Chapter 13: Apologize to me
I calmed my mind a little and connected the phone: "Hey, Xiaobei......"
"Adong, you said yesterday that we would go it alone, and I went home yesterday to discuss it with my wife......"
"How?" I was a little impatient.
People, it's always like this, it won't always be unhappy, the love scene is frustrated, and the workplace will always be proud. God will close a window for you, and He will open a window, and you will not suffocate in your room.
But Xiaobei's tone suddenly became a little low: "Adong, I'm really sorry, my wife doesn't want me to go out and work alone, saying that it is unstable, we are going to have a child, if there is no stable income at this time, the child is ......"
Xiaobei wanted to speak and stopped, and my heart suddenly sank to the bottom.
But I understand him, he is different from Han Lu, although Han Lu has a rich father, but Han Lu is the kind of person who dares to fight. And Xiaobei has always been content with stability, and he still has his wife, unlike me who feeds and the whole family is not hungry.
I took a deep breath to suppress the emotions in my heart, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's okay, I understand...... I just mentioned it in passing yesterday, but I haven't thought about it yet, and I'm going to talk to you today. ”
"Well, I'm really embarrassed, in fact, I want to do it alone, but you know, my wife is ......"
I can feel how helpless Xiaobei is across the phone, he is indeed helpless, just like when he graduated from high school, he was originally going to go to college in Kyoto with us, but because of family conditions, he gave up his studies and chose to run transportation, which is seven years.
How many seven years can there be in his life! And his life is limited by these seven years.
In order not to put pressure on him, I smiled and said, "It's okay! I've only come back now, and I don't understand anything, so we'll discuss this matter when I'm roughly stable." ”
"Well, yes. ”
Hung up Xiaobei's phone, I was at a loss, I originally thought that Xiaobei could agree to work alone with me, I went to the bank to borrow some money and then do something together, which can be regarded as making up for my guilt towards him, but now that he is gone, I will definitely not be able to do it alone.
I felt the cigarette on it, and my thoughts just started to spread through my head......
"Knock Knock Knock ......"
There was a sudden knock on the door outside, who else could there be in this room besides that annoying Li An'an?
I rushed outside with emotion and yelled, "Go and tell you, don't bother me now!"
"Hey, I'll discuss something with you when you come out. The stinky girl's tone seemed friendly.
"What's the matter, that's all. "I'm still puffing up.
"I'll talk about it when you come out. ”
"You're not bothered!" I grumbled, but went to open the door anyway.
She stood in the doorway and looked up at me, I admit she had a beautiful face, but I was annoyed to see her now.
I said impatiently, "Tell me, what's the matter?"
"I heard you talk on the phone just now......"
"You...... Shameless!" I suddenly became a little angry.
She gave me a blank look and said, "I didn't mean to, you said it so loudly!"
I didn't bother to talk to her more, so I pulled her out and prepared to close the door.
But she stretched out her hand to push the door, and said to me anxiously, "Oh, hey, don't worry......! I heard you call just now, you seem to be frustrated, don't you?"
"What's the matter with you, I'll tell you, stinky girl, I don't have the heart to argue with you right now!" I glared at her and said solemnly.
"Don't mind! I know you've just come back from Kyoto and haven't found a job, so let's talk about whether you want to do something with me?"
I looked at her, looked at her for a moment, and asked, "What do you want to do?"
"I didn't think about what to do, what do you say?"
"Then you're going to talk to me! Go away, go away......"
I pushed her open again and was about to close the door, but she directly blocked the door with her body and said to me: "It's just to discuss, you don't negotiate, how can I say ......?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "I said stinky girl, what are you going to do? What can I do with you? Do you want to go to the sea to make a film?"
"What is a film in the sea? Can you stand this little body?" she asked confusedly.
"That's it......" I stopped talking, and shook my head speechlessly, "Forget it, you can come in first!"
I finally got out of the way and let her into my room, for there was no place to sit in the little room except for the bed, and we didn't stand or sit.
Li An'an is not so restrained as me, she is really the kind of typical Kyoto girl, sitting directly on my bed.
I lit a cigarette and asked her, "Tell me, what do you want to discuss?"
She groaned, and after a moment said, "I really don't know what to do, I went out to find a job last night and hit a wall, and now I still have a few hundred dollars, and I still owe you five hundred yuan, I don't know what to do if I can't find a job again......"
I burst out laughing, and I thought she was telling me a joke.
"What are you laughing at?" she looked at me with some dissatisfaction.
"I said Miss Li, if you are so poor that you don't know what to do, then how can those of us who live at the bottom of society live!"
She raised her hand and waved: "Can you stop looking at me with colored glasses? This time I only came out with a few thousand yuan, and now there are still a few hundred yuan, and my credit card has been frozen." ”
"Then you are crazy to come here to suffer, go back to Kyoto and be your eldest lady!"
"I won't go back, and I won't go back if I am killed. ”
"Then I can't help it, what do you like......" I said with a shrug.
"You think of a way, how do we make money. ”
"Why do I have to find a way, who are you mine?"
"We were roommates. ”
"Oh, what a friendship!" I paused, pointed my finger at her and said, "Li An'an, don't forget, from the Beijing Hotel to the airport to this morning, what did you do to me!"
She raised her face, looked at me with a pitiful look, and said in a weaker voice: "I was wrong before, I'm sorry for you!"
Her apology was not sincere at all, and I felt that she had never been humble to humanity.
I pursed my lips and said, "You apologize without any sincerity, do it again!"
"You ......," she bit her lower lip and stopped.
"What are you, if you want to do things with me, you have to show sincerity, otherwise you don't have to talk about it!"
After hearing me say this, she ignored her identity as a young lady and said to me: "Okay, I apologize to you, sincerely apologize! I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't have done that...... Is that okay?"
It still sounded a bit fake, but I guess this was the biggest concession she had made, and I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Okay, reluctantly accept it." ”
"Then what can we do together?"
I touched my chin and made a contemplative look, and suddenly remembered that she had just said that she had hit a wall in her job search for a day yesterday, was it because of this that she ran to drink at night?
I then asked her, "Answer me first, why did you show up at that bar last night?"