Chapter 4 Youth is an insincere wound (4) After the eyes are over, the moving and ghostly, meet several spring changes
The next morning, while the sky was still bright, he got up.
Because, he couldn't stand it anymore. He was going to go to her, he was going to make it clear, he was going to ask for it.
However, as soon as he arrived at the girls' dormitory, he saw a scene that made him extremely chilled.
From a distance, he saw her standing with a boy in the door of the girls' dormitory. They behave intimately and abnormally, talking and laughing, and don't look like ordinary friends of the opposite sex at all.
The boy was thin and tall, very handsome and handsome, his thin lips were slightly upturned, and he just smiled slightly, as if a lotus flower was blooming, rippling on his lips.
If Prince Charming is just an existence in fairy tales and only exists in those romantic stories, then this person is definitely very close to the Prince Charming in the dreams of many girls.
This person was gentle and hearty, and even if he only saw him in a hurry, he already felt extremely good.
Originally, there was a blazing flame burning in his heart, and he was anxious to see her, make it clear to her, and ask for clarification.
However, at this time, his fiery heart suddenly had a basin of extremely cold water. This basin of cold water mercilessly extinguished the fire in his heart.
What else can be said?
What else do you need to say?
Anything else is useless.
People have forgotten about you for a long time.
He turned around gloomily and walked away gloomily, his head bowed, smiling wryly, his back lonely and desolate.
On the way, a man saw him and called out to him, but he didn't hear him.
He fell into a dark and painful world......
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That afternoon, he waited for her response.
She came to the classroom where he was, and in front of him and all his classmates, she said three words very ruthlessly and decisively. And, she clearly told him that she already had a boyfriend, let him go as far as he wanted, and stop harassing her life.
Cold, indifferent, as if facing an enemy who does not share the sky.
At that moment, she uttered all the cold and heartless words she could think of.
She broke his heart like that.
She made him desperate like that.
She stabbed him hard in the heart!
Listening to her cold and ruthless words, looking at her cold and arrogant expression, he was extremely sour and painful. He could clearly hear the sound of his own heartbreak, tears blurring his eyes.
He felt that there should be no one in the world with such complex and painful feelings as his. is obviously his favorite person, obviously such a gentle and kind person, but he is so resolute, so ruthless to hurt him, he feels that he has lost the whole world in an instant. His heart was full of gloom.
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When he said this, he suddenly scolded indignantly: "Women are really not a good thing! I used to read some books that said that women are snakes and scorpions and poisons! I didn't believe it at the time. Now I really believe it!"
As he spoke, he lifted the bottle and poured a large gulp of wine into his stomach. Because of his heroic movements, a lot of wine ran down his chin and wet the clothes on his chest.
Looking at him like this, it seems that because of a woman, he no longer believes in love.
"I hate her, I really hate her! I love as much as I love her!"
He shouted very loudly, not at all unsightly, not afraid of being heard. On the contrary, he wanted the whole world to hear about it.
"Did you really give up on her? completely let go?" I asked him.
"Hmm!" he nodded heavily, and although he was drunk, he did not hesitate at all when he said this. "A woman like hers who is greedy for vanity and money, I used to like her but I was blind!"
"How do you know she's greedy for vanity and money?" he said to me.
I don't seem to think that the squad leader is that kind of person.
Although, my acquaintance with her was only when I was in elementary school......
"You...... Don't believe it, I've seen it with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears!"
After a pause, he added, "She...... It's long since she fell, and it's no longer the same she used to be......"
As he spoke, the corners of his eyes suddenly moistened, and then a line of tears silently slid down his face.
I didn't speak, just watched him cry quietly.
Although I felt that something was wrong, I couldn't say exactly what went wrong.
What's more, I'm just an outsider, and I can't interfere in their affairs.
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Later, Lin Bin put all his mind into studying, immersed himself in hard study, and after a hearty drunkenness, he completely left his children's private feelings behind him, and did not pay attention to it anymore, or was too painful to pay attention to it anymore.
He never wrote any more love letters, and even if someone knew that he was very literary and wanted to ask him for help, he flatly refused without saying a word.
His ears do not listen to what is going on outside the window, and he only reads the books of the sages, and he says nothing more than that.
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In the three years of high school, he only studied in addition to studying.
Of course, he would occasionally get together with me, but every time we met, he never talked to me about anything about relationships.
We just talk about the past, talk about the future, talk about the recent annoying or interesting things around us, and complain to each other.
In the three years of high school, his grades were always at the top, and all the teachers and students agreed that he could be admitted to an ideal prestigious university. In comparison, in the past three years, her results have lagged behind a lot, and her ranking has been getting lower and lower.
After every big exam, the rankings of each subject and the total score of each year are announced, and whenever he sees her ranking getting worse and worse, he will always curse like that. And every time he scolded, it was the same sentence.
"Too stupid!"
After scolding, he didn't say anything more, and devoted himself to his studies as usual, as if nothing had happened, he didn't pay attention to her grades, let alone scold.
In the college entrance examination, he finally lived up to the expectations of his teachers, classmates and parents, and was admitted to a very good famous university. He was full of ambition and high spirits, and he was very happy. During this period, knowing her results and knowing that she still didn't do well in the exam, he still scolded as before.
Lin Bin has been very fond of literature since he was a child, so whether it is his parents, relatives and friends, they all think that his major in college will be literature, or related to literature. However, the major he ended up studying was a surprise to everyone. No one thought that he would choose finance.
Once I asked him, he just said to me lightly because the industry has a future. (Qiantu)
After going to university, I went to a different city, and we had a different life and social circle with each other, so I didn't have as much contact with him as we used to. In the blink of an eye, I haven't seen each other for several years.
It wasn't until the third year after graduating from college that we met again. In the blink of an eye, a few years have passed, and both of us have changed a lot, both in appearance and temperament, and have become much more mature with each other. In us, we can no longer see the frivolity and immaturity of two underage junior high school students when they go to a bar to drink.
The pig-killing knife of the years seems to have smoothed out our edges and corners a lot.
We hadn't seen each other for a long time, so we found a coffee shop and chatted about each other's lives now. I was surprised to hear that three years after graduating, he was now the owner of a small financial company. At the same time, I couldn't help but laugh and tease him: "When you said that you were majoring in finance, I also asked you why you chose this major, and you said that this major makes money, it seems that it is really true." ”
In this regard, he just smiled slightly: "Do you know what is the reason why I actually studied this major in the first place?"
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to say that, could there be other reasons?
Seeing that I was slightly stunned, he continued to smile and said quite seriously: "I want to use more money to make her regret and embarrass her." Didn't she like rich people? At that time, I thought that when I saw her again in the future, I would take revenge on her with more money and shame her. ”
"Did you make it happen, then?"
When he heard this, he smiled bitterly: "I haven't seen her since I graduated from high school. ”
As he finished saying this, he looked in a certain direction behind me and suddenly let out a soft sigh in surprise.
In this strange coffee shop, he meets an acquaintance he hasn't seen in a long time.
When I turned around, the figure of a woman suddenly caught my eye. I was also surprised, because this woman not only knew Lin Bin, but I also knew each other. She went to the same junior high school as Lin Bin and me, and we were in the same class.
Her grades were also excellent, and I heard that she was also admitted to Chunhui, which ranked first in the county and city, in the middle school entrance examination that year.