118. I'm sorry

It's snowing, it's snowing, it's snowing!

The snow was piled on the ground, on the trees, on the eaves, and it was white.

Zhao Yanheng took Li Fei's hand and put it to his mouth, rubbed it again, and rubbed Li Fei's hands warmly, and the two leaned on each other to watch the snow by the window, silent and peaceful.

"Next year, next year we will be in Xiangyang. ”

Zhao Yanheng hugged Li Fei tightly, he knew that Li Fei didn't like his current life, he didn't like to live in the Xuanguo Mansion away from the Li family, he didn't like to be trapped in the Yuqin Mountain House and a group of people who didn't want to deal with him every day and didn't look up, and he didn't like the winter in the capital, which was much colder than the southwest. But Zhao Yanheng can't marry her right away, so he can only wait for next year.

"This time next year, we will be watching snow in Xiangyang. ”

At this moment, Li Fei was not shy, and hoped to leave the capital and go to the fiefdom after marrying Zhao Yanheng with longing. No matter how prosperous the capital is, it represents the supreme and noble rights, and it is not as free as being in Zhao Yanheng's fiefdom.

Zhao Yanheng chuckled and leaned his head on Li Fei's shoulder, Li Fei pulled out his hand to support Zhao Yanheng's chin, his eyes were still looking at the snow outside the window and said, "Today, Duofu met Mrs. Cheng!"

Zhao Yanheng hummed, indicating that he heard it. Cheng Anguo and Song Duofu, he just set up a line, and he didn't bother to ask about them anymore, even if Xu Min appeared, Xu Min did not appear in the Xuanguo Mansion at this time in his previous life, and now that the Cai family is dead, many people and things have changed immediately, and Xu Min appeared in advance, and Zhao Yanheng doesn't care about these things.

"Duofu has seen Mrs. Cheng, I haven't seen the queen and the lady yet. Li Fei sighed, turned around, and said, "The emperor is relieved to let your queen mother and concubine summon me, but so far, the queen mother and the lady concubine have not been summoned." ”

"Don't worry about this kind of thing, don't ......," Zhao Yanheng said anxiously.

Li Fei leaned against the window edge and continued: "The queen's niece is now Princess Jing, this may be the reason to be indifferent to me, the queen mother will not see me at this time, I am not in a hurry, but the lady concubine is ...... Don't you want to see me?"

The identity of the prince is a little more noble, but peeling off that layer of skin, Zhao Yanheng is a concubine, the queen is in front, and the concubine is in the back. Li Fei grew up with the most traditional and orthodox education, so when it comes to the harem, he still has to respect Zhao Yanheng's mother-in-law, the queen. The queen mentioned Concubine Shu again.

The last time Concubine Shu was summoned to give birth was not counted, in that physical state, Li Fei didn't feel that Concubine Shu could see herself, thinking about it later, she rushed to be called in, Concubine Shu didn't want to see her, Concubine Shu was fighting with her life, fighting for the emperor's pity, summoning her over was just to exaggerate the atmosphere that was in danger.

In the past month, Li Fei sent people to Xiangwang's Mansion every once in a while to inquire about Concubine Shu's physical condition, and also expressed her concern for Concubine Shufei to the two aunts of Qian Lu many times, but she did not get a response, which can explain the problem.

"The mother concubine is really not in good health now...... Zhao Yanheng wanted to reveal this matter in a perfunctory word, but on the one hand, the mother and the woman he liked, these two are both people who are clear in their hearts, not masters who can be fooled casually, Zhao Yanheng's tone collapsed after half a sentence, the physical condition of the concubine is not an excuse, Zhao Yanheng pulled out a relaxed smile and said: "I will persuade, the mother concubine will know your goodness!"

The implication is that Concubine Shu does have a great opinion of Li Fei, so much so that she doesn't want to summon her.

Li Fei remembered that day in Manyuan, she was slightly drunk and raised her head to ask Zhao Yanheng, asking him if he married her, would the emperor blame him? Now there is still the second half, I asked my father and mother, so now, Concubine Shu is to blame.

Li Feifu sighed, leaned back against the window and said, "I don't know if it's good or not, don't say good things for me." ”

When Concubine Shu was on the verge of death, she could calmly use her death to win the emperor's debts, she was for her young children, but also for her adult son, most of whom were paving the way for Zhao Yanheng. Then Concubine Shu's likes and dislikes for Li Fei are not so simple, not because Li Fei ignored her son before, nor because her son was seriously injured for Li Fei and delayed the date of returning to Beijing again and again, but Li Fei's life experience is a grievance between the Li family and the emperor.

The things that Concubine Shu did in the inner palace were all for Zhao Yanheng's future, so Concubine Shu's likes and dislikes for Li Fei were also judged by this, she had always been worried that Li Fei would obstruct Zhao Yanheng's imperial road, and her heavy worry was also Li Fei's concern.

Is there an obstacle, Li Fei is also worried and worried, especially after seeing Concubine Shu's desperate efforts for her son's future, the uneasiness that Li Fei has hidden deep in his heart is even more profound.

If......

If it becomes an obstacle and Zhao Yanheng misses the throne, how can she and Zhao Yanheng go on for a long time!

Zhao Yanheng gradually restrained his smile, and his deep black eyes looked at Li Fei.

"Don't think like that!" Zhao Yanheng's voice was hoarse and mellow: "Don't think like that, the mother concubine thinks badly of my father, and you don't know my father." ”

"Back then, my father was suspicious of the Li family, so he moved to kill. The crown prince rebelled, and the matter involved the change of imperial power, and the emperor's suspicion was enough to move the murderous thought. Your mother also lost the position of Duchess of Xuanguo because of the jealousy of her father. ”

Li Fei tried his best to suppress the turmoil in his heart, listening to these words without blinking, Zhao Yanheng leaned over, put his face against Li Fei, and said coldly: "The throne belongs to the father, and the rights belong to the father. But my father also knew that many of his suspicions were just suspicions without much empirical evidence......"

Li Fei clasped Zhao Yanheng's hand, and the rounded nails buckled the back of Zhao Yanheng's hand into red marks.

Zhao Yanheng still said in one breath: "My father has his suspicions, but those suspicions of my father, my father himself knows them, and they stop at this dynasty." After a hundred years, the dust will return to dust, the earth will return to the earth, and he will not care about what will happen after a hundred years. ”

In his previous life, after he ascended the throne, he investigated the criminal cases of this dynasty and rehabilitated dozens of ministers who were convicted in the Yuanyou Dynasty, and Li Tai was the first to be rehabilitated. Even without Li Fei's influence, Zhao Yanheng would rehabilitate Li Tai, who was given death in Yuan You's tenth year, which is an imperial power technique. His father, the emperor, has been an emperor for nearly 30 years, and he knows this well, and he suppressed a lot of people during his reign, and after a hundred years, the pattern of the court will always change.

"Once a son of heaven and a courtier. ”

"First there is the Son of Heaven, and then there are courtiers!"

"Whether I can become the emperor or not is my father's choice to me, not to Princess Xiang, so it really has nothing to do with you. ”

Zhao Yanheng didn't say about the crown prince, he pointed to the emperor's throne!

Li Fei slowly let go of his hand, and the strength that had been suppressed for a long time was also relaxed, but his face was condensed and his eyes were sad.

Zhao Yanheng hugged Li Fei, who was stiff, lowered his head against his forehead, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry!"

Knowing that Li Fei followed him to the capital, except for him, everyone around him was unhappy, and he still wanted her, so he said, 'I'm sorry'.

The grievances in Li Fei's heart were infinitely magnified at that moment, and she burst into tears and said: "Since you know that you are sorry for me, you have to be very good to me, you have to treat me wholeheartedly!"

Zhao Yanheng gently rubbed Li Fei's face, wiped away the tears on her face, kissed her forehead lightly, and said, "I will be very good to you and treat you wholeheartedly." ”

Li Fei sighed, no matter how long Zhao Yanheng's single-mindedness could last, at this moment, Li Fei felt satisfied.

The snow outside was getting smaller, and the sky was getting darker, Li Fei remembered Zhao Yanheng's absurdity after the last nightfall, his face turned blush, and he said first: "You should go." ”

"I haven't said anything yet. Zhao Yanheng was serious, sat in his position and said: "Four days later, in Wulin Garden, on the basis of my birthday, the sixth brother's polo team will have a competition with my polo team, and I will pick you up to go out to play that day." ”

Competing with the polo team of King Jingfu, Li Fei frowned and did not respond immediately.

"Several elder brothers have compared each other, and the sixth brother's record is the most impressive. So this time, the second brother and the third brother instigated me to play, and it was no big deal. Zhao Yanheng covered Li Fei's eyebrows and said with a smile: "The second brother and the third brother will come over that day, their side concubines, and the sixth sister-in-law are all there, I am a little impatient, so I want to take you over to meet them." ”

After coming to the capital for so long, it is time to appear in front of people, Li Fei is not a person with stage fright, but Li Fei changed his mind and asked, "Didn't you invite King Wei and Princess Wei?"

"The fifth brother rarely goes out of the palace. ”

King Wei's situation is special, and his appearance is basically not out of King Wei's mansion.

After thinking about everything that should be taken care of, Li Fei's face showed a smile, and he said playfully: "It's good to have a birthday like this, don't be like King Jing's Mansion, make a room full of warblers and swallows." ”

"There was no such thing, the night was quiet, and I didn't even have a dance music on my birthday. Zhao Yanheng explained with a straight face, and said by the way: "An Guo has invited Miss Song before me, but you are you, she is her, how does Miss Song come and go, let An Guo worry about it." ”

"Did he ask for a blessing?"

Hearing the news at first glance, Li Fei was very happy, even happier than Zhao Yanheng invited him, Zhao Yanheng was dissatisfied: "I also invited you." ”

Li Fei glanced at him and said proudly: "I knew you would invite me, and my father asked me this morning if I understood polo." But it was rare for Duofu to be invited, and Cheng Anguo finally moved. ”