Chen Xiaoyou didn't understand what was going on in the middle at all, she had always had negative points in her reasoning and analysis skills.

But this time, the vague details in her memory were recalled and confirmed by her one by one, and she was surprised to find that the time when her and Yuan Xiaolu's memories were connected was separated by four months, and when they began to share their first memories, Yuan Xiaolu was in late summer, and Chen Xiaoyou was in late spring.

What they had always thought was one night had passed, but in fact it had been four months and one night.

They spent more than five months of time together, until Wang's underground affair was discovered by his wife, who cut off Wang's funds with an iron fist, and cut off the connection between Wang and Yuan Xiaolu; until Yuan Xiaolu moved and stayed at home for three months, and then started working, and finally found that the life in his womb had been four months pregnant.

The contact came to an abrupt end, just the day before Yuan Xiaolu decided to go to surgery, and the day when Chen Xiaoyou decided to really walk in front of Yuan Xiaolu.

Chen Xiaoyou suddenly remembered that she went to Yuan Xiaolu's rented house to look for her, but she didn't find Yuan Xiaolu, but she saw a strange man and drove her away roughly. Chen Xiaoyou remembered, then, it was because Yuan Xiaolu hadn't moved over yet, she remembered that after Yuan Xiaolu moved over, a small shoe rack was placed at the door, and she didn't see it the day she went.

And Yuan Xiaolu has not yet joined that company, she should still be entangled with Lao Wang at that time, living a life of rice worms who are drunk with wine, wine, and gold.

So that's the scariest thing. Could it be that when she always thought that Yuan Xiaolu had lost contact and was nowhere to be found, Yuan Xiaolu was actually sharing her feelings and experiences with her a few months ago?

In other words, if I had met Yuan Xiaolu's classmate a week earlier, I might have had time to stop her from going to the small clinic and accompany her to the People's Hospital, would the tragedy not happen?

Chen Xiaoyou couldn't accept this fact for a while, and it was hard to accept the fact that she had always had the opportunity to save Yuan Xiaolu.

If she had taken the initiative to find Yuan Xiaolu earlier, maybe she could have done a safer treatment in the early stages of pregnancy, and maybe, maybe she could be reminded to pay attention to safety and not to win the lottery?

All ifs, in the end, I can only helplessly find that there are not so many ifs, since there are not so many ifs, why let her and Yuan Xiaolu know each other for a few months to connect? What kind of bullshit superpower is this?

The policeman's little brother sent a message to Chen Xiaoyou, saying that they had not found Yuan Xiaolu's family, and that she was a child who had grown up in a welfare home, and asked Chen Xiaoyou if he wanted to handle the aftermath for her.

Chen Xiaoyou is duty-bound, there is no excuse to shirk, Yuan Xiaolu seems to be on a different path.

She signed and paid, and then watched Yuan Xiaolu's body being sent to the incinerator, Chen Xiaoyou's heart seemed to be broken in half, leaving a huge hole that could not be healed.

From now on, no matter how hard she tries, who will cheer her on and cheer her up; if she has other crooked thoughts, who will hold her and pour a basin of cold water on her head to wake her up; if she has results, who can sincerely bless her and share her joy?

Who is this joking with himself and Yuan Xiaolu, who is so unscrupulously playing with their memories and emotions!

gave away Yuan Xiaolu, and Chen Xiaoyou unconsciously developed the habit of going to the seaside square to sit after class on the weekend. There is a row of benches on the side of the square, facing the sea, you can watch the waves crashing on the shore, watch the clouds roll up, watch the lighthouse in the distance light up, and see the lights of thousands of homes.

On the hill diagonally opposite the square, there is a villa community, a very famous Guanlin family. I heard that many rich people in Linhai, especially those with heads and faces, live there, she heard Sister Xiao He say that after Director Cheng got married, she also lived there.

After the evening, the tourists in the square dispersed, the local aunts occupied the square, one by one, seven or eight teams, dancing, very lively, the lights were on, the musical fountain began to dance wildly, accompanied by brilliant neon lights, noisy and noisy.

Chen Xiaoyou guessed that Yuan Xiaolu likes it here, does it actually like the fireworks here, whether it is the bustling tourists or the fancy aunts, they are all working hard to live, living enthusiastically, she must also want such vitality, although she doesn't have it, but when she gets closer, she feels that she is still alive.

But she has no way to find Yuan Xiaolu to confirm it, and she can't quarrel and scold her for being a stupid and stupid junior.

Chen Xiaoyou looked at the water column of the golden snake dancing wildly, thinking of Yuan Xiaolu with a pale face, she couldn't help but burst into tears, she suddenly remembered what the doctor said, I thought you were sisters, it seems that they do look a little similar.

There was a cat that came out of nowhere, jumped on the bench, sat beside her seriously, and said that it was serious, Chen Xiaoyou had really never seen it, and there was any cat like it that was expressionless and fierce.

But it is very beautiful, Chen Xiaoyou has seen photos of this cat on the Internet, it is said that it is very valuable, so high that Chen Xiaoyou can't afford to buy it without eating or drinking for several months, but it does not prevent her from raising it.

Such an expensive cat, it is so alone in the bustling square to come and go freely, and is not afraid of being caught, Chen Xiaoyou thought to herself, she couldn't help but reach out and gently scratch the cat's chin, the fairy-like cat made a purring sound, very healing, but the expensive cat is no different from the little Sanhua in her parents' house, the purring sound is no different.

Chen Xiaoyou couldn't help but pick it up, gently stroking its back in his arms, the low purr made by the fairy cat was very relaxing, and Chen Xiaoyou rarely removed the shackles of his soul that he had put on himself.

The fairy cat let her ravage for a while with an unhappy face, but unfortunately Chen Xiaoyou couldn't see its expression. When she relaxed, it turned its head and looked at Chen Xiaoyou, with a clear expression in its eyes: "It's cool now?"

Chen Xiaoyou didn't know how to respond, she was actually despised by a cat.

The fairy cat jumped down from her lap, walked to the other side of the sea, took two steps, looked back at her, Chen Xiaoyou suddenly understood what the cat meant without knowing why, she naturally stood up and followed.

The cat passed through the dancing aunts, but it didn't seem to attract the attention of others, Chen Xiaoyou wanted to keep up with it It was still a little difficult, and she needed to bypass the aunts without interrupting the dancing posture of others, causing complaints, she seemed to have gone through a lot of hardships to intersperse from this end of the square to that end, and the cat didn't know to bypass from the side?

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