not make her feel the slightest warmth. Because her heart is cold, inch by inch, her whole body seems to be stuffed with a piece of Xuanhan ice that has been frozen for thousands of years, that kind of coldness, penetrating into the bone marrow and even the soul.
He was long gone, silent and without saying anything, and left the place again. I don't know when the next time it will appear.
Before leaving, he had breakfast bought and placed on the table in the bedroom. But she didn't eat anything, she didn't want to eat anything.
She lay motionless on the bed. I didn't think about anything for a while, my head was in a sluggish state, and for a while, I was thinking about everything, like a hemp rope. There were tears in the corners of his eyes, and his gaze was as calm and lifeless as stagnant water.
I don't know how long it took, a figure suddenly appeared in front of Lan Yuxi's eyes, or rather, flashed in her mind.
It was her mother, who had just passed away.
Her sideburns were stained with frost and snow, and her mother was still very young, but her face was extremely haggard, and her forehead was carved with crow's feet.
Immediately after, the figure of her father appeared in front of her. The body is rickety, the description is thin, the face is withered, but the eyes are full of tears and affection.
It was the last time she saw her father.
This is a scene that she will never forget for the rest of her life, and will never forget it for the rest of her life.
The figures of her parents were like two bright lights, shooting towards the depths of her soul, instantly stirring her heart and cleansing her soul that tended to be silent!
Her parents' hopes were all pinned on her.
She's not just herself.
She suddenly felt that she couldn't be depressed like this, she couldn't just bow to life like this, and she couldn't just give in to fate.
She needs to pick herself up, she has to be refreshed.
So, after a while, she sat up from her bed.
Her heart was very sour and bitter, her jade-like delicate cheeks still had tears on her cheeks, and the sun shone on her figure, she was so delicate, so moving and beautiful, and she looked so weak. But there was still a resolute light in her tearful eyes.
There is no rain cover for the lotus, and there are still proud frost branches in the chrysanthemum.
True bravery is not only the courage to move forward and fight hard, but also the ability to get up and fight again and strive for the goal again when you encounter failures and setbacks and fall into despair.
Thinking of his parents who had encountered ups and downs, at this time, Lan Yuxi's soft and delicate body released its strength again.
As if she was supporting the wind and weak willows, she suddenly had a tenacity all over her body.