The box had been covered with a thick layer of dust, and a small lock locked the box, as if it contained the treasures left by Chen Yi.

But looking like this, it seems that I have never opened it, so I immediately asked Chen Yi's mother, "Haven't you opened this box?"

"No, it's locked, no one opens it, she's been under the bed since she died. ”

So, I'm curious about what's in this box, and I'd like to see what's inside.

The little lock was already open without a key, and I blew the dust off the box and opened it.

Although there was a lot of dust on the outside of the box, it was clean on the inside, and I saw something familiar at a glance.

It was a silver necklace in the shape of a leaf, and the reason why it was familiar was because this necklace was given to Chen Yi by me at the beginning, and it took a month to give it to her on her birthday.

I didn't expect her to keep it, and it was in such a hidden box, and my eyes were a little moist when I saw this necklace.

At the bottom of the necklace is a notebook full of SHE stickers, I gently picked up the notebook and opened it to see a line of small words written on the first page: The greatest happiness in life is to find that the person you love is loving yourself.

This is Chen Yi's handwriting, her handwriting is always so delicate, this kind of is used by teachers as a benchmark in school.

Scroll back and it reads:

"On Monday, September 13, 2004, it was cloudy and overcast.

A guy named Lin Dong asked me for a mobile phone number, he was the seventeenth person to ask me for a mobile phone number since the beginning of school, this boy was so scary, he followed me all the way, my God!

It's a very simple sentence, and I remember that time, it was the first time I had the courage to find a partner, but she didn't give me my mobile phone number in the end.

"Friday, October 1, 2004, fine.

On the first day of the National Day, my classmates had already gone back, and I was alone in the dormitory, not wanting to go home, not wanting to go back to face those annoying things. Today is also the first time I took the initiative to find him, and I don't know why, I just feel bored and want someone to talk to. ”

"Friday, December 25, 2004, light rain.

The first time I had Christmas, the first time I dated him, the first time I watched a movie, he confessed to me, but I refused, I didn't tell you the real reason, because my family will drag you down, you are a good person, I am not worthy of you. ”

"Tuesday, February 8, 2005, cloudy.

It's the New Year, every family has pasted festive couplets, and every family is reunited, but I seem to go back to school, and this year is not good at all, and he beat me again, just because I didn't go to the mountains to carry firewood back. But Lin Dong finally called me in the evening, I am still very happy to hear your voice, I wish you a happy new year!"

"Wednesday, June 1, 2005, fine.

This day, I will remember it for the rest of my life, your birthday is also the first day I promised to associate with you, Lin Dong, please advise me for the rest of my life. ”

"Wednesday, March 21, 2007, cloudy.

I'm about to graduate, time flies so fast, we've been together for two years, you said you would stay in Kyoto after graduation, I'll accompany you, I'll accompany you wherever you are. Thank you very much to God for letting me meet you in the vast sea of people, the first half of my life was very unfortunate, but I believe that the second half of my life will be very happy, Lin Dong, are you right?"

"Monday, May 12, 2008, cloudy.

What kind of day is this? In the afternoon, there was a huge earthquake, and in the evening the doctor told me, "I don't have much time, and it's a pity that I can't accompany you to the end, but I'm worried! I'm worried that you'll be sad, what should I do?"

"Thursday, September 18, 2008, cloudy.

I feel like I can't breathe, my hair is falling out, I hate the hospital, I hate being needled every day, I want to go out for a walk, I want to see you again, even if it's just a ......."

“......”

I cursoryly looked through the journal she had left behind, almost all of which were related to me, and I couldn't hold back my tears after just a few pages.

In particular, the last few entries in her diary made me feel like I couldn't breathe, like my chest was blocked by a huge rock.

I didn't read any further, closed the journal, took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and the hot tears still slipped silently.

I can't imagine how miserable and uncomfortable she was in the last days of her life, when I should have been by her side, but...... Creation makes people!

There were some trivial things underneath the diary, and there was a small notebook in which she recorded all the places she wanted to go and what she wanted to do.

And her graduation certificate, some award-winning certificates, a broken flip phone, a fountain pen.

That's probably all she left behind, and my heart was heavy, and I didn't know what to say or what to make of it.

But no matter what, I have to take all of her back, including what she wants to do and where she wants to go, and I will help her complete it one by one.

I finally covered the box and said to her mother, "Can I take this box with me?"

"This ......," she hesitated, before she said for a moment, "you must give me some good!"

I knew she wanted money, and I didn't want to continue arguing with her, so I just asked, "How much do you want?"

In her hesitation, I added, "You'd better not open your mouth, I don't want these things." ”

I said this on purpose, because Han Lu said that dealing with people like her would be more shameless than her.

After hearing me say this, she smiled and said, "Then you can just give me a thousand yuan, a thousand yuan is not much, right?"

I didn't bother to talk nonsense with her, so I took out my wallet and counted out five hundred yuan and handed it to her: "Just five hundred, do you want to love it." ”

She didn't answer, and said in a weird manner: "Is your five hundred yuan a little less!"

"Then you don't want five hundred. With that, I was ready to take the money back.

She hurriedly went over and said, "I want it, I want it...... Five hundred is five hundred. ”

After taking the money, she carefully examined it one by one, as if she was afraid that I would give her fake money. Looking at her money-obsessed appearance, I sighed again in my heart, I really felt sad for Chen Yi for more than 20 years!

If she hadn't been born in this kind of family, she would definitely not have been so inferior, she had known that she was sick, but she understood that the family would not give her money to treat her illness.

But if she was born in a more reliable family, she would not have died, and her disease was not a terminal illness.

But now I can't do anything, and it's impossible for me to blame her parents, and blame myself for not knowing all about it earlier!