Chapter 60: I Am Not a Tool for Your Feelings
After yesterday's group ridicule, today Chen Xiaowei simply stopped rehearsing under the pretext that the injury was not healed.
However, not coming to the rehearsal is just a trivial matter, the important thing is that she took the initiative to give way to Lin Yajing, and Xu Anhao will be responsible for the rehearsals and stage in the future.
Except for a few or three people such as Sun Lili, everyone else was very happy about this, after all, Xu Anhao's strength was obvious to all, and she led the dance.
Fang Yi didn't come to school again today, Gu Shengze didn't know anything about Xu Anhao's situation, he felt as if something was missing all day long, and looked at his phone from time to time.
Xu Anhao is not very used to it, Fang Yi has accompanied her since the first day of school, everything has been arranged for her, and suddenly there is no more, so she is naturally not adaptable.
But she will try to adapt to going to school alone, anyway, other people are like this, she doesn't want to be special all the time, she wants to live well.
Today, Tang Yu didn't come to pick up Tang Li in person, and Xu Anhao was also picked up by the driver at home, and they all agreed to take a ride at the school gate, so that the two could walk for a while.
After the rehearsal, Xu An and Tang Li left the rehearsal hall together, "Ah Li, are you going to come to my house for rehearsals on the weekend?"
Tang Li didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically, "Then what do you think I'm dancing now?"
Xu Anhao gave her a thumbs up, "Very good, I give you a thumbs up." ”
Tang Li grinned, "Then I'll be lazy and don't practice." ”
Xu Anhao nodded, "Okay, then you have a good rest this weekend, the combination of work and rest is also very important, don't tire yourself out." ”
The two chatted all the way, came to the school gate with a smile, found their respective drivers, and then waved goodbye and left with their drivers.
In the past, Fang Yi sent Xu Anhao back, and she could chat on the way, but now that she is a strange uncle, she is not easy to speak, and she bows her head and plays with her mobile phone.
There is a WeChat message just sent by Gu Shengze on the mobile phone: [Fang Yi is not here today, can you adapt?]
Xu An replied: [It's okay, I'm not used to it, but I believe that if I give me some more time, I will be able to adapt]
Gu Shengze looked at the reply on his phone, slightly disappointed, he also thought that if Xu An was not comfortable, he could take the opportunity to stuff Fang Yi back to her.
Staring at the phone for a long time, he called several times to ask Fang Yi to go back and continue to follow her, but he deleted it again and again, and finally replied with only one simple word: [Good]
Xu Anhao thanked him again, and then there was no topic, just Xu Jingyu sent a WeChat message to ask her if she got in the car, so she turned to chat with Xu Jingyu happily.
Gu Shengze replied with a "you're welcome" and never received a reply, guessing that she didn't want to talk to him, so she put down her phone and felt an indescribable loss in her heart.
In the past, she sent him WeChat, but he ignored it, and once he posted too much, he would directly threaten her not to disturb, otherwise she would be deleted, and she would not dare to post it again.
He didn't mean anything bad in doing that, but she would disturb his work by sending so many WeChats, especially when he was in a meeting, he pressed mute, but the phone screen always lit up.
But at that time, he never imagined that one day he would be so expecting her to send her WeChat, he knew it was so, why bother in the first place, this is really suitable for him now!
Saturday.
Gu Shengxi asked Shen Xinyi to go shopping again.
This time it was really shopping, not to create opportunities for Shen Xinyi and Gu Shengze.
Shen Xinyi was strolling around the counter with Gu Shengxi while inquiring about Xiaoxi, "Xiaoxi, how is your brother doing?"
Gu Shengxi sighed at the mention of her brother, "Alas...... I feel like a different person since the divorce, I basically don't eat at home, and I don't like to answer me!"
Shen Xinyi was very worried, "How can this be?" I said that how I looked at him in the club last week seemed to be a little wrong, did my aunt say anything about him?"
Gu Shengxi was trying on a lipstick, "I don't know, he said he was busy with work, but I think he just doesn't want to come back for dinner, and my mother can't control him for a long time." ”
Shen Xinyi secretly rubbed and asked what he was most concerned about, "Then how is he and Xu An?"
"This is even more unclear, anyway, Xu Anhao didn't come back. Gu Shengxi thought for a while and added, "But my brother didn't throw away anything of the things she left behind." ”
Shen Xinyi felt a sense of crisis when he thought of Xu Anhao's changes, "What are you doing with her things after the marriage is divorced? Aze won't be reluctant to give her up, right? I see that she has changed a lot." ”
"It's changed a lot, and even I don't think it's as annoying as I used to. Gu Shengxi nodded, and when he saw Shen Xinyi's face change, he immediately changed his words again, "But I still don't like her!"
Shen Xinyi's face returned to normal at this time, "Do you remember Brother Yun's cousin?" I made a special inquiry, and it is said that she is a versatile girl who is proficient in dance and music. ”
Gu Shengxi was not interested in Lin Yajing, "What are you paying attention to her? It's just a cousin, not his own sister, the key is that her family has no status in the Lin family." ”
"Don't you think Brother Yun's approach is a bit strange?" Shen Xinyi's thoughts were deeper, "I suddenly introduced her to us, and I also called my brother and your brother." ”
Gu Shengxi also made sense at all, "You mean, Brother Yun Si wants to introduce a boyfriend to his cousin? In terms of age, it seems that only your brother and my brother are more suitable that night." ”
Shen Xinyi nodded worriedly, "I also went home and thought about it carefully before I guessed, although Yanjue is younger than her, it is not impossible for her sister and brother to fall in love now." ”
She likes Gu Shengze, the kind she has liked since she was a child, so she is very sensitive in matters related to him, and she always guards against someone from becoming her rival.
Gu Shengxi has a strong sense of superiority, "Is Brother Yun Si crazy? How can Lin Yajing's family background be worthy of my brother and your brother, and neither can my cousin!"
Shen Xinyi began to test again, "My brother is not interesting to her, I don't know ...... your brother"
Gu Shengxi laughed, "My brother doesn't even think about it, he can't look down on Lin Yajing, you can rest assured, I'm still waiting for you to be my sister-in-law." ”
Shen Xinyi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and his mood became a lot better, "Then let's exchange, I'll be your sister-in-law, and you will also be my sister-in-law, so it's not a loss." ”
Gu Shengxi's face flushed, "What are you talking about, your brother doesn't look down on me, he already has someone in his heart, you don't know, don't make this kind of joke in the future." ”
Shen Xinyi hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, Xiaoxi, I almost forgot about this." ”
Gu Shengxi smiled indifferently, "It's okay, I don't mind, I'm just afraid that this kind of joke will be too much, your brother will take it seriously, and everyone will be embarrassed to meet at that time." ”
Shen Xinyi nodded, "You're right, then I won't say this kind of thing in the future, if it really embarrasses you, then how can we have a good time." ”
Gu Shengxi went shopping with Shen Xinyi for an afternoon, and when he went home, he had a large bag, most of which he bought for himself, and a small part of it was given to Song Ruyu.
Song Ruyu saw the maid coming in with a bunch of shopping bags, and looked at Gu Shengxi behind with a smile, "Buying so much again, did your brother give you pocket money?"
Gu Shengxi pouted, "No, how can my brother's stingy guy give me an increase in pocket money, thank God if you don't find a reason to deduct it!"
Song Ruyu couldn't help but smile, and followed Gu Shengxi upstairs, "Then it must be that you did something wrong first, otherwise how could your brother find a reason?"
Gu Shengxi's mouth was cocked high, and he looked very unwilling, "My brother is a personal vendetta of the communiqué, holding chicken feathers as an arrow, hum!"
Song Ruyu persuaded her softly, "Then don't you just mess with him less? If you are an obedient and good sister, how can he be willing to make you unhappy?"
Gu Shengxi sighed, "Alas...... I envy Xu Anhao, her parents treat her as the pearl of their palms, even the three brothers spoil her to the sky!"
Just as Gu Shengze heard the voice coming out of the study, he was about to move his muscles and bones, and sneered when he heard this, "That's really embarrassing, I'm not that kind of brother!"
Gu Shengxi was stunned for a second, and swallowed the words of complaining into his stomach, "Brother, I'm joking with my mother, don't take it seriously, where can the barbarians of the Xu family compare to my brother!"
Gu Shengze glanced at the maid who was already opening the door in front of him, carrying a bunch of shopping bags in his hand, he didn't have to think about it to know what was going on, "Went shopping with Shen Xinyi again?"
Gu Shengxi nodded a little weakly, "Hmm...... I didn't have much to do on the weekend, so I went out for a walk, the weather was getting colder, and I bought some seasonal clothes. ”
Gu Shengze asked again, "Did you date her, or did he ask you?"
Gu Shengxi replied in a low voice, "I asked her out, but don't worry, brother, I didn't say much about you." ”
Gu Shengze looked at her coldly, "I know what you think in your heart, I don't care if you like Yifeng, but you remember, I'm not a tool for your feelings!"
"Aze, how can you talk like that?" Song Ruyu was too lazy to care about them, but now she had to speak, "Xiaoxi just went out shopping with Xin Yi. ”
Gu Shengxi's eyes were slightly red, and there was a slight mist in her eyes, she liked Shen Yifeng, but this was her wishful thinking.
Because Shen Yifeng has had a woman he likes for a long time, and he is still waiting for that woman to come back!
In front of Shen Xinyi, she could still deny it, but in front of Gu Sheng, she could only deliberately avoid it, "Is my sister so unbearable in your eyes?"
Gu Shengze's face sank, "Is it that you are unbearable in my eyes, or that you are so unbearable in your own right, you know very well in your heart, I reminded you!"
Gu Shengxi and Shen Xinyi may have feelings for each other, but this does not change the fact that they have a good impression of each other and take the opportunity to find out about each other's brothers.
Because they like each other's brother, in order to get useful information, they can't help but use their brother's personal information as a bargaining chip.
He reminded Gu Shengxi of this matter, but she obviously didn't listen, there was Xu Anhao to help him block the peach blossoms before, he didn't have to care, but now he doesn't!
He won't give Shen Xinyi a chance, and he doesn't want Gu Shengxi to create a chance, he has been forced to do it once, he doesn't want to do it again, he just wants real feelings!
Your own feelings, your own decisions, that's all!
Song Ruyu saw that her baby daughter's tears were rolling in her eyes, and she suddenly raised her voice and scolded, "Aze, that's enough, Xiaoxi is your only sister!"
Gu Shengze looked at Song Ruyu, "Mom, you are the same, I will say it again in the end, I don't like Shen Xinyi, don't waste your efforts, so as not to delay her!"
Gu Shengxi's tears stubbornly didn't fall, but his throat choked, "What's wrong with Xin Yi, you can even accept Xu Anhao, why can't you accept her?"
Gu Shengze sneered, "I've been forced once, do you still want me to force it again? Am I not a human being, I don't have my own heart, and I don't have the right to choose feelings?"
Gu Shengxi lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him, "Brother, I didn't mean that, I just hope you give her a chance, she is really good, maybe you will like her if you have more contact......"
Gu Shengze interrupted her, "Did I know Shen Xinyi on the first day? I won't interfere in your emotional affairs, and I don't want to be interfered with by others in my feelings, so I can do it myself in the future!"
Song Ruyu was a little embarrassed, and whispered to explain to him, "Aze, I'm not ...... either"
Gu Shengze was in a very bad mood and didn't want to hear any explanation, "Mom, I hope you can give me the most basic respect!"
Throwing this sentence down, he strode to his bedroom and slammed the door shut, startling the mother and daughter in the corridor who were looking at each other.
Gu Shengze walked to the rattan chair on the balcony and sat down, still feeling irritable, so he reached out and pulled the collar of his shirt and unbuttoned the two buttons, which made it feel better.
took out the mobile phone that rang non-stop, he entered the WeChat interface, and there were a lot of unread WeChat, but there was no more Xu Anhao sent it, and it was impossible for him to let people follow her.
The people of the Xu family don't like him so much, and if they didn't drive Fang Yi away last weekend, it can be regarded as giving him face, if he does this kind of thing again, he is afraid that it will not be two ribs that will be broken.
Sunday.
Villas with Mountain Bay.
The Xu family was eating dinner.
Xu Jingting, who hadn't seen Tang Li for a day, asked Xu Anhao, "An Bao, why didn't Xiao Ali come to the rehearsal?
Xu Anhao had just been fed a spoonful of caviar by Xu Jingxuan, and he couldn't speak very clearly, "Ali danced very well, so I didn't need to rehearse any more, so I didn't bother to come over." ”
Xu Jingyu deliberately stabbed him, "The third child is missing someone, but what's the use of her coming? I can't even say anything when I see it, it's a shame!"
Xu Jingxuan poured salt on his wounds, "I advise you to give up as soon as possible, you are not worthy of others, even if she can see it, you will not be able to pass her family!"
Cheng Ying glared at the eldest and second child, and comforted Xu Jingting, "Little third son, don't listen to the nonsense of the two of them, your father was still a toad back then, and he didn't marry me anyway!"
Xu Rongda looked at the third child with a drooping face with disgust, "He can compare with me? Lao Tzu has single-handedly laid down the entire Rongying Group, what is his ability?"
"The third brother is very interesting, he can speak well, you can't talk about him, Dad. Xu Anhao also supported Xu Jingting, "Last time, the eldest brother said that the third brother is the most suitable for negotiation!"
Xu Jingyu did not deny it, "The third child's eloquence in negotiation is indeed good and very advantageous, but the key is that this set is not suitable for Ali, you know." ”
Xu Jingting looked at the delicacies on the table and completely lost his appetite, and made a decision with his chopsticks, "Mom, you make an appointment with a doctor tomorrow, I want to see a doctor!"
Xu Jingxuan picked up the chopsticks and handed them to him, "In your case, let my mother go and hang up which department for you?"
Cheng Ying thought for a while, "It's not easy to choose an ordinary department, why don't you see a psychiatrist?" I think he may have a psychological problem, I'll make an appointment for you tomorrow!"
Xu Jingting took the chopsticks and depressedly grabbed a big pig's trotter and gnawed it, "Is this useful?" Mom, the happiness of the rest of my life depends on you, you must find a way for me." ”
After dinner, we went to the living room to rest for a while, and everyone went to their own homes, and Xu Anhao also went back to the room to prepare the textbooks and stationery for tomorrow's class.
Before going to bed, she received a WeChat message from Tang Yu: [How was this weekend? Are you still happy? I heard Ah Li say that you are going to lead the dance, congratulations]
Xu Anhao replied: [I went to play golf with my family yesterday, although I don't know at all, but I'm very happy, I went fishing today, I fished more than the third brother]
Tang Yu replied: [So powerful?
Xu Anhao replied: [No, the third brother said that he was too anxious and not suitable for fishing, and it was normal if he didn't catch it]
The two chatted back and forth for a while, and Tang Yu urged her to rest: [Tomorrow you have to have classes and rehearsals, you don't play too late, it's time to rest]
Xu Anhao lay on the bed, with a pair of big white legs and a gentle smile on his face: [Okay, then you have to rest early, Ali said that staying up late will make you old faster]
Tang Yu came over with a smile: [Okay, good night]
Xu An replied with a good night, and was about to put down his mobile phone, when Gu Shengze sent a message: [Have you slept?]
Xu Anhao thought that he had something to look for her, and hurriedly replied: [Not yet, is there something wrong with Mr. Gu?]
Gu Shengze was carefully analyzing a piece of data on the computer in the study, and he had a little headache after looking at it for too long, so he took his mobile phone and sent a message tentatively.
He didn't expect her to reply so quickly, and he was a little happy, but then he guessed that she happened to be playing with her phone, rather than deliberately waiting for his news.
Pulling the corners of his mouth and smiling bitterly, he quickly replied: [It's okay, it's not early, you go to sleep quickly, you have to go to class tomorrow, and the rehearsal is also very hard]
Xu Anhao felt very puzzled, could it be that he sent a message just to make her sleep?
didn't give her a question, but replied: [Okay, Mr. Gu also rest early, good night]
Gu Shengze felt her concern for him, and immediately laughed, and replied with two simple words: [Good night]
Xu Anhao didn't reply again, put his phone on the bedside table, got up to go to the bathroom, then turned off the light and went to bed, and slept beautifully with the quilt.
Gu Shengze didn't wait, he directly exited the WeChat interface, entered his encrypted album, and watched several videos of Xu Anhao dancing.
He has seen the videos and photos in this album many times, but he still doesn't feel annoyed when he re-watches it, so why did he get tired of Xu Anhao before?
He didn't know what was going on, but he was looking forward to next Friday's celebration because he would be able to see her change into her dance costume.
This is a classical dance, and the dance costumes are naturally ancient, with her natural beauty and graceful dancing, it should amaze the audience, right?