"When I was young, I appeared in my dreams, and when I dreamed, I went to sea, and the first time it was calm, and when I was older, I dreamed of all kinds of shipwrecks, storms and death. Yu Xiaotong still felt confused and scared when he talked about these dreams, he was too young at that time, and he always woke up from nightmares and shrank to the corner of the bed and hugged the quilt and shivered.

"The first time my grandfather took me to the shallow sea to learn water, I thought of those deaths, I fainted with fright, and made my grandfather so angry that he said that he would go out to sea to fish the next day, so he took me and threw me into the sea, and left to fend for myself. Yu Xiaotong talked about these past events, although his grandfather was inevitably a little angry, but he still scared Yu Xiaotong a lot, until he became an adult, he was still very afraid when he talked about it.

Fortunately, his mother desperately protected him that night, otherwise Yu Xiaotong would have been beaten half to death by his father, or thrown into the sea by his grandfather, and he would have been gone for a long time. It was a thrilling night. Since then, Yu Xiaotong has known that he is a superfluous existence at home, a person who should not be alive, a person who does not deserve the life of a fishing village.

It's just that a person who has been burdened with such mental pressure since he was a child can rarely grow up so warmly, Xie Xiaoyun looked at him and felt very distressed, she didn't have children, Yu Xiaotong was like her little brother in her mother's house, so she couldn't help but want to protect him, fight for him, and resist.

"I jumped over the sea, I really drowned, and then I was really scared of the water. Xie Xiaoyun said in a low voice, "What are you for?" she muttered to herself, not expecting Yu Xiaotong to have an answer, but she felt that she seemed to have some clue.

"Then I got used to it, and every night I dreamed of being at sea, either sailing or fishing, and none of my dreams were on land. Yu Xiaotong continued to recall.

"But recently, I've been hallucinating even during the day, and I'm walking like seasickness. Yu Xiaotong was extremely confused, he hadn't even been on the boat, how could he know that this was seasickness?!

He said that he couldn't tell when the change of things began, and in the process of telling Xie Xiaoyun about these things, he gradually sorted out his thoughts, and always felt that this matter had something to do with meeting the little fairy, it was only after seeing the little fairy that he began to distinguish between day and night, as if he was at sea.

These things that Yu Xiaotong said, Xie Xiaoyun seems to have met somewhere, and she always feels very familiar, but her memory of Xiaoxiao is becoming more and more blurred, and she can't remember it clearly, and she seems to have forgotten something important, so she can't remember it.

Xie Xiaoyun comforted Yu Xiaotong with kind words: "Could it be that he is just too tired, if he can put down the work in the field, he can rest for a few days and try it, maybe it will be relieved?"

She didn't dare to think about things in a bad place, in the past, there was also a person in her mother's city who always said that he was a big official of the previous dynasty, and he was said to be mentally deranged and sent to a mental hospital, she didn't dare to say that Yu Xiaotong was also the same problem.

Her father once said that the man was not lying, but his brain, telling him that the things he was telling were different from the truth, and the father was very confused and said to himself: "So what the eyes see is real, or what the brain perceives is real?"

Similarly, aren't these experiences at sea very real to Yu Xiaotong?

Xie Xiaoyun thought that these things were true to Yu Xiaotong, she smiled, and gently told Yu Xiaotong not to think too much, to rest, maybe he could always find out what it was for, he would have these memories of the ocean.

Yu Xiaotong still couldn't tell anyone other than Xie Xiaoyun about these memories, so he still went out to farm as usual, and went home to raise chickens and pigs.

Xie Xiaoyun also taught the children to study seriously, listening to Yu's sister-in-law say that there has been no school in the village, and there are no larger villages or towns around Yujiawan, if you want to go to school, you have to send it to Linhai County, where is there a primary school, one is too expensive, and the other is too tossed, and Yujiawan does not have a daughter, sent to Linhai County to study.

She feels that life is much more fulfilling, and the children are full of personality, but they have great respect for her, "the only female gentleman in the village", who is not very interested in learning the words of enlightenment, but the matter of settling accounts, the family has made them learn well, and some of the little girls who stayed at home have also been sent over, after all, the fish caught are also to be sold, and the fish sellers are these girls and daughters-in-law.

The person who wants to sell, of course, has to be able to settle accounts.

Xie Xiaoyun saw that they were serious in their studies, and he was also happy to teach them some methods, the children were working hard to live, what reason did he have to be depressed!

Every day, when the children come, they either take the fish caught by their parents and big brothers, or take some vegetables and fruits grown by their mothers.

But the children's practice of repaying their kindness every day touched Xie Xiaoyun, and she really put her whole energy and mind on this small school, as for what important things she had forgotten, Xie Xiaoyun felt that she really couldn't remember.

Since he can't think of it, it can only mean that the matter is not important enough, and what is the benefit of thinking about it?

Yu Xiaotong's hallucinations became more and more serious, and on the day he was found by his family, he was sitting with the whole family for dinner, and suddenly ran to the patio to vomit, he said: "Seasickness is so uncomfortable, don't you all feel it?"

The whole family looked at each other, thinking, "It's over, he's crazy." ”

Sister-in-law Yu's tears fell on the spot, and she blamed her father and father-in-law for putting too much pressure on Yu Xiaotong, so that he drilled the tip of the horns.

"Is it to let Xiaotong rest at home for a while, so as not to go out and be known by others, which is not conducive to Xiaotong's future life. The Boss said.

But no one can watch Xiaotong at home, one didn't pay attention, he ran out, and the sewing man said that the sky was about to change, and he wanted to return immediately, a morning incident, Yu Xiaotong's brain had a problem The news spread throughout Yujiawan, and everyone originally regretted that he was such a good guy who couldn't water, and now it was even more regrettable that he went crazy.

"Good lad, it's a pity. The young daughter-in-law who sent the child to Xie Xiaoyun's side to study said regretfully that if other conditions were not considered, Yu Xiaotong would really be a good child and a good marriage partner, but it's a pity, it's a pity.

"He's not crazy, it's just that his brain is telling him strange things. Xie Xiaoyun said gently.

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