Xiao gave the things he "chose" to his sister, and Xixi took it in a trance, and she couldn't react a little. This scene fell in the eyes of Yang Yi and Murphy, and immediately contracted their laughter for one night.

However, because the little one is indeed too young to understand the deep meaning of the birthday, the first birthday of the little one is so simply spent!

However, according to the interpretation of a certain subject, before the first birthday, the small can still be called a baby, and now that the first birthday has passed, the small is no longer a baby at the mercy of others!

The next day, I officially became a toddler, and began to usher in my new challenge Mom went on a business trip again, and it was two days away!

At this moment, not only will Xiao not see his mother for two days, but he will also have to face a terrible "food shortage" crisis.

Of course, Murphy just flew to the capital, and the little one didn't realize this problem, and the really difficult moment hadn't come yet, and the little guy was still happily playing with the buns!

......

At the end of November, after a cold wave, the north is frozen, and the snow is drifting, and only Qionghai Island is left in the country, especially Yazhou, the southernmost point, which is still warm as summer!

In this beautiful, warm tropical coastal city, today comes a person who actually needs warmth more in his heart.

Chung Jin-jin, the sensual girl who went to Murphy's concert before!

When I listened to Murphy's concert, she was still a junior at Modu University of Technology, and now two years have passed, Zhong Zhenzhen has not yet graduated, but she came to a better university in Yangcheng for graduate school.

In fact, Zhong Zhenzhen was even more willing not to come to Yangcheng, not because she didn't like the city of Yangcheng, but if she stayed in the magic capital, she wouldn't have met her boyfriend who had just broken up, and she wouldn't be vigorous when she loved, but she was tortured when she broke up!

She avoided the lively and crazy online shopping of Singles' Day, but she couldn't wait for the two to meet on December 31 of the New Year's Eve half a year ago.

Don't mention the past, now Zhong Zhenzhen just wants to heal well!

Chu Fangfang, the "old" best friend for so many years, recommended her to Yazhou, a beautiful city with four seasons like summer, but unfortunately, Chu Fangfang is also studying in graduate school, and she is still busy with experimental projects with her mentor, so she has no time to accompany her.

However, it doesn't matter if you play alone! Zhong Zhenzhen wore a swimsuit to the beach to ride the waves during the day, lingered at various food stalls at night, and the simple and leisurely time in Qionghai made her gradually forget the unforgettable time when she broke up.

Of course, if she doesn't watch microcasting, this healing journey is just perfect!

However, Zhong Zhenzhen, who was a little bored after returning to the hotel at night, still started the microbroadcast.

"Don't listen to the song of the sad person?"

Seeing this opening sentence, Zhong Zhenzhen hesitated for a moment, but people's vision is very large, even if she was still hesitating to read it, she had already glanced at the content of this microbroadcast.

Li Shijian is a music critic that Zhong Zhenzhen is still interested in, Zhong Zhenzhen did not expect that when he introduced Murphy's new album, he first gave a sentence of advice, reminding people who are in a state of emotional sadness that it is best not to listen to Murphy's new songs.

"Are you talking about Murphy?" she has a new record?" Zhong Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at this microbroadcast.

She used to be a die-hard fan of Murphy and Yang Yi!

However, after falling in love, she didn't pay attention to those entertainment gossips anymore, and spent all day with her boyfriend in the library, shopping, and watching stars, how could she care about chasing stars?

What's more, Murphy has never had any big news.

Zhong Zhenzhen didn't know that her best friend Chu Fangfang had already queued up to buy Murphy's new album yesterday, but because of the song category of this record, Chu Fangfang didn't dare to tell Zhong Zhenzhen about it.

"Sad people don't listen to songs, but how could Mr. Li give five stars to all the songs?" Zhong Zhenzhen couldn't help but click on the video and watch Li Shijian's audition video.

In the video, she can't hear Murphy's song, but she can get a glimpse or two from Li Shijian's evaluation and from the title of the song.

1. He doesn't love me.

2. Be blown by the cold wind for you and me.

3. If this is love......

This album, it's sad!

Rational thinking told Zhong Zhenzhen: "Listen to Mr. Li's advice, in the healing stage, don't go to find yourself unhappy." ”

But the emotional mind said: "Murphy's new album, how can you not support it?

Zhong Zhen is really a sensual girl......

So, regardless of whether it is cost-effective to buy a single album, she resolutely landed on a music website and bought and downloaded all the songs in Murphy's new album in the form of singles.

She wanted a song, and she listened to it song by song.

There was no single loop, an album of thirteen songs (two of which were of the same name but divided into Chinese and Cantonese), Zhong Zhenzhen sat on the balcony of the hotel room, looked at the silent night, and listened silently.

In Murphy's different styles of singing, Zhong Zhenzhen is calm on the outside, but his mood is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.

"I will try to let go of the past, no matter how beautiful it was, and I will try not to think about how you surrounded me with love, that affectionate taste......"

In the second song "Blown by the Cold Wind for You and Me", Zhong Zhenzhen has forgotten how good Murphy's singing skills are evaluated in Li Shijian's video, and she was infected by the bleak self-persuasion in the lyrics!

In the early days of the breakup, didn't she also think of the scene when they were in love and tired of being together every day?

If she could really let go, how could she be trapped in love, how could she painfully need to flee from that city in order to heal?

The third song is "If This Is Love", this song completely ignites the grievances in her heart.

"It turns out that the last kiss is so cold, you can only acquiesce to me that I want to be cut off, and watch you go ......"

She suddenly felt that the lyrics were all about herself...... There was another girl's appearance, he had a different heart, although there was no final collapse, and there was no bloody "rape", just negotiated calmly, but he made a decision, and she could only fulfill it......

Is this love?

No, it's not...... She doesn't want to be perfected, she doesn't want to be blessed......

"Why didn't you choose me?" Zhong Zhenzhen hugged his knees and curled up on the sofa on the balcony, suddenly feeling so aggrieved and his heart was so cold.

If the third song is the third song, Zhong Zhenzhen's mood becomes a little hysterical, and he even wants to find that person and question him...... Then the fourth song, the calm tune and calm lyrics, made her mentality return to the peace before listening to the song.

"Hey, I really miss you, now outside the window, it's raining again, my eyes are dry, and I want to cry......"

Peace does not mean that there is no sadness, now outside the balcony, the night is quiet, there is no rain, but when she hears this, she really can't help but shed two lines of tears.

In fact, she also knows that there is no way back from before......

But she still couldn't get out.

As the lyrics sing, she understands that "without you, without the past, I won't be sad", or without that experience, "what's the pity"?

But after losing love, she couldn't find her previous way of life at all, and she couldn't find that free and easy self.

Without him, she would have ...... "without herself".

Even though he doesn't want to love anymore, Zhong Jinzhen still wants to know "Are you thinking about you like me"?

Oh, maybe not, right?