I've given you all the years I have passed,

After that, it belongs to you.

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I forced myself not to think about it, you were lying on the steering wheel that was smashed into a bloody blur, I was only ten meters away from you, and when I ran over, you glanced at me in vain, and I saw your lips knit together, trying to say something, but in the end nothing came out.

I cried, my first reaction was to cry, overshadowing my reason, my emotions, I was so afraid of losing you, I ended up losing it too.

I remember you asked me why I wanted to marry you.

I said, why can there be, is it not to marry you, marry you, and finally become my wife.

I never dared to face my feelings in front of you, I felt like a thief who hadn't graduated yet, I stole you from Xiao Zhen, but I couldn't hold back my pride in my skill, I wanted the world to know that you were my wife.

I have never supported your career, although you said that you would not have children after five years of marriage, I said yes, although during the time of your difficult comeback, I poured wine with others one by one, just to win the role you liked, but I still didn't understand you enough, at the award ceremony where you won the actress, you asked me to go on stage, I just showed my love to you in the air, hypocritically pretending that we had a good relationship, after returning to the hotel, I condensed all of a sudden, you are so sparkling on stage, diamonds can't make you trapped by my side.

You are different from all the girls I have come into contact with since I was a child, from your parents who are not rich in your upbringing, girls must not be greedy, and boys must not always let boys pay when they go out, they will not look down on you. You have always been so independent, after marriage, we were in charge of the economy, and you never asked me for a point.

I once pretended not to care and asked you, most of those sisters in your circle have co-founded companies with their husbands, why don't you invest with me.

You're just sorting out the salutes to the crew, and you're going to take them for three months at a movie star shooting base 300 miles away from our wedding room, and you say, "Most of them are divorced." ”

I'm still complacent, I don't know what you're afraid of, I'm so unworthy of your trust, then I'll hand over my funds to you, you still don't.

Later, in an interview, I heard your opinion on this matter: "If you are not short of money, why should you manage your property with your husband, and finally the relationship breaks down, and the various trials you go through will cross a big step." ”

You said it very implicitly, but I understood it immediately, you were talking about the economic division after the relationship broke down, but I didn't know at that time that you were talking about the role you played, and it was not about me personally.

My heart was like ashes all of a sudden, and I began to brush the video screen when you and Xiao Zhen were filming before, many up masters still expect you to dominate the film and television with this golden boy and jade girl, what I see the most in the barrage is why Jiang Xingyue wants to get married, why does her acting career drop a step after she gets married, it seems that marriage is really a big funeral ground for your career, and I have become the person they criticize and write.

I pretended that nothing had happened, but the time I went to the crew was reduced from three times a month to once a month, and finally I didn't even go.

In the drama you filmed, the original actor was on the road, and he couldn't appear in front of the public again, and he was temporarily replaced by Xiao Zhen, who had a high voice, all the shots you have taken have to be on the side, and your support group is ready to control and comment to prevent you from being hurt by the public opinion in the dust, yes, at that time, there were already paparazzi who photographed you and Xiao Zhen partying late at night, coming out of a private restaurant, he stroked your hair for you, and I am the person who usually does this action.

When asked by the media, about thirty calls a day, I just repeated over and over again: "I believe in my wife, she is innocent." ”

And you didn't explain it to me, I understand, the reality of the film and television industry is like this, as long as there is hype, as long as there is a topic, the drama will be sold, you have also been pulled out to sell cp before, but this time everyone is waiting for the fake drama to be done.

Because once when you came out of our house, you cried and your eyes were red, and you were photographed by the media and put it on the Internet.

The rumors of a relationship breakdown add a bit of truth, and that time it was just my mom who was sick and was worried about your birthday before she went to the hospital, and specially designed a set of jewelry for you from Italy, and you felt that you were too reluctant to go, and you stayed in the crew for a few months, making the old man sad in vain. What they didn't see was that I came out a few minutes later and went hand in hand with you to get into the car.

When did the change happen? I carelessly thought that I had taken control of the entire company, and no one in ikan entertainment dared to oppose me, but I ignored Yu Yuhuan, the person who had a misty look in his eyes at the first time he saw you, I vacated all his equity and position, he couldn't take revenge on me, so he passed it on to you, and I don't know what it implied to you.

We suddenly started to quarrel, you became extremely wrong, often woke up in the middle of the night and pulled me to talk, and even stopped work for three months, that was in the second spring of your career, you and Xiao Zhen starred in seven or eight hot search discussions every day, and you are bound to use your actions to break the rumors that you and I are not in harmony, thus shattering the audience's screen fantasy pairing.

Once I saw you peeking at my phone, I did a lot of work on my phone, you never looked, I just appreciated your embarrassment of being caught by me, but I didn't care, so I was deceived by you, and I didn't notice the frustration of your perfect acting skills, when you stood in front of me, raised your face and smiled happily, and said, "Ah, here you go." ”

Later, you still told me that I couldn't go to the workplace, and I signed a contract before, and I had to finish the roadshow.

People on the Internet knocked on your pair of screen cps again.

I haven't bothered you for a long time, like our previous tacit understanding, most of the year in my own business, I signed a few contracts, thinking that once we went to the island, you like a certain house very much, and you plan to buy it and surprise you.

But you suddenly filed for divorce from me, saying, "Let's not delay each other." ”

I want to ask, why, I understand your profession and the circle you are in, there are too many handsome men and beautiful women, too many eyes are fascinated, but you are different after all, you have your persistence, and in the end I only said yes and asked you when you plan to get married.

You look at me in surprise and say, "It's none of your business." ”

It's not just me who thinks so, many people think so, since the unexpected change of roles in the series, you and Xiao Zhen have been getting closer and closer.

I thought, what can I give you, money, you must disdain, and in the end there is only freedom.

You moved to an apartment, I began to be depressed from then on, and I made mistakes at work, even the assistant who has always admired me couldn't help but remind me to pay attention to the state, what do I need to pay attention to, I have nothing to pay attention to, this is the second carelessness I made in my life, Yu Yuhuan didn't know what means to use, regained support from the shareholders, and appeared in my office as a wolf, he said that Jiang is still old and spicy, I said I don't have time to listen to your pride, he smiled, seemed to be used to the strength of no one in my eyes, and said that your wife was cheated。

I don't allow him to say that about you, I hate the way he looks at you, and I don't need to be ignored when I say my business.

He was also tired of seeing me holding on to the fox's fake tiger power, especially when he was winning: "A gift for you." ”

I picked up the document he threw over, just like a bidding case, page by page how Xiao Zhen used methods to deceive you, so that you reached the point of divorcing me, I looked shocked, ecstasy hit my heart, I finally found a reason to keep you, you were deceived, I have the responsibility and obligation to take care of you.

I reappeared in front of you, pretending that nothing had happened, sending you to film every day, picking you up from work, and sometimes even sleeping in your apartment overnight, you are always soft-hearted, like this situation, you have obviously filed for divorce from me, you should reject me with righteous words, and don't leave me a chance, how can you not be played by Xiao Zhen?

I pretended to be very good, but when I faced Xiao Zhen, I couldn't hold back anymore, looking at his eyes looking at you with love, I went up and punched him, hitting the position of his cheekbone, everyone helped him up in panic, and even you stood in front of him to ask about his injuries, I was furious: "He's a bad guy, he plays tricks to be with you." ”

I've never seen you look so disappointed, you just looked at me quietly, and a tear slid down your cheek: "I didn't expect you to be such a person, to spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, look at what you look like now." ”

No, I don't want to see it, I know I messed up, you don't want to pay attention to me anymore, you keep apologizing to Xiao Zhen, he just said generously that it's okay, and it seems how unreasonable I am in comparison. I left, dejected, and returned to our former home alone, and there was still the smell of you in the room, I looked blankly, and finally signed the divorce agreement.

I asked the secretary to send it to you, and you asked my assistant when I was not at home, so you could come and pick up your belongings.

I was kind enough to go out of town for a week, but I was surprised that I didn't see you announcing the news of your divorce on the Internet, I was like a child who did something bad and didn't get caught, and I went to check your itinerary information, and you flew around for 30 days next month, it seems that I didn't bring you any negative emotions.

I went home stupidly, returned to the workbench, and worked hard, the first step was to drive Yu Yuhuan out of the decision-making group again, I could drive him the first time, and naturally I could drive him the second time, not enough to be tricky for the second time.

When everything was about to settle, Yu Yuhuan had been beaten like a chicken by me, and ikan entertainment didn't even cover him with a single tile.

My mother was discharged from the hospital, and she still didn't know the news of your divorce from me, so she contacted you privately, hoping that you could pick her up and discharge her.

When I arrived, the two of you were talking and laughing, like when you first met, I often suspected that you were more like her lost daughter than her daughter-in-law, she was the first to see me and said to me: "Xingyue agreed to go to dinner with me, but she has a press conference later, and it will be late, you send her over." ”

I said, "Okay." Actually, how could the two of us stay together peacefully, and when she got out of the ward, she said, "I'll bring my own car." ”

"I said I'll send you. ”

You replied slyly: "Mom doesn't know what happened to us, so she won't blame you." "Yes, my mother used to always ask me to send you, and I enjoyed being known for being polite to you, but now you say no, there's no need, I'm stunned.

You tugged at the wide-brimmed hat that covered half of your face and handed me something that I didn't know was the last thing you said to me: "Wait for it to open." ”

I watched you pass by the lawn of the hospital, start the engine under a big tree, drive ten meters away, suddenly go crazy and crash into the wall in front of you, and then the fire gradually envelops you. How scared I am, how scared, countless terrible thoughts flashed on the way to you, as long as you are healthy and you are safe and secure in this world, I don't ask for anything, it doesn't matter if you don't say a word to me.

When I opened the car door and saw you lying on the steering wheel indifferently, without a sound, my whole body was about to collapse, and I screamed hoarsely to the nurse to save you, I want you to live, I just want you to live.

And you didn't live after all, lying quietly under the white cloth, surrounded by your favorite bellflower flowers, the media has not announced the news of your divorce from me, and there is no need to announce it, you will always be my wife.

I bid farewell to the groups of people who have come to mourn you, and sit on a bench to read the letter you handed me on your deathbed.

Your first sentence is, Gu Zhiyao, you are such a big idiot, I like you but you don't know, I'm so angry, why do you want me to make the decision to divorce, you have a new love, you have someone you like, why don't you tell me, I saw the woman's face on my phone, and the message you chatted, look, Gu Zhiyao, after falling in love, it will really be sweet, you are like a hairy boy and she is talking to her about meat, I can see that my goosebumps are up, I like you, you gave me such a heavy blow, I decided to like you alone。 Yu Yuhuan said You are very pitiful, Jiang Xingyue, you are so pitiful, you really need someone who really loves you by your side, what can I do if that person is not me, I can only give up on you, your happiness is more important than mine.

Tears slowly flowed down his cheeks, and finally surged into a disaster, and he gradually couldn't extricate himself.

The news from the police came out, someone cut the brakes on your car and poured alcohol, that person is Yu Yuhuan, who has been advising you to leave me and let our husband and wife be separated forever.

I met him when he was in prison and asked, "Why are you so ruthless, Xingyue is still pregnant." ”

He looked at me viciously and said to me, "It's all your retribution." ”

I wish it was me who died in your place.

Are you still happy in the sky, do you feel lonely, will you frown for a moment when you see me crying, and then I can't wait to come down from the sky to wipe my tears for me, and coax me with a smile, Gu Zhiyao, don't cry, ugly, ugly, who will love you in the future.

It's okay for you to love me, I just want you to love me.