Chapter 555: Xu Hua's Past
"It's okay if Yanyan is fine, if you dare to hurt her, I will fight with you!" Hearing that Xu Yan was fine, Xu Hua breathed a sigh of relief.
"Can you tell me why you have to destroy this world? This world is so harmonious and warm, why do you have to destroy it?" Liu Zhan looked at Xu Hua with complicated eyes, he really couldn't figure out why Xu Hua had to destroy the world.
"You ask me why I want to destroy the world?" Xu Hua's voice was full of disdain, "Then you might as well ask how the world treats me and our family!"
"What's wrong with your family? Aren't you happy now?Yanyan is so lively and cute, are you still dissatisfied?" Liu Zhan asked puzzledly, not noticing that someone was eavesdropping outside the closed door behind him, it was Xu Yan who had just woken up!
Originally, Liu Zhan was reluctant to tie up Xu Yan before he was lax in his care of her, but what Liu Zhan didn't expect was that Xu Yan would wake up soon and have been looking for Xu Hua.
Xu Yan, who left the room, wanted to quickly find her brother Xu Hua and escape together, but just when she left the door of the room, she heard a familiar voice, which was the voices of Liu Zhan and her brother Xu Hua. So she followed the sound and looked for it, and saw her brother who was tied up and Liu Zhan who was talking to Xu Hua through the crack in the door that was not closed.
It was the first time she had heard her brother look so indifferent, and it was also the first time that she felt that Liu Zhan and her brother were so strange, that she couldn't see through it.
"I've long been hopeless about the world. Xu Hua smiled self-deprecatingly, looked at Liu Zhan in front of him and said lightly: "Do you want to hear the story? I'll tell you how the world treats us!"
Liu Zhan didn't speak, just looked at Xu Hua directly and motioned for him to continue.
"At that time, I was only eight years old, which was the age of going to school. My dad is a smart businessman who started a company with a friend, and although my mom has the heart to accompany my dad to run the business, she has no choice but to take care of me and my sister at home. I thought our family would be happy forever, but life always jokes with us. ”
"It was a sunny afternoon, I took the test, and I was happily going home with the full score of the test paper, but when I was at the door of the house, I heard my mother's cry. ”
"I went inside and saw my mom sitting on the couch wiping her tears, while my dad was sitting alone on the balcony smoking cigarette after cigarette. Later, I learned that my father's company had closed down and gone bankrupt due to poor management, and not only did I have no money left, but I also owed a lot of money. ”
"That's a big debt, my parents put half of their life savings into it for the company, and they borrowed a lot of money from relatives and friends for this purpose, but all of a sudden it was all gone. ”
From that day on, my father sighed every day, and my mother washed her face with tears every day. I naively thought that as long as I could get by, it didn't matter if I lived a poor life, but my mother couldn't stand it. ”
"At that time, there were many people in front of our house every day, some of them were my relatives, some of them were creditors. He blocked the water in front of our house and said a lot of ugly things to us. ”
"At first we didn't pay attention to it, and no one cared about the nasty words. But day after day, my mother finally couldn't stand the abuse and insults, and committed suicide by jumping off the building on an ordinary afternoon. ”
"I remember that day when I walked downstairs from school, I saw that the door was surrounded by people, and the people who were watching the excitement looked at me sympathetically. At that time, I never thought that it was my mother lying inside. ”
"People made way for me, and when I went in, I saw my mother's quiet, peaceful face. There is no confusion and sorrow, only smiling and closing his eyes. She probably thinks that death is relief!"
Speaking of this, Xu Hua paused, ignored the pity in Liu Zhan's eyes, and continued to speak.
"On the sixth day after my mother's death, creditors gathered around our house again, hurling insults at my sister and me, and shouting that my sister and I would be sold for money. Dad was so angry that he dropped the cigarette butt in his hand and rushed out, never to return.
"I don't know what Dad went through when he went out, I just know that the shouting and scolding of the creditors outside the door became more intense, and there was the sound of punching and kicking. My sister couldn't speak at that time and had just learned to walk, so I could only huddle on the sofa with her in my arms and didn't dare to move. ”
"Later, a lot of people I didn't know came to my house, and they were either indifferent, sympathetic, or ridiculous, and moved my things from the house. I cried and shouted that I wouldn't let them move, but how could I have stopped them at that time? I could only watch them move their belongings one by one. ”
"What happened later?" Liu Zhan, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke, looking at Xu Hua in front of him with complicated eyes.
"Later, our family's house was taken away, and Yanyan and I became orphans. I carried Yeonyan to my relative's house with difficulty, but all I suffered was cold eyes, and no one was willing to take us in. ”
"At the time, I probably had hope for this group of so-called relatives. For countless days, I slept on the side of the road with Yeon-yeon, begging pedestrians to take pity on us and give us a few coins to get by. But one passerby after another passed by indifferently and left in a hurry, as if we were some dirty thing. ”
"In the end, if it wasn't for the kind orphanage director who took pity on us and took us back to the orphanage, Yanyan and I would have died on the streets. ”
"Actually, I died a long time ago, maybe when my relatives were unwilling to take us in, or when I was begging, that Xu Hua, who was full of hope for the world, died a long time ago. ”
"Standing here and talking to you about the past, Xu Hua is Xu Hua who is full of hatred for this world. I hate the world, I hate the irresponsibility of my parents, I hate the aggressiveness of creditors, I hate the ignorance of relatives and friends, I hate the cold eyes of pedestrians, and I hate the cold world!"
"So I'm going to destroy this world! Since you've given up on me and Yanyan and our family, I'm going to destroy you!"
Liu Zhan couldn't help but feel a little sad when he looked at Xu Hua, who was already a little crazy in front of him, he didn't expect Xu Hua to suffer so much misfortune when he was young.
"Have you ever wondered what is the difference between you and those people in the world if you destroy the world? There are so many innocent people in this world, they are full of hope for life, and you are cruel to destroy them. ”
"Hahaha...... Am I cruel?" Xu Hua's eyes were a little crazy, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a bloodthirsty smile, and he asked Liu Zhan rhetorically.
"They are innocent, am I not innocent at the beginning? Aren't my parents innocent? But who has taken pity on us in the first place? Who has helped us in our difficult times?"
"No! They only have disgust and indifference, they have never had the slightest pity for me and my family!"
"So now you're going to ruin them?"
"Yes, I must destroy them, destroy the world! I will make these people who are indifferent by nature pay!"
"Then I'll destroy you before you destroy them!" Liu Zhan frowned and looked at the crazy Xu Hua in front of him, and said with justice and awe.
"You, you deserve to die too!" Xu Hua glanced at Liu Zhan, "My Yanyan is simple and kind under my protection, but you deceived and used her to get close to me to achieve your goals, you should also die!"
"Enough!"
The door was kicked open, and a female voice mixed with crying came from behind him, Liu Zhan and Xu Hua both looked at Xu Yan with tears behind them in disbelief, unable to say a word.
"Yanyan, you listen to my explanation, I ......" Liu Zhan walked in front of Xu Yan and said in a panic, but was slapped hard by Xu Yan.
"So what the eldest brother said is right, are you using me to get close to the eldest brother?" Xu Yan raised her tear-stained face and looked at Liu Zhan, her eyes full of despair.
"Yanyan, I lied to you, but now I am sincere to you, you have to believe me!" Liu Zhan grabbed Xu Yan's hand and wanted to wipe the tears from her face for her, but Xu Yan turned her head and avoided it.
"Heh, your sincerity is too expensive, I can't afford it!" As she spoke, Xu Yan broke away from Liu Zhan's hand holding her and came to Xu Hua.
"Big brother, is what you said true? Didn't you tell me that my parents died because they were sick? Why is the truth like this now? Which of your words is true? Should I believe you?"
"Yanyan, what the eldest brother said is true, what I told you when I was a child was a lie, but I really haven't lied to you anymore except for this, you believe me!" Xu Hua looked at Xu Yan who was crying in a panic, and felt distressed.
"If you want to ruin this world, does it include me? Big brother, in fact, you hate me in your heart, right? Hating me is a burden, causing you to beg?" Xu Yan said lightly with tears in her eyes, her face was already like ashes.
"Yanyan, of course excluding you, you are the eldest brother's favorite little princess, how could I ruin you? No!" Looking at Xu Yan with an expressionless face, Xu Hua looked a little panicked, not knowing what to do.
"Thank you so much. Xu Yan glanced at Xu Hua, then at Liu Zhan and said, "A big brother who tries his best to get close to me and deceive my feelings just to use me to achieve his goals, and a big brother who keeps saying that he loves me has hidden the truth from me for so many years, I am really grateful to you!"
Liu Zhan was scared, he had never been so scared. I'm afraid of the despair in her eyes, I'm afraid of the sarcasm in her words, and I'm even more afraid of losing Xu Yan!
Xu Yan glanced at Liu Zhan and Xu Hua deeply, and suddenly turned around and ran away, which surprised Liu Zhan, who was standing behind Xu Yan.
"Yanyan, Yanyan!" Liu Zhan was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly chased after him, but Xu Yan was like a nimble deer and soon disappeared.
"Long Yi, you hurry up with Feng Feng to find Xu Yan's whereabouts, she just ran out!" Liu Zhan didn't see Xu Yan's figure in the basement, and immediately called Long Yi's phone.