Chapter 22: The Sudden Truth
Chen Yiming was firm in his decision, he must leave Linhai, only by leaving Linhai can he keep the home he worked so hard to find back.
After Qiu Xiaoworm returned home, she also felt that Chen Yiming's decision might be right, and returning to her parents might be the most suitable place, but the price Chen Yiming had to pay really made her very reluctant, from a secular point of view.
Xiao Tangyuaner likes his grandparents and grandparents, they accompany him to play games, read picture books, tell stories, in short, they are fine, Tang Yuaner said.
Zou Anan wanted to find Qiu Xiaoworm, but she found that she had already blocked and deleted her WeChat and couldn't find it back, and the mobile phone was also shut down in arrears.
In addition to picking up children from kindergarten, she really doesn't know anything about Qiu Xiaoworm's life now, she asked the kindergarten teacher about the address of Tang Yuan'er's house, and went a few times, but she didn't see it.
Chen Yiming's monitoring software pushed a few people to visit, saw the photos taken by the monitoring, he was very angry, and saved luck, fortunately they went fast, and when the summer vacation was over, simply left them in Dongzhou, and went back to deal with the company's affairs, although I couldn't see it for a short time, but it was always better than nothing.
It's just that Chen Yiming didn't expect that Zou Anan and Qiu Xiaoworm were not only college classmates and roommates, but also people born in the same city. This is what Xiaoxiao said, you can't force it, you have your own master in the dark.
Zou Anan also didn't know why she wanted to find Qiu Xiaoworm again, whether it was because Vincent beat her again, she wanted to complain to Qiu Xiaoworm, or she noticed that Qiu Xiaoworm's memory had some problems and wanted to clarify, or Qiu Xiaoworm is living so happily now, she wants to expose the truth.
She didn't dare to feel the deepest thoughts in her heart, and she was dissatisfied with facing herself like that.
But as soon as everything begins, whether you want to stop or not, you will be pushed forward by the development of things.
Although Qiu Xiaoworm didn't think about it and ignored it, the woman's face in the broken glass flying in the sky became clearer and clearer in her sleep.
Xiao Tangyuan is a Leo, and at the end of July, the whole family celebrates Xiao Tangyuan'er's birthday.
Grandpa made a table of good dishes, grandma cooked delicious noodles, Qiu Xiaoworm ordered him a Spider-Man cake, and Chen Yiming rushed back from Linhai and brought a box of Transformers combinations.
Qiu Xiaoworm found that there was no seafood on the table of dishes made by his father, and he couldn't help but think of the seafood banquet Chen Yiming made for her, and in his memory, he took Xiao Tangyuan to the beach in the south to play and eat seafood.
Her mobile phone had been completely broken in the accident, and the photos could not be recovered, which made her particularly regretful, so she asked Chen Yiming to bring the photos when she came back, she wanted to show her grandparents the photos of Xiao Tangyuan'er when she was a child.
brought it to the table, as the one in charge, 80% of her lens is a photo of Xiao Tangyuaner, from him croaking to the ground, to he can turn over and climb, to he took the first step in life, all of them are him, and the remaining 20% are all photos of Chen Yiming playing with his children.
Qiu Xiaoworm said dissatisfiedly: "Why don't you have me." ”
Chen Yiming also smiled and said, "Because you took it." ”
My grandparents were smiling from ear to ear, they hadn't seen many photos, and they had seen them over and over again, as if they had re-participated in the past few years of Xiao Tangyuan'er.
Qiu Xiaoworm was relieved to see his parents so happy.
Before Chen Yiming came, he went to see the seaside square again, he saw Zou An'an, far away, Zou An'an was looking around in the seaside square, circle by circle, Chen Yiming didn't know why, he knew very well what Zou Anan was looking for.
But he didn't know why, it was clear that the ragdoll cat was under the lamppost in the square, but Zou Anan couldn't see it, she walked around the square several times, passing by the cat's side several times, but she couldn't see it.
Chen Yiming saw the cat looking in his direction and smiled at himself, his heart sank, and he shook his head, he didn't want Zou Anan to see him.
Chen Yiming also didn't understand Zou An'an's persistence, obviously her own life was a mess, but why didn't she solve her own problems first?
And how did Zou An'an know what the seaside square was?
When Zou An'an left, he followed the cat to the store, and asked about Zou An'an's matter, Yan Ruyu had no sympathy on her face, but said a little angrily: "This is her own choice, no matter what the consequences are, she can only bear it herself, and she is not without a way out, she is unwilling to come out, that is her business." ”
Chen Yiming knew that Zou Anan and Yan Ruyu had other fates.
Xiaoxiao listened to Chen Yiming's worries, thought for a while and said, "There is no other way to do this, you might as well think about how to redeem it from other aspects and angles." ”
Chen Yiming's eyes were red: "Is there no other way?"
Shino shook her head.
Yan Ruyu sent him out, a little girl in her teens, followed behind Abu angrily, and she didn't know who offended her. Walking to the door, Yan Ruyu said: "Actually, his heart is still very soft, although he looks cold." ”
Chen Yiming wanted to say something, but he still shook his head: "I know that he has helped me too much, and I can't ask too much, this matter is still up to me to deal with." ”
When Chen Yiming was here in Xiaoxiao, Qiu Xiaoworm found a photo at home, which was sandwiched between one of her favorite novels on her desk.
In the photo, Zou Anan and her, smiling brightly on the seaside of the seaside square in the waterfront, the old-fashioned photo, with the date on it, she glanced at it, and was stunned.
It was the month when Xiao Tangyuan'er was born, how could she be young and beautiful to play with Zou An'an on the beach when she was in labor? Her body shape, no matter what, it is impossible to stuff Xiao Tangyuan into it, she clearly remembers that before Xiao Tangyuan'er was born, her hands and feet were swollen, and she couldn't even wear shoes at all.
No matter how Chen Yiming guarded against it, no matter how Zou Anan wanted to uncover the truth, Qiu Xiaoworm discovered the conflict in his memory in a way that no one expected.
After all, no one can be a girl and have a child at the same time.
If it is he who is full of youth with Zou An'an, then who is the one who has children with Chen Yiming? What are the memories in my mind, those good memories, those pain of childbirth, the pain of breastfeeding, and the difficulty of parenting?
Qiu Xiaoworm's head hurts, these mixed memories disturbed her brain, but fortunately, Xiao Tangyuaner went to the amusement park downstairs with her grandparents, and she was the only one in the house, and no one found her abnormality.
Qiu Xiaoworm was upset and restless, she called her mother, saying that she was going back to Linhai City, and asked them to take Xiao Tangyuan'er for two days, and then left.
Chen Yiming received a call from his grandmother for the first time, and after being silent for half a minute, he said: "Don't worry, I will handle it, and thank you and my father for your understanding and support." ”
Grandma also comforted him: "It should be that we thank you, don't force it too much, she is a good child, you can say it well, she can understand." Chen Yiming hung up the phone and was speechless for a long time.
Qiu Xiaoworm went to her home in Linhai City and rummaged around, looking for marriage certificates, wedding photos, and any memories of her and Chen Yiming. She remembered that they followed the trend to the beach and took a set of very vulgar photo studio-style wedding dresses, the effect was very urban-rural combined, and they had a long fight with the photo studio, and then the boss gave them a set of ancient style photos, and that's it.
But there are no marriage certificates, wedding photos, not even any group photos, and no images that can be preserved at home.
Qiu Xiaoworm didn't want to call Chen Yiming, since he didn't let him see him, naturally there was a reason for him, Qiu Xiaoworm thought about it, went out, and went to the photo studio where they took pictures.
There were many samples at the door, as if as revenge, that very vulgar seaside style was placed at the door as a sample, Qiu Xiaoworm stood at the door for a long time, she couldn't face it, but she had to face it.
You don't even have to enter the door, so it's so sudden that you understand.
It turned out to be like this, Chen Yiming, who was a little young, was next to another woman, this photo, Qiu Xiaoworm remembered, she and Chen Yiming went to take it, but in the photo, it was another person, the person in the broken glass in the sky, the person who became clearer and clearer in her countless nightmares.
Except not herself.
There are so many memories, beautiful and painful, but not her own.
She also remembered the quarrel with Zou An'an, after the quarrel, she got on a bus, and after the rumbling collapse, she no longer had any memory.
So what is she? Resurrection of a corpse?
Why did Chen Yiming take care of himself for so long?
She couldn't figure it out, she went out, took a bus, aimlessly, and when she came back to her senses, she had already arrived at the seaside square.
A ragdoll cat squatted under the lamppost in the square, looking at her quietly, what the situation, she actually saw sympathy and pity in the eyes of a cat.
She doesn't move, the cat doesn't move.
She was about to walk away when the cat walked up to her.
Qiu Xiaoworm doesn't like small animals, especially cats and dogs, shedding, difficult to clean up, as a job has exhausted the heart, when resting, I want to be paralyzed, I really don't want to serve small animals anymore.
So when she saw the cat coming, her first reaction was to run away, but the beauty of the cat made her stop, as long as she didn't touch, it should be okay.
The cat came over and meowed, Qiu Xiaoworm thought to herself, it was to say "follow me" again, I don't know why, she just knew.
As if her feet didn't obey the call, she followed the cat, walked through the winding alleys, and left the red dust behind, leaving behind the fireworks and the prosperity of the world, including all the troubles and pains.