Chapter Twenty-Eight: May Be Useful

On this day, both mother and daughter made great efforts, and also showed each other their sincerity, and the hug before going to bed at night proved this, but tacitly, neither of them said anything, but they understood everything.

Xiaoxiao said that at most, it will be a week at most, and Gao Yanyan thinks that it may be shorter, at least from her point of view, but I don't know what Yu Xiaotong thinks.

On Tuesday, it was Gao Yanyan's project meeting, and the responsible persons of all functions were full of hands, how to make their project the highest priority project in their hands, it was her responsibility, over the years, everyone said that she had a lot of Buddhism, a project manager, being evaluated as a Buddha, is not a good phenomenon.

Where is the Buddha system, but she was forced to make a choice, Gao Yanyan shook her head helplessly.

Yu Xiaotong is also very anxious today, she has a unit test today, and now she doesn't advocate exams, the unit test has become a small check, the same paper, the same score, and it is no different, she is hovering on the edge of 90 points every time, and if she is careful, she will do better in the test, so she will fall into deep self-doubt before each small check.

Gao Yanyan's heart was also pounding and uneasy, for no reason, she took a deep breath, trying to adjust this nervous emotion, after a few deep breaths, she finally calmed down a lot, and hoped that the children's exams at school would be good.

In the afternoon, I hurriedly picked up Yu Xiaotong, she was kept in school without accident, Gao Yanyan waited at the school gate, feeling sad and nervous, and a little scared.

She couldn't even do the work at hand, she was very worried about Yu Xiaotong's state, she looked at the school in the night, the coastal city in the east, the night near the sea came very early, in winter, it was already night at five o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Xiaotong's lonely figure walked out of the school, and the street lamp stretched her shadow long.

Yu Xiaotong has just experienced a separate stay in school, and the teacher criticized her for not being careful enough in her homework, not bringing anything she should bring, always making mistakes in the same place for two days in a row, and so on.

Although she has no problem with politeness, she is well-behaved, and respectfully listens to the teacher's teachings, but she still can't accept such a thing with strong self-esteem, and the bad child stays in school, she holds back her tears and walks out of the teacher's office.

When she walked outside, as soon as she looked up and saw Gao Yanyan's figure under the street lamp, she suddenly felt worried and anxious in her heart, and she suddenly found that Gao Yanyan's figure was also very lonely, and her heart was suddenly not good.

However, Yu Xiaotong was still a little worried about being blamed by her mother, she walked to the school gate tremblingly, and the turnstile switch for face recognition was turned on, and the last student was released.

She didn't dare to approach Gao Yanyan, lowered her head, and stood at the school gate.

Gao Yanyan walked over and hugged her, and in an instant they silently exchanged a lot of information, Yu Xiaotong followed Gao Yanyan into the car, sat in the safety seat, and fell asleep after a while.

Gao Yanyan held back the blame for her, because of the deal with Xiaoxiao, because of those emotions, because of that hug, she looked in the rearview mirror, and there was anxiety between Xiaotong's eyebrows that did not belong to her age, Gao Yanyan sighed, started the car, and went home.

Yu Bowen called and asked how the mother and daughter were doing, Gao Yanyan shook her head, it was impossible for her to have no complaints about this husband and father who were always absent, Yu Bowen was also self-aware and didn't dare to challenge Gao Yanyan.

"The child is too stressed, and if she can relax, try to relax her, and it is not easy for her. Yu Bowen said cautiously, for fear of angering Gao Yanyan.

Who knew that Gao Yanyan was not angry this time, she said calmly: "I know, you come back early." Then she hung up.

Yu Bowen was at a loss on the other end of the phone, he was not demanding, as long as Gao Yanyan was calm when communicating with him, he was already thankful.

He knew in his heart how much Gao Yanyan had contributed to this family, but she was too strong, and Yu Bowen was reluctant to anger him, otherwise the father and daughter would not have a good life.

It's not that he hasn't thought about changing to a job where he can go home every day, but his job is special, and he can only chase the project all over the world and sit in the office, which he doesn't like and is not suitable, and more importantly, doing projects earns much more than in the office, and the pressure of reality also makes the couple compromise.

In the evening, Gao Yanyan didn't mention the matter of staying in school, their exchange was completed in that hug, she gently woke up Yu Xiaotong, and when she returned home, she washed her hands and wiped her face with warm water, Yu Xiaotong was obviously still in the mood of being retained in school, and she was unwilling to speak, Gao Yanyan did not blame her.

Yu Xiaotong finished dinner sullenly and went back to her room to do her homework, Gao Yanyan was very worried about her, but Yu Xiaotong obviously didn't want to talk about this.

So Gao Yanyan left this question until she went to bed, Yu Xiaotong hid herself in the quilt, Gao Yanyan hugged her through the quilt, and under Xiaoxiao's transaction, they didn't need words to understand what the other party wanted to say.

Yu Xiaotong's mood improved overnight, and she began to carefully check the things she had to bring to school, books, homework and stationery, and got up early, so as not to be in a hurry and take less things when she went out.

Gao Yanyan was happy in her heart, and the corners of Yu Xiaotong's mouth were also crooked with a smile.

This is the happiest morning in the past few years, the mother and daughter look at each other and smile, and go out for the car early.

Because she went out early, she didn't encounter too many traffic jams, so Yu Xiaotong took the initiative to kiss Gao Yanyan and said, "Mom, goodbye." ”

Gao Yanyan watched Yu Xiaotong cross the street with the guard volunteers from the rearview mirror, in the middle of that group of young classmates, she was bright and cute, always the bright one in the crowd, Gao Yanyan smiled and drove away.

On this day, Yu Xiaotong didn't forget anything, and his homework was careful, although he was still not as meticulous as others, but he made great progress, which was rare, and he was praised by the teacher.

Gao Yanyan was busy calculating the best time with the person in charge of each function one by one, to see if she could meet the schedule set by the boss with a pat on the head, suddenly, a burst of pleasure hit her heart, she wiped the corners of her mouth with a tissue, and hid her smile in the tissue, but the softness that could not be hidden between her eyebrows and eyes made the other party who was chased by her little whip about to go berserk see this scene, and her heart eased a little.

It went smoothly, Gao Yanyan was naturally very happy in her heart, and Yu Xiaotong, who was in class, also smiled.

Heavy Wednesday, but it is the most comfortable day Gao Yanyan has had in several years, Xiaoxiao asked them to go back on the weekend, it seems that there is no need for the weekend, in the afternoon Gao Yanyan picked up Yu Xiaotong, finished her homework, had dinner, Gao Yanyan took Yu Xiaotong to the seaside square.

Abu seemed to be waiting for them there, and Gao Yanyan took Yu Xiaotong and followed Abu. She tried to write down the route, but there was nothing she could do, and every corner looked the same, and when she gave up, she saw the linen curtain with a big word written on it.

Abu got in, and Gao Yanyan also led Yu Xiaotong to open the curtain and walk in.

Yan Ruyu saw them and said with a smile: "It seems that this deal is doing well." Gao Yanyan smiled and nodded: "Is Xiaoxiao there?" Yan Ruyu pointed to the inside, and Gao Yanyan walked straight in with Yu Xiaotong.

The color of the nebula in the middle was a little different, and it seemed to be brighter, but the indifferent man in the starlight was still just as handsome and cold.

"You're here early. He said coldly.

Gao Yanyan didn't mind his indifferent expression, she knew that Xiaoxiao just looked cold on the outside, and she thought she had understood Xiaoxiao.

"Thank you, we've had a good time. Gao Yanyan said gratefully.

Yu Xiaotong also said happily: "Thank you." ”

Xiaoxiao shook her head: "It's just a deal, you don't need to thank me." ”

Gao Yanyan shook her head: "If it weren't for your help, we could only continue to quarrel." Yu Xiaotong also nodded, her eyes were shining, looking at Xiaoxiao and refusing to blink, how beautiful it was, if only she could take a group photo.

Xiaoxiao said, "If you are satisfied with the effect, I will collect my payment." ”

Gao Yanyan nodded, but she didn't know if Yu Xiaotong would be able to maintain this state after the transaction ended, Xiaoxiao seemed to know what she was thinking, and asked coldly: "If you still need it, it's okay for us to end the transaction a few days later." ”

Yu Xiaotong nodded and shook his head again. She wants to see Xiaoxiao again, but she doesn't want to experience her mother's emotions anymore. Xiaoxiao's transaction with them is that during this period of time, Gao Yanyan and Yu Xiaotong's emotions are shared, regardless of joy, anger, sorrow, sadness and fear.

Yu Xiaotong thought that her mother was fierce, always urging and reproaching, but when she experienced Gao Yanyan's helplessness, pressure, anxiety and even frustration, she knew that her mother was not only her mother, but also a living person.

This sentence is difficult to understand, of course the mother is a living person, but for the child, she is the mother, not anyone else, the child is used to taking, used to dependence, and even used to harshness.

Yu Xiaotong realized after a few days that her mother is first and foremost herself, and she can be her mother, and she has experienced all the blame and anxiety that Gao Yanyan has experienced.

Gao Yanyan also knew that Yu Xiaotong was not easy, the little child had a big burden on her shoulders, almost overwhelming her, her own expectations, although Yu Bowen didn't care about the process, but the result would always be caring, Yu Xiaotong was afraid that her parents would be disappointed, afraid that they would no longer love her.

In the heart of the little girl, it is a big thing for her parents to be disappointed and no longer love her.

learned to understand her mother's difficulties, Yu Xiaotong realized that learning is not for her mother, not an empty word, although she doesn't know what the result is, but she is willing to work hard, maybe, it will be useful?