One of them muttered and asked, "What about your illness and ...... What about Xiaoyu?" I heard this question, and suddenly stepped on the brakes, but fortunately I had reached the suburbs at this time, I parked the car on the side of the road with a solemn face, and Luo Luo said in shock: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." I leaned my head down against the steering wheel, and after hearing what she said, I raised my head and barely held up a smile to her, I shook my head: "It's okay, you should know." ”

I adjusted my state with a deep breath, and slowly drove on the road again: "Actually, you have the right to know that since my father left silently, I didn't understand all kinds of changes in my family during that time, in fact, I can't say that I don't understand, but I got into the horns, and I suffered from depression, which is why I received psychological treatment in Guilin for more than a year, and because of this, I dropped out of school." She nodded: "So, all your reactions are because of this?" I glanced at her, pulled over to the side of the road, and adjusted the seat to a comfortable position:" Well, how to say it, because depression will have some accompanying symptoms, such as mania and the like, but every time I have to restrain myself, there will be a breath in my body, I feel that there is endless strength, at the beginning, that is, when I have not received psychological treatment, I will use my fist to smash everything around me, such as the wall, sometimes the wall will leave a fist mark, some are left by putty, some are left by blood on the hands, such as trees, as long as it can make me feel pain and wake up. She asked with some hesitation: "Then, ...... that night" I smiled, did not answer her directly, but opened the car window and lit a cigarette: "Later, after treatment, I began to try to control myself, which is equivalent to, how to say, I fought with myself, my body and my brain fought, my body said I want to vent, my brain said I want to refrain, so the breath was blocked in my chest, in fact, I don't know how to explain it, maybe say, stress reaction." She asked again, "What about the medicine,......" I looked at her and took out a bottle of medicine from the central control drawer: " You say this, although I don't eat it often, but I will always have it, the expiration date is almost when I will go back to the hospital, and then replace it, my doctor also understands me, because I refused his proposal for hospitalization, I also try very hard to fight these with my own efforts, because my withdrawal of medicine is my own request, so he will give me a month's amount every time, to ensure that within the safe range, so that I can respond in an emergency, in fact, there is more than this bottle, but this has a sedative effect, so I only carry this bottle, I also have it in the bar, the landlord also has it, and the home actually has itI will have them in many places in case I need them, such as in the car. Rollo nodded: "I'm sorry." I smiled a little puzzled and asked, "What's wrong?" She looked down at the medicine bottle and said, "I shouldn't have asked." I shook my head: "You should know, and you have the right to know." We were all silent, I turned to her and asked, "Are you scared?" She asked puzzledly, "What are you afraid of?" I smiled and said, "Afraid of me like this, afraid of living with me like this." She shook her head firmly: "I said it, I will be your sun." ”

I smiled, and she asked again, "What about ......" I touched her head, "Xiaoyu, right?" She nodded a little hesitantly, and I smiled: "Actually, Xiaoyu is very simple, she is the first girl I liked after a year of treatment, at that time I was just ready for a new life, she broke in, she gave me a light that I had never seen in that darkness." Rollo looked at me with some regret: "I see." I grabbed her hand, "But it was she who plunged me into that darkness again, even though I had the ability to live alone in the darkness at that time." Luo Luo was a little regretful but pretended to be strong and smiled: "But the morning sun is very beautiful, but if you have seen the most beautiful sunrise, you will no longer miss the first ray of sunshine every day." I shook my head and grabbed her hand tighter: "The beauty of the morning sun is fleeting, and it cannot be eternal in the dark, but if I am willing to become a sunflower and find the sun I like the most, I am willing to move towards it forever." She looked at me expectantly, "Then am I the sun that will make you willing to turn into a sunflower?"

In Shitang Town, Wenling City, Zhejiang Province, Luo Luo and I got off the bus, she was sleeping in a daze, and when she got off the bus, the scorching sun made her eyes a little unable to open her eyes, she rubbed her hazy sleepy eyes and asked me, "Ah, where is this? Are we there?" I rubbed her head, took out a hat from my bag and put it on her.

As soon as we walked out of the station, the landlord stood not far away and waved to us, and Rollo looked at me and the landlord with some surprise: "Huh? Luo Luo, who had just woken up, naturally didn't think so much about it anymore, and the landlord pointed to the car next to him and said, "Come, I rented a car, and I'll take you to the place where you live first." "The host dropped us off at a hotel and left.

As soon as Rollo entered the room she fell asleep again, and at six o'clock I woke her up and sat down beside her, and she looked at me and put her head on my lap again, and I stroked her hair, and she closed her eyes as if she was going to go back to sleep, and I smiled and said, "It's time to get up, we're going out to dinner." She reluctantly sprinkled in my arms: "Don't, you let me sleep again." I put her head on my lap to the pillow, she turned around and fell asleep again, I prepared her skin care products and cosmetics for her, and went to the window to open the curtains, the neon lights outside shone in, the dazed Rollo turned his head to see the scenery outside the window, got up and walked to the window in a daze, and shouted in surprise: "Wow!" I stood behind her and said: "I've got you all the makeup and stuff, put on makeup first, and take you out to play." She instantly cheered up, jumped to the toilet, and began to wash and dress up.

Walking out of the hotel, this town full of fresh smells has some salty sea breeze at night, Rolls took my hand and asked, "Where are we going to eat?" I took out the car keys left by the landlord and walked to the parking lot with Rolls Roy: "I don't know, let's look at the location given by the landlord." I drove the car and followed the navigation to a bridge that was very similar to the dam, and there was a small island on the opposite side of the bridge, and there were colorful houses on the island, and Rolls pointed to the front in front excitedly in the co-pilot and shouted: "Look at it, it's so beautiful!" I turned my head to look at her excited appearance, and smiled with some satisfaction. As I drove up the bridge, Rollo's eyes were full of light, and I don't know if it was the reflection of the neon lights or the attraction in her eyes.

I smiled and said: "The town we are in is called Shitang Town, and the houses you see are called 'Qishan Colorful Town' on the Internet, and Qishan is also part of Shitang Town, and many of the ancestors of the residents of Qishan came from Fujian, so there are a lot of Hokkien snacks here, and a lot of Hokkien customs are also retained, such as believing in Mazu." Luo Luo didn't seem to hear what I said, but she seemed to hear it again, she turned her head and asked excitedly: "Hokkien snacks, snacks, are they delicious?" I shook my head helplessly: "You, just remember to eat." She smirked "hehe".

The landlord called, "Hey, where are you guys?" and I looked around: "It's almost time to cross the bridge." The landlord then said, "Okay, then I'll wait for you at the bridge." After saying that, he hung up the phone, and Rollo asked, "What's wrong?" "No, it's okay, the landlord is waiting for us in front." ”

When we arrived at the bridge, I saw the landlord and Miss Q, the landlord took out two strips of black cloth for us, Luo Luo asked, "What is this?" The landlord said mysteriously: "That, as far as Li Li's friend, said that there is a custom here, just like Xinjiang offering Hada, this strip of cloth is also their gift, now you have to surround it first, and then you will have to let the locals untie it for you." I looked at the landlord with an extremely complicated look, and it was obvious that there could be such a strange custom, but Luo Luo believed it, in fact, I thought that her heart should be full of Hokkien snacks by now.

Luo Luo happily accepted Miss Q to cover her with a black cloth behind her, and the landlord also pretended to be behind me, Miss Q gave us an OK gesture after tying Luo Luo, I turned around and put my arm around the landlord's shoulder, and whispered in his ear: "Can your reason be a little more outrageous, how can you give gifts to people like this, and blindfold and kidnap." The landlord said scoundrelly: "Then there is no way, that ship is too eye-catching." ”

Rollo got into the car with the help of Miss Q, and the landlord and I followed suit, and the landlord handed me a booklet bound in A4 paper, which I opened and looked at carefully. After a while, I arrived at my destination, the landlord turned his head and pointed at me, and then pointed to the booklet in my hand, I took a deep breath and nodded, and the landlord made an OK gesture to Miss Q, and Miss Q got out of the car and led Rolls forward.

Miss Q led Rollo to the springboard, and Miss Q reminded Rollo: "Be careful. Rollo also felt the shaking, so he asked Miss Q, "Are we going to get on the boat?" Miss Q said, "Well, you slow down, I'll hold you." After getting on the boat, Miss Q led Luo Luo to the bow of the boat and helped her sit down on a chair, Miss Q told Luo Luo that the black cloth strip could be removed, Luo Luo also took off the black cloth strip, rubbed his eyes and looked around, and after opening his eyes, he asked Miss Q, "What about Li Li and them?" As soon as he finished asking, the whole fishing boat was illuminated by colorful lights, Rollo was a little surprised, at this time, a lot of people suddenly appeared on the bow tower throwing petals down, and countless fireflies flew out of the deck, Rollo sat on the chair, facing all this, his mouth was open in surprise, but his eyes were watching all this.