Chapter 7 Youth is an insincere wound (7) Heaven is not old, love is inexorable, and the heart is like a double wire net, with a thousand knots
That day, while chatting with the handsome man, Lin Bin asked him, "I heard that you immigrated to the United States, didn't you?
"No, I've been to the United States once, but I haven't immigranted. The man smiled and said, "I've always been in China." ”
Lin Bin frowned slightly, and said, "I heard that you went to the United States to settle down after you married your girlfriend. ”
The man was surprised when he heard this, and said with a wry smile: "Not to mention getting married or even immigrating to the United States, I don't even have a girlfriend yet." ”
He spoke in a sincere tone, not like he was lying.
Moreover, there is no need for him to deceive.
And for these words said by the man, Lin Bin was stunned, because these words overturned many things and filled his heart with doubts.
If a man is not married and has not immigrated to the United States, then what is the matter with this news? There is no wind and no waves, and there is nothing groundless in this world.
He was a little unwilling, or a little unwilling in his heart, and after hesitating for a while, he asked the man a question again.
"When I saw you before, I was with He Saike, and it was very close, but did you break up later?" he said calmly and lightly, but in fact, deep down in his heart, the waves were rolling, making waves.
Hearing this, the expression on the man's face suddenly became very strange, he raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes widened, and he said with confusion: "Who told you these words? How can I have that kind of relationship with him? She is my sister, my own sister!"
After he said this, Lin Bin was shocked.
He couldn't have imagined that the truth of the matter would be like this, that morning, the boy who was very close to her was actually her brother, not the so-called boyfriend!
So why did she say that she already had a boyfriend that afternoon? Could it be that the so-called boyfriend had someone else?
His mind was suddenly confused, and his mind was like a twine. It's like being stuck in a maze, unable to find a way out, unable to find a direction.
When he asked if she had a date with at that time, the man in front of her, her own brother, shook his head. Obviously, as far as he knew, there was none.
"You used to like my sister?" Suddenly, the man looked at him and smiled slyly.
Seeing that Lin Bin asked so many things about his sister, the man doubted Lin Bin's attitude towards his sister.
Lin Bin nodded slightly, but soon he smiled bitterly and said, "It's just that I'm wishful thinking and self-inflicted." ”
I have to say that he can really talk to the man in front of him, otherwise, he wouldn't have said this.
When the man heard this, he didn't say anything, but sighed deeply, and his eyes shone with a slight glint of melancholy and sadness. His whole body suddenly became much darker.
Lin Bin was a little surprised by the man's sudden change in expression. He wanted to say something, but, opening his mouth, he didn't say it.
At this time, the man in front of him suddenly opened his mouth and smiled at him.
"Would you like to see her? She hadn't seen a friend in a long time. She didn't say it, but I knew she was alone. ”
Then, the man left him a business card and wrote a note to him, which was an address.
The address left by the man was very familiar to him, not far from his home, and he often passed by it when commuting.
However, looking at this address, he was in a daze for a long, long time......
By the time he could react, the man had already gotten up and pushed the door open and left.
As he was leaving, the man said his last words.
"She's strong, but she's also lonely, and I wish an old friend could go and see her. ”
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When talking about the address left by the man, Lin Bin's expression suddenly became very sad. This made me curious, and I couldn't help but ask him where the address was on the note.
He said two words sadly. Hospital......
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After the man left, Lin Bin's heart suddenly felt like he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and the five flavors were mixed, which could be described as extremely complicated.
He had been in the teahouse for a long time, pondering what the man had said to him earlier, sorting out his thoughts and whether he wanted to go or not.
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I picked up a glass of wine, touched one with him, and after we had both of them, I asked him, "You should go, right?"
He nodded and said, "I went, but I didn't say hello to her brother when I went, and I didn't want her to know." I just want to be alone and silently look at her secretly. ”
After a pause, he continued, somewhat painfully, "Because I don't know what I'm going to say after seeing her." After all, it's been so many years......"
I understood what he meant, and I could understand it.
Time is like this, even if two people have not changed in any way, but after a long time in between, each other will think that they have changed each other. Each other will feel like there is a layer of separation between them.
I don't know what to talk about, I don't know what to say. Even if we can talk, we can only talk about the past, briefly talk about the present, and then there is a lack of other topics.
Because of time, everything has long been unnatural.
Because time, if it hasn't changed, has changed.
Some people say that life is a tragicomedy, and because of that, I don't think I'm wrong.
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He secretly went to the hospital where she was, and because the note left by her brother clearly stated the hospital building number and ward number, he still managed to find the ward where she was.
As soon as he approached the ward, he smelled a strong, pungent smell.
Glancing at the room, he saw that there was no one else in the ward except for a middle-aged woman and a woman who was asleep on the hospital bed, so he walked directly into the ward.
After all these years, his appearance has changed a lot, and even when she is awake, he doesn't think she can still recognize him. What's more, he also prepared in advance and wore a black mask on his face.
A stranger wearing a black mask walked in and attracted the attention of the middle-aged woman. She stood up from her chair, looked at him, and said with some puzzlement, "Are you?"
He politely said, "I came to find a friend who was hospitalized and thought she was in this ward. ”
He could guess that the middle-aged woman in front of him should be her mother.
When her mother heard this, not only did she not get angry, but she smiled happily and said, "Are you here to see Ake? She hasn't seen any friends since her condition deteriorated again a few years ago and she had to come here for treatment." ”
When she said the second half of the sentence, her mother's tone suddenly became a little sad.
It seems that the word friend is a rare thing for her nowadays.
He glanced at her lying on the bed and fell asleep, and found that her face was extremely pale now, and her body was extremely haggard and thin.
He felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably, and he had an emotion that wanted to explode, but he also knew that such emotions could not be expressed, so he endured it.
"Sorry Auntie, I went to the wrong place. ”
He didn't say he didn't know her in bed, or that he wasn't her friend. Rather, it is a different kind of rhetoric, a sign that he is going in the wrong place.
Didn't he see the friend he wanted to see? No, he did. He saw her clearly as she was. It's so haggard, it's so pitiful, it's so distressing.
One glance is enough.
Although there are many doubts in my heart, there are many mysteries that I want to solve. But he knew that he shouldn't stay here long, and that if her brother came, he might not be able to hear him. At that point, he was naturally exposed.
When her mother heard this, her expression suddenly became slightly lost, but after sighing softly, she still looked at him with a smile and said, "It's okay." ”
After leaving the ward where she was lying, the complex feelings that had been suppressed in his heart immediately surged like a tide, making his heart as uncomfortable as being eaten by thousands of ants.
Finding a place where no one was, affected by his inner emotions, he couldn't help but cry uncontrollably.
It was also at this moment that he realized that after so many years, he still hadn't completely forgotten her. It turns out that so many years have passed, and she is still in his heart, it is his softness, and his pain!
said that a glance for ten thousand years, but the glance just now seemed to forget all the hatred in his heart.