Chapter 92: Confession

Smack!

After Aunt Wang finished speaking, the atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly became quiet, and then there was a snapping sound, and Chen Xu's hand holding the chopsticks was released, and the two chopsticks fell down, colliding with the plate, making a crisp sound.

This sound woke up Chen Xu and Zhang Na, Chen Xu subconsciously looked at Zhang Na, and it happened that Zhang Na also looked at Chen Xu at this moment, and the eyes of the two instantly touched, and then immediately separated.

Although the eye contact between the two was short, Chen Xu read something from Zhang Na's eyes looking at him, and he didn't know when, Zhang Na looked at him with a little more affection.

It's just that Chen Xu, who has never had emotional experience, subconsciously chose to retreat in the face of this kind of affection, so he blurted out: "Aunt Wang, this thing is too sudden, and I have never thought about this matter, Aunt Wang, you must be joking, hehe, you must be joking"

After speaking, Chen Xu himself couldn't go on, his tone was weak, his mouth was dry, a little uncomfortable, a little embarrassed, and uncomfortable.

"Xiao Xu, I'm not joking, I'm serious" Aunt Wang glanced at Zhang Na with pity, and felt distressed for a while.

She also knows that Zhang Na has endured much ridicule and ridicule since she was a child because of that face, and it is precisely because of this that she is a parent who is so actively worried about her daughter's feelings.

Now, I finally met a Chen Xu who was not disgusted with Zhang Na's facial scars, and Chen Xu's morality was not bad, so of course Aunt Wang had to hold on to Chen Xu's card.

"Huh?" Chen Xu was really stunned this time, and subconsciously waved his hand: "No, this really doesn't work, Aunt Wang, I really can't"

Chen Xu's words made Aunt Wang's expression a little depressed, and Zhang Na, who was originally blushing because of shyness, didn't know when, she was already in tears.

The original joy has turned into sadness now, Chen Xu's words are like a knife, stabbed into her sensitive and fragile heart.

At this moment, Zhang Na seems to have returned to her childhood, being looked at with disgust by many children, mocking wantonly, and staying away without scruples, and the whole sky seems to have darkened all of a sudden.

The sun outside is scorching the earth, but it can't warm Zhang Na's somewhat cold heart at all, and now she only feels that she is overwhelmed and devoured by strands of despair, and it becomes difficult to breathe, and she feels depressed to death, and her body can't help but tremble slightly.

"Xiao Xu, you...."Aunt Wang, who has been paying attention to Zhang Na, looked at Zhang Na's situation, and suddenly regretted a little in her heart, regretting that she shouldn't have said something to Chen Xu in front of Zhang Na, in the end, it would only hurt her daughter.

"Mom, don't say it" At this moment, Zhang Na suddenly stopped her mother's words, stood up directly, and looked at Chen Xu with tears in her eyes: "Mom, I'm still young now, it's useless to think so much, and the most important thing is that I have this face, how can I see people?"

Zhang Na's words were full of endless misery and vicissitudes, and countless helplessness and grievances were exhausted, so that Chen Xu listened to it, and his heart shook a few times.

After finishing speaking, Zhang Na didn't sit down, just looked at Chen Xu like that, the tears in her eyes splashed on the dining table drop by drop, and the tears splashed on Chen Xu's lips.

Gently rolled up, feeling the bitterness in the tears, Chen Xu's heart was suddenly overwhelmed by this bitterness, and he seemed to feel Zhang Na's heart in an instant.

Without any hesitation, without thinking too much, he said directly: "I didn't say that I couldn't fall in love with Zhang Na, it's just that I wasn't ready, the news came too suddenly, I was a little difficult to accept for a while, and I had never been in love, and I didn't know how to express myself."

The more he talked, the more chaotic he became, the more he had to justify, Chen Xu seemed to be stuck in a dead loop, and he could never find the node, but he tried hard to get the pale but simple words to explain his heart.

Even in the back, his hands waved more, just because of this, Chen Xu felt that he might explain more clearly.

Thump!

Chen Xu, who was too nervous and excited, danced with his hands when he spoke, but he didn't want to, so he directly pushed the chair back, and the whole person sat on the ground.

But, despite this, he still tried hard to explain: "Zhang Na, I don't want me... I didn't... I don't like what you mean, just... Does it feel like this kind of thing still depends on fate, I think... You... You're a nice girl, but... I'm really... I really didn't think about it. ”

Seeing Chen Xu's embarrassed appearance, looking at Chen Xu's anxious face, looking at his face that became a little flushed because he wanted to explain his mind clearly, Zhang Na who was crying seemed to see something interesting.

Poof!

Burst into laughter, bright smile, accompanied by crystal teardrops, the scene is so poignant, and moving, the blush on the face without a little fat powder is even more delicate, adding a bit of seductive style.

"Zhang Na, you look so good when you smile" Chen Xu, who was still chattering and trying to explain himself, suddenly muttered from the bottom of his heart when he saw Zhang Na's smile.

This is not a compliment, nor is it a hypocritical compliment, and this scene of pear blossoms with rain has not been reduced by half a point because of the scar on the right half of Zhang Na's face, but this smile is in Chen Xu's opinion, behind the splendor, there is a little more loyalty and unyielding.

"Idiot, don't you get up yet, isn't it cool to sit on the ground?" Zhang Na listened to Chen Xu's heartfelt words, couldn't help but glance at him, and said with disgust.

"Oh, oh" Chen Xu stood up like a silly boy while patting the dust on his pants, but his eyes still fell on Zhang Na.

"What are you seeing, hurry up and eat" Zhang Na stomped her feet shyly, wiped the tears from her face, and sat down.

"Yes, yes, eat" Chen Xu hurriedly sat down and quickly pulled up the food in front of him.

Although Zhang Na also lowered her head, her mood was tumbling non-stop, and the previous experience was like a roller coaster, rising to the highest point for a while, and falling to the bottom for a while, up and down, back and forth.

Fortunately, the final ending, although not so satisfactory, is not too disappointing, at least she can see Chen Xu come out, Chen Xu did not really reject him, maybe it was really too sudden.

Aunt Wang on the side, looking at the changes between Chen Xu and Zhang Na, was relieved, with a hint of relief on her face, looking at her daughter's happiness from the bottom of her heart, Aunt Wang's eyes, who had not seen this scene for a long time, suddenly became a little more moist.

Taking a deep breath and controlling her emotions, Aunt Wang also lowered her head and ate her meal.

After a while, the three of them ended this tumultuous lunch, Zhang Na originally wanted to help her mother clean up the dishes, but she didn't want Aunt Wang to wink at her: "Nana, you and Xiaoxu will go for a walk outside, the weather is good today, you young people don't stay at home all the time."

"Huh?" Zhang Na was stunned for a moment, but did not react for a while.

"Go, go" Aunt Wang said and pushed her daughter towards the door, while saying to Chen Xu: "Xiao Xu, when you go out, take care of Nana more"

The afternoon sun, sprinkled all over the earth, gives people a faint sense of warmth and comfort, and there are not many people on the street, giving people a sense of tranquility.

Chen Xu and Zhang Na walked on the quiet side of the street, neither of them spoke. Originally, at the beginning, this tacit quietness still made people feel very tacit, but as they gradually moved away, this quietness made the two become a little embarrassed.

The main reason is that Chen Xu didn't know what to say, and he was afraid that he would say the wrong thing and accidentally stimulate Zhang Na's sensitive heart.

In the end, it was Zhang Na who spoke: "Xiao Xu, you...."

Seeing Zhang Na standing there, looking like she wanted to speak and stopped, Chen Xu also stopped and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"Xiao Xu, tell me, do you have a good impression of me?" Zhang Na took a deep breath and mustered up her courage before she raised her head, looked at Chen Xu, and asked this sentence.

Chen Xu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Zhang Na to ask such a sentence, but he could see that Zhang Na was almost exhausted when she asked this sentence, and all the courage and strength in her body, if it weren't for such an answer, maybe Zhang Na would have no strength to stand there at the moment.

It's just that Zhang Na's question is too straightforward, so straightforward that it is almost like a confession, Chen Xu didn't know how to answer this question for a while, and he didn't dare to face Zhang Na's stubborn eyes.

Chen Xu did not deny that he still admired Zhang Na very much, and even had some good feelings, but when he really faced this problem, he was depressed in his heart, as if he felt betrayed.

It's just that even Chen Xu doesn't know how his feeling of betrayal came about, but no matter what, Chen Xu has to answer this question after all.

Call!

Taking a deep breath, Chen Xu looked at Zhang Na: "Actually, it's very comfortable to be with you, and I do enjoy this feeling, do you know?

"Huh?" Zhang Na looked at Chen Xu in surprise, a little unsure of the meaning of Chen Xu's words.

Chen Xu smiled lightly, without explaining, but he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, when he saw Zhang Na for the first time, he saw loneliness and sensitivity from Zhang Na, just like him before, the same, looking at Zhang Na, Chen Xu inevitably thought of Xiu'er, the little girl who pestered him.

Therefore, Chen Xu has always cared about Zhang Na, because Zhang Na has the shadow of him and Xiu'er.

It's just that Chen Xu doesn't want to talk about these things.

Sighing and retracting his thoughts, Chen Xu looked at Zhang Na in front of him, and said meaningfully: "Zhang Na, the matter between us is really too hasty, so whether it is you or I should ponder more, of course, I don't deny it, I still have a good impression of you, but I hope that when you make a decision, it will be in the future, not now."

"Why?" said Zhang Na, a little puzzled.

"Hehe, when the time comes, you will know, let's go, go back" After Chen Xu finished speaking, he directly took Zhang Na's hand and walked towards Zhang Na's house along the road he came.

And the moment Zhang Na's hand was pulled up by Chen Xu, she didn't bother to think about why Chen Xu said that, and the whole person was filled with joy: "Xiao Xu, he took my hand, he actually held my hand"

Unconsciously, Zhang Na held Chen Xu's hand, which was also tight.

Soon, the two came downstairs to Zhang Na's house, and Aunt Wang, who was standing upstairs, saw her daughter and Chen Xu holding hands from afar, and couldn't help laughing: "This girl is more powerful than I imagined, but it's really good, but I don't know if they kissed?"