Chapter 164: If Life Is Only as First Seen

Cai Ran looked at the crystal bottle filled with gray-blue clouds and smoke in his hand, it was cold and had no temperature, and the clouds and smoke inside were like living dementors, crashing around.

When Shinoxiao put the bottle in his hand, he still thought it was a hoax, some new form of scam.

How could it be that there were his memories in it?

How can memories be extracted so easily?

Without much thought, he opened the cap of the bottle curiously, and the gray-blue smoke seemed to find an outlet, surging out of the crystal bottle, and diffused in an instant.

He only hoped that he hadn't opened these memories in front of others, obviously the chat records with Churchill could already see many clues, how could he open this unbearable memory in front of everyone like this, and Cai Ran regretted it too late.

Yes, he who lost this memory, only remembered the initial love for Churchill's words like a jumping elf, his love for her lovely appearance, and his regret for her early death, but he forgot this part of his behavior in between.

In the midst of the smoke, he saw himself in contact with Churchill under the pretext of helping her to publish, gaining her trust and becoming her friend.

In those years, the panda who loved to climb trees, and Churchill's name, always appeared together, until Bing Lienghua began to provoke Churchill and began to touch Churchill, and Panda Jun also led a fan team to crusade against Bing Lihua in the forum.

However, he promised Churchill things, but he did not fulfill it for a long time, and his expectations for Churchill went deeper and deeper, and he wanted to be her friend, a real friend, a friend in the sense of communication.

But he forgot his responsibility, his reality.

He asked Churchill to meet and said that he wanted to talk to her about publishing, and Churchill happily went to the appointment with great expectations, but Panda Jun only talked to her about the ups and downs, the philosophy of life, the passage of time, and the pleasures of time.

Churchill bears the burden of life, burdens the life of his family, and she does not dare to give up any hope easily, and Panda Jun at least financially seems to have the strength to help her.

But meeting once or twice made her understand what price she might need to pay to get this opportunity.

Churchill hesitated and flinched, she would not abandon her principles for the sake of this opportunity.

Outside of the smoke, Cai Ran's face was very embarrassed, guilty, stunned, and incredulous, all kinds of expressions changed wonderfully, Jiang Wuyun pursed the corners of his lips slightly, and his professional ethics couldn't control the disdain in his heart.

Yan Ruyu and Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, they had seen too many things.

Cai Ran would shout to stop whenever he had the slightest opportunity, if this was a movie, it would be fine, he could pause, he could choose not to watch it, but this released memory did not allow him to refuse.

In order to get Churchill, Cai Ran still found a publisher and helped Churchill publish a book, and the sales were barely passable, and because of this, Churchill had no way to distinguish the Chu River and Han boundary with him.

Cai Ran didn't expect that he had forgotten his original intention, he thought that he had really been silently with him for ten years, but he didn't expect that he would keep guarding and embark on a fork in the road, so that he who was closed to this memory, and who had his original intention, was so disgusted and hated what Panda Jun did.

He glanced at Shinoshio, no wonder he only wanted his original intention for Churchill.

Cai Ran in his memory proposed to film and television Churchill, so that Churchill, who urgently needed to expand his financial resources, had to keep in touch with him.

And in a moment's errand, he asked Churchill to associate with him in order to get this opportunity. Churchill, with obvious reluctance and grievance, had to agree to his request.

With a sense of accomplishment of conquest and showing off with Churchill, Cai Ran had forgotten the purest and purest beauty that he had first fallen in love with her elf-like words.

This experience was very short, I don't know who told Churchill about Cai Ran's wife who was still breastfeeding, and she resolutely gave up any possibility and opportunity provided by Cai Ran, no matter how Cai Ran increased and how tempted, Churchill gave up any contact with him.

Jiang Wuyun suddenly felt very sorry for Churchill, these experiences, these injuries, she silently endured alone, the people at home, her readers, did not know these stories.

The cloud of memory had turned a faint gray, and in the face of Cai Ran's entanglement, Churchill was extremely angry.

Cai Ran was still chattering about how much he missed her, and Churchill raised his voice and said, "I already know that you are a person with a family, can you respect yourself and respect each other?"

Cai Ran said disapprerovingly: "My wife just gave birth to a child, and she knows how to eat and sleep all day long, and now she is so fat that she can't look directly, and the smell can be smelled five meters away, and she can't even care about saying a word to me now, I'm at home, I don't have a sense of existence at all, and I am just two people at the beginning." ”

Churchill said angrily: "Your wife, who is giving birth to children for you, is disgusted that she is bloated and smells bad; she can't sleep at night to take care of the newborn baby, but you are disgusted that she disturbs your sleep! She is tired of taking care of the children, but you dislike her and can't take care of you, but if you have a little conscience, you can't do anything to pester others when she needs help so much." ”

"It's no problem for you to be a scumbag yourself, you deceive me like this, let me hurt another helpless woman, how do you make me face my conscience?!" Churchill turned away, leaving Cai Ran alone and speechless, it turns out that money is not omnipotent.

Jiang Wuyun had to let out a heartfelt sigh, if it weren't for Cai Ran's memories being hidden, he would not be the enthusiastic reader with his original intention, and he would not have come to him to find out about Churchill, nor would he know that he had actually become another person long ago.

This cycle had to remind Jiang Wuyun of that sentence again, how memory makes a person and changes a person. Now that Cai Ran has traded with Xiaoxiao, giving up the beauty of knowing Churchill at the beginning, but has recovered these unbearable memories, what kind of person will he become?

Can he still be a simple good man and continue to live a good life in this world? Can he face these memories?

Those memories will come to Cai Ran's mind, but he only has chagrin, how can these unbearable things be shown in front of so many people, like a movie.

The most unbearable and ugly side of him, I knew that it was such a memory, it was better to let it be buried forever, it was better to live as a good person all the time.

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