Chapter 51: Sorry for Your Past (30) Always Hopeful, Always Disappointing, Days Are Not All Like This

If you are asked to watch a performance, do you deny that you can watch the whole show and think that it is wonderful, the plot is unforgettable, and the plot is moving?

If you were asked to listen to a new song that you had never heard before, would you be able to fully appreciate it, appreciate its melody, its connotation, and its deep meaning?

Every day, how many people are hoping and hoping for it, and how many people are disappointed and depressed?

And more than that, there is no hope, no depression, just a step-by-step life, as before. Bland, boring, and boring.

There is no impulse and passion, no worries and sorrows, just living a life without sorrow and joy, the days are dull and dull, as plain as clear water.

No one's life can be full of passion forever. The mainstream of life is just plain, just unusual. For Su Yang, this is also the case, without exception. Passion and drama are always temporary, only a small part of the long road of life.

As time passed, the gossip around him became almost unhearable.

He truly re-engaged in his old life. Going to school, getting out of school, playing...... The days are set in stone, it is said to be boring, dull, and boring, but who knows, when such days are really lost, will they be nostalgic?

If you can't wait, it won't help to cling to it for a thousand years. Many people and many things always know how to cherish after they are lost.

If you can grasp it, you can't grasp it, but you have to regret it after you lose it. There is no doubt that this is a great sorrow.

And after such a long time, Su Yang is still obsessed with the game, because he cherishes the friendship in the game. Even though the academic pressure was increasing, he did not completely give up on the idea of it.

And these days, Liu Yue will still look for him, eat with him, go shopping with him, take a walk with him, and treat him as his dearest brother. Although Liu Yue's frequency of looking for Su Yang has been decreasing recently due to work, she still cares and loves him as always, and has not changed in the slightest.

And one day, a piece of news made Su Yang very excited for a long time.

This news comes from his in-game friend Xi Tear, that is, the short-haired girl Su Yang once saw at the game's friend party - Jiang Wei.

When Su Yang first saw Jiang Wei, he thought she was the dream in the game, but it wasn't until later that he learned that Jiang Wei was just unable to come to the party because of the dream and suddenly couldn't come.

And after that party, Su Yang had Jiang Wei's contact information.

Jiang Wei told him that when she logged in to the game last night, she saw that the dream was online for the first time in a long time. And Meng Wuyuan also took the initiative to send a message to her, expressing his gratitude for going to the last party for him.

It has been a long time since that meeting, and Su Yang has not had any news of his dreams in these days. He kept wondering if something had happened to her and what difficulties she had encountered, otherwise, why did she suddenly disappear, she hadn't played the game for so long, and there was no news for so long?

It's just that Su Yang is not her, and she doesn't know what happened to her. All he could do was guesswork.

And now, through Jiang Wei's information, he was really excited to know that she was on the game again.

Then, he used his phone to log in to the game they were playing together for the first time. And when he entered the game interface, a pop-up window suddenly flashed out and appeared in front of his eyes. Exactly the chat message window in the game.

When Su Yang was not online, a friend in the game sent him a message.

And the friend in this game is none other than Su Yang's dream of missing it. The main content of the message is also a text that was originally sent by Fuyang.

Looking at her status in the game at this time, although she was not found to be online, Su Yang's excitement and joy did not decrease in the slightest.

He's looking forward to her coming online again.

It's just that he was a little disappointed that he had been online for a long time, but he hadn't seen her in the game.

He was slightly disappointed.

Could it be that her launch yesterday was just a flash in the pan?

Thinking of this, Su Yang's heart couldn't help but feel gloomy.

The more you eager, the more you expect, the more you lose. That's it.

There are always people who are looking forward and there are always people who are disappointed, hope and disappointment always go hand in hand, the so-called life, the so-called days are like this.

On this day, Su Yang, who was originally full of expectations, was full of loss as time slowly passed.

The dream has never been online.

Su Yang logged in to QQ, but only saw her gray avatar.

Su Yang's joy and excitement in the morning were gone in the evening.

The next day, he no longer had great expectations for the launch of his dream.

It's not that he doesn't want her to be online, he doesn't want her to return to the game, it's just that he doesn't have confidence, and he is not sure that she will definitely be online again in the short term.

It is also possible that she will disappear again without a trace, as she did before, and lose news.

However, in the early morning of this day, the morning sun had just emerged from the eastern skyline, and the morning glow was reflected in the sky, and Su Yang accidentally logged into the game and saw the "person" who had made him think about it for a long time.

He saw that her account was online.

Ripples rippled in his heart.

Then, very quickly, he sent a message to the past.

"It's in~"

And soon, Dream didn't have a chance to reply to him.

"Hmm. ”

Afterwards, Su Yang made it easy for her to chat.

He had a lot of questions buried in his heart, a lot of things to say, and a lot of things to ask her. But Su Yang didn't get straight to the point, and immediately asked, but through casual chatting, he slowly touched on those topics, those things he wanted to know.

He wanted to know her in real life, and wanted to know why she hadn't been online as much as she had been for so long, and there was not even any news.

Su Yang has a good impression of Dream Wuyuan, so he wants to know her more, whether it is her in the game, her in the virtual, or her in reality, the real her.

It's just that in the chat with the dream, Su Yang can get very little useful information, and she always gives him a mysterious and hazy feeling.

In the face of Su Yang's curiosity and questions about some things, she often shirked other words. Su Yang could sense that there was a knot in the heart of the dream. Moreover, it is still a very deep knot.

She was visibly reluctant to talk to people about her realities.

Because when Su Yang asked about the members of her family, she was silent for a long time, and then looked at him left and right, and bypassed the topic.

It's just that it is precisely because of this that Su Yang's curiosity about her is even heavier.

The more you can't get it, the more you want it.

It's as simple as that.

Su Yang couldn't let go of it even more, and he wanted to get to know her even more, and to understand the person Meng Wuyuan, the girl who made him quite fond of him.

And in the following days, Dream Luck often went online again.

In her own words, the things that kept her from going online were over, and she had time to play with everyone again.

And she is still the same her, humorous, innocent, gentle and kind, and the game is full of charm all the time.

It seems that she is not affected by what happened in reality. After so much time, she is still the same she in the past, and she is still the one who makes people worship under her pomegranate skirt.

Also influenced by her, many people who have gradually lost time playing games because of real things, and who are no longer as invested in games as they used to be, have also regained the mood they had when they first played games.

She has the magical power to make the flow of people gradually decrease, and the game that slowly goes downhill is rejuvenated and restored to the second spring.

And such a game atmosphere and game state, Su Yang has not felt it for a long time.

He couldn't help but follow the momentum.

There are always some people and some things, after the ultimate glory, they will gradually go to the trough and decay.

He wanted to get back to the feeling he had when he first started playing.

He wanted to regain his original innocence and happiness.