I haven't interacted with you for a while, forgive me.

On April 1, I wrote "Fortune and Treasure", which just started, and the news of this wave of crackdown came out, and the result was that the original outline could not be written at all, and it needed to be completely overturned and overhauled.

It was a slap in the face, and it made me confused.

So in the next two months, I wrote the beginnings of various topics, and I could have hundreds of thousands of words, just to find an entry point that did not violate the rules and could be written well.

As a result, these hundreds of thousands of words have become wasted manuscripts...... A lot of things are like that, and the more anxious you are to do it well, the worse you are to do it.

My whole physical and mental state has also become abnormally poor due to long-term anxiety and fatigue.

Every day, as soon as I woke up, I began to feel sleepy, listless, and the disc in my waist was protruding. Blood pressure spiked from normal to 150+

Especially for gray hair...... The reason why I have written several times that the main character has gray hair is entirely because I am like that.

Now I can be described as mottled with gray hair, which is really scary. The level of fatigue in the last six months is something I never expected.

My mother had to rush from her hometown to the provincial capital to help me cook, take care of me, and buy me deer antler velvet and other things to supplement.

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I really want to change to a school district house, and my current income can't support the high monthly payment.

So for this purpose, I am really willing to give without limits......

Although the pressure of life in the provincial capital is too great, I have thought about giving up countless times and returning to my hometown to live a stable life and be at ease.

But...... My heart doesn't allow it!

For the future...... Not allowed either!

So, fortunately, fortunately, there is always a reward for paying. Finally wrote another good opening and found the urge to keep writing......

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New books will be released this weekend, while old books will continue to be updated.

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I watched "When Happiness Knocks on the Door" a few days ago, I watched the film a long time ago, and when I watched it again, my feeling was completely different!

"If you have a dream, you have to defend it with all your might!"

I am willing to do my best to defend my dream!

I'm going to be a god! It's definitely not just talking.

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To put it simply, isn't it just a matter of working hard?

It didn't work out, it's just that I didn't work hard enough.

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Finally, thank you!