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Shen Yan is a merry person, and the people around him say this about him, he is naturally merry because he is alone.

His father was an orphan and his mother was mute, and the union of the two did not have too many blessings, but Shen Yan felt that life was good when he was a child. It all came too suddenly, in his third year of high school, his father and mother were hit by a drunk driver during a car ride, and the car crashed and died.

At that time, the little man felt that the sky had fallen, and both parties died due to the accident, and the family was probably more powerful, so the little Shen Yan only received a compensation of more than 100,000 yuan.

Life forced him to move forward, and Shen Yan, who finished his third year of high school, was not admitted to college, or he had nothing he wanted, and it was the same whether he read or not.

Few neighbors and classmates would greet him occasionally, but during that time, it seemed that there was nothing left of life.

Under the madness of day and night, Shen Yan became thinner and thinner, and at the same time suffered from severe depression and stomach problems, of course, no one would care if you were depressed or not, but stomach problems made Shen Yan admitted to the hospital, and the days were muddy until he was twenty years old.

It seems that the wind is laughing at him, he is too decadent, but fortunately, the sun is just right, and youth has just begun.

Shen Yan has no relatives or friends, he wants to sell the house and leave the city, but in the end he is not willing to give up, because this is the root, the burial place of his parents' ashes.

He rented the house cheaply to a student, about the same age as him, studying at a very good university in the city, and to be honest, he had a little envy in his heart, but it did not last long.

Shen Yan left the city with his bags on his back, twenty years old, but he didn't know anything, he just wanted to go out for a walk, he walked many roads, met many people, left footprints in many places, and finally was tied up in a small remote place, that was two years later, at this time Shen Yan was already twenty-one years old.

There he could feel the rhythm of nature, and only there did he feel alive again.

He decided to take a long break, so he returned to his hometown and prepared to sell the house, but because the student needed to take the postgraduate entrance examination and the exam was going to take the exam in another month, he repeatedly begged him to wait for the day and sell it after he graduated.

Shen Yan lived in his hometown for a month, and with this strange student, he didn't feel anything for him who was silent. As the days passed, Shen Yan found a temporary job nearby, and in the past two years, he has found countless jobs, temporary workers in all walks of life, because he has not stayed in one place for a long time.

It was easy to get a job as a supermarket cashier, sometimes on the night shift, and in order not to disturb the student, he would go to the bar alone after half past eleven, get slightly drunk, and then go to a cheap hotel for the night.

He learned to drink while traveling, because of the needs of his work, and because he needed to numb himself, he worked as a bartender in a bar for a while, and often drank with him until he vomited.

It can be said that it was an accident, on a drunken night, he met another drunk man, the two walked on the road, hooked shoulders, drunk and said that they wanted to drink a few more bottles, that person obviously drank more than Shen Yan, and then Shen Yan, who was walking by the way, took the man to the cheap hotel he usually went to.

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Shen Yan didn't know if anything happened to the two, because they were both drunk, in fact, Shen Yan didn't feel anything, they were both men, and they were strangers, so he was embarrassed after the other party woke up, so he washed up in advance, paid for the room, left the hotel, and continued with a new day's work.

Not long after, the classmate finished his graduate school entrance examination and wanted to invite him to dinner, but Shen Yan politely refused, and they just met in Pingshui.

Shen Yan found an intermediary, put the house on the card, and then waited for the news, one after another a few came to see, and finally Shen Yan sold the house to an old couple, their children in the city, and then to take them over, the children do not have so much economic strength, so they had to buy a second-hand house, nothing more than envy, but full of blessings, and after all the formalities are completed, it is March of the next year, of course, there is nothing worth saying about the Spring Festival in the middle, as usual, a person insists on working at work, taking several times more wages than usual, and then drinks an old wine at night, gets drunk for a night, and when he wakes up the next day, it is already afternoon。 This year is over.

I swept the graves of my parents, and then stayed in the cemetery all day alone, not daring to shed a single tear, for fear that they would not be at ease after they died.

Feng took Shen Yan back to a distant small village, with the money in the city, Shen Yan easily bought a few houses in the local area, and lived a backward and happy life, the people there are extremely simple, because they are all old people and children, and the young labor force has gone out to work.

But where, it was too backward and had no financial resources, so Shen Yan had no choice but to do what his parents had done before, bought a small truck, and then collected the mountain goods in the village and pulled them outside to sell, and then helped the people in the village buy some things and come back, and the money earned at a time was enough to spend a week, and life there really didn't need too much expenditure.

What makes Shen Yan happy, the village chief, an old teacher, heard that he was in a big city, and went to high school, and then invited him to teach in the local primary school, at first Shen Yan refused, because he felt that he was very bad and could not bring anything to the children, but on the one hand, because his spare time life was really boring, and secondly, the old village chief's hospitality was difficult, and finally Shen Yan lived, usually taught, and then pulled things to sell on weekends.

The relationship with the people in the village is also excellent, but Shen Yan spread a little panic, he lied to everyone that he was an orphan, and then he didn't get into the university, so he had no money to continue studying, and he mixed in the society for a few years, and felt that it was not interesting, so he traveled while working, and finally was attracted by this place.

He doesn't need much pity and sympathy, because it's not necessary.

The wives in the village are very good to Shen Yan, and the children in the village also like this new little teacher, you must know that before Shen Yan came, the teacher in the village has always been only the old village chief, he has been teaching for more than 40 years, the textbooks are all rotten, of course, there is also poverty alleviation education, and the children's lives are still passable, but no one wants to come here, I heard that there were still teachers before, but in recent years, the young people in the village have run out, and no one has come again.

After all, there are no mobile phones in the village, and there is nothing to play with on the computer, and the fun of children is to learn, after all, they can be with a group of children.

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On the other hand, Chen Jun is a product manager of a foreign company, and he is also a comrade hidden in the crowd, as for the intersection between him and Shen Yan, it was that night.

That night, because he had just completed a project, as a product manager, he was naturally obliged to invite everyone to a meal, and he was poured a lot of wine during the meal, and when he went back, he sent his colleague to answer a phone call on the way, saying that there was an urgent matter at home, Chen Jun asked his colleague to go back first, saying that it was very close and he could walk back, and then got out of the car.

The slightly cold wind did make him sober up, but a person walking on the streets of the bustling city, wearing a suit, seemed to be wandering, because his heart had nowhere to put it, he had reached the age of being urged to marry by his family, and his career was also very high, he bought a house, bought a car, and was about to get married and have children, but he knew his preferences, he was insisting, he had been clean for so many years, not waiting for anyone, just afraid that he would sink.

Depressed, plus drank a lot of wine, his head became more and more groggy, only slightly remembered, on the road met another person, that person looked as melancholy as him, the same wandering on the street, so he bravely stepped forward to talk, the two "played drunk", joking, generously hooked up with Dafang's shoulders, supported each other, and then somehow lay on a bed, and then there was no memory.

When he woke up the next day, he had a terrible headache, and then he found that he had no clothes on, and then he was in a dilapidated house, which looked like a low-level hotel, to be honest, he had never lived in such a bad place since he was a child, even when he went to the market, he stayed in a hotel, and the environment was very good.

However, this is not the most important thing, the quilt is rubbed messily, and then covered himself, as an adult male, he knows very well what it is, but he doesn't feel it behind him, could it be that the person is x.

After the shock, he hurriedly got up, then got dressed, looked around, he packed up his clothes, found that his mobile phone wallet was also there, and then began to remember yesterday, probably met a man who was also drunk, and then the two of them happened*** , The key is that the man ran away now, just as he was thinking, there was a knock on the door, he opened the door, it was cleaning, and then the eldest sister said to him, the time for the house was up, Chen Jun thought it was that person at first, and then he was a little apprehensive and a little expectant, but he was wrong, and he was a little disappointed.

He left the room in a panic, the sun was just right outside, the breeze was not as good as last night, the weekend was happy, he came home, the first thing he took a shower, and then went to the CDC to test it, fortunately, there was nothing, he had heard that the infection rate was very high, and he lived in such a dilapidated hotel, and he didn't have much money to come, but fortunately he didn't steal his wallet and mobile phone, and paid for the room, and the impression was good.

He wasn't going to look for it, he just thought it was a night, and when he was busy with work, he forgot about it.

However, occasionally when I am free, when a person is in the middle of the night, I will also think of that night, with another drunk man, hooking shoulders on the street, laughing wantonly.

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Looking back, Shen Yan's life in the small village was very comfortable, and at the same time, it also ushered in a lot of impact, because a big boss took a fancy to a nearby mountain and lake, and wanted to develop a tourism project, and his first village was nearby. With the increase of tourists, their village began to set up a guest house, the life of the village has become richer, and young people have come back to operate, and Shen Yan's own several houses have also been renovated into guest houses, but more can be called "homestays", because many things are designed by himself, and the overall decoration is also very simple and generous, simple, practical, clean and elegant.

Shen Yan's several houses are half of the signboards of this tourist destination, so that everyone in the village began to imitate them, but they are just like them, and the smell inside is not there.

Because of the development of tourism, the village also built a new primary school, the old village chief and Shen Yan have retired, the school has new teachers, all of them are college graduates, the old village chief wants to recommend Shen Yan to engage in a compilation, he refused, the same, Shen Yan is not in the business of pulling goods, because basically they are self-produced and sold, most of the guests will also eat here, and buy some mountain goods to take back.

At the age of twenty-five or sixteen, Shen Yan lived a very chic life, he hung a sign for his homestay, but he didn't write his name, many people called it Shen's house, of course, the whole village was called that, but the most authentic is Shen Yan's house.

As the boss, Shen Yan's life is very idle, sometimes in the off-season of tourism, he will carry a bag and go out to wander, every time he meets the other wife, he will ask: Mr. Shen, where are you going?

Then Shen Yan will reply: Go outside and take a look, and when I come back, I will bring you local specialties.

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Shen Yan and Chen Jun's second encounter In the summer, Chen Jun's company signed up for a tour group for employees, and then passed by Shen Yan's tourist destination, and a group of more than a dozen people lived in the Shen family house, as the team leader, Chen Jun naturally wanted to live in the real Shen family house.

When we met, we didn't remember each other, because that night was a long time ago.

In this tour team, there is a development object of Chen Jun, his mother introduced him, and then met to know that it is a company, but not in an office, this time I came to travel together.

Chen Jun's evaluation of the Shen family house is still quite high, probably because he has lived in the hotel for a long time or something, anyway, there is an indescribable taste, in short, I feel that the owner of the house must be very tasteful.

When he chatted with Shen Yan, he really felt that he didn't feel wrong, it was not love at first sight, but he liked the charm of Shen Yan, a wandering atmosphere.

At night, Chen Jun fell asleep, returned to that night, and didn't think about it for a long time, what is even more embarrassing is that he had a bad dream at night, and then in the cabin, it is not as private as the hotel, and there is no independent bathroom, and the underwear he changed out of it cannot be cleaned, for him who has a slight cleanliness habit, it is indeed a little embarrassing, and finally he had to fold it up and put it in a bag and stuff it into a travel bag.

And when he saw Shen Yan again, his eyes were a little evasive, because he fantasized about him as that person in his dream last night.

At this time, Shen Yan didn't notice anything, he still wantonly asked the surrounding travelers for breakfast, and then beckoned everyone to have breakfast, his smile was like a breeze, infecting everyone, plus the air humidity here is just right, even in summer, because of the mountain, the lake, and the house that follows the earth, he didn't feel the heat, just the right environment, comfortable and pleasant.

Chen Jun and his entourage only stayed in the Shen family house for two days before going to the next attraction, but Chen Jun's heart was lost there.

After the tour, Chen Jun put forward his own views like the development object, he euphemistically expressed that he did not want to get married for the time being, and the female colleague of the company probably saw it and naturally became friends.

As for Chen Jun, he is not sure, he doesn't have the courage to pursue, he is reluctant to disturb a person, his grace is free.

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couldn't help but miss, Chen Jun went to Shen's house again in the autumn, but told the wife at the door that Mr. Shen had gone out to play for half a month, and he didn't know when he would come back.

The scenery has no color, only a few autumn breezes are left, he lived in the opposite wife's house, and then listened to his wife tell the story of Teacher Shen, took a five-day vacation, and it was about to end, but he didn't wait for that person.

When he packed his bags and was about to go back, it happened that Shen Yan came back, with a tired body, and the whole person lost a circle and a circle of darkness. Shen Yan didn't care about Chen Jun at first, and told his wife what to eat for dinner, and then lay down on the sofa, Chen Jun looked at the person in front of him, with a kind of envy and a little resentment.

Mrs. Dinner was very richly prepared, Chen Jun accompanied Shen Yan to drink, and listened to Shen Yan talk about this experience at the table, it turned out that he went to the desert, followed a team of people in twenty days, crossed a desert, and encountered a sandstorm in the middle, Chen Jun was thrilled to hear, he was thinking that he had never been so crazy in his life, Shen Yan seemed to be very happy and excited, so he drank a little too much.

At night, the two of them were a little drunk, and the children of Mrs. Opposite went out to work in the off-season of tourism, and there was only one teenage child at home, which was also taught by Shen Yan, who originally said that he wanted to live in his wife's house, but Shen Yan was a little drunk and yelled to go back, and his wife had to take the key and clean up a house where Chen Jun often lived, she had the key to Shen Yan's house, Chen Jun said at this time that he might have drunk too much, and he needed to watch alone at night, and then his wife cleaned up a room.

At night, Chen Jun half-dragged Shen Yan, crossed the threshold of his wife's house, crossed a stone road, and came to Shen Yan's house, walking on the familiar stone road, the autumn breeze was a little cool, and that person's body temperature made Chen Jun's heart thump, he enjoyed this feeling of skin clinging, which reminded him of that night, the same.

Carried the person to the bedroom easily, then boiled some hot water, wiped his face and neck a little, and sobered up a lot, he wondered if he should wipe the person he liked on the bed, and then he could take advantage of it.

Even a little touch will cause unimaginable temptation, Chen Jun wiped Shen Yan's face, took off his shoes and socks, and then covered the quilt, and finally couldn't help but secretly kiss the lips that he was thinking about.

As a result, it was out of control, taking advantage of the strength of the wine, Chen Junwan couldn't imagine that he was so crazy, facing the person he liked, his kissing skills were clumsy, and he would even touch his teeth, and wake up Shen Yan with a burst of whispering.

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In the early morning, it was still Shen Yan who woke up first, looking at the other person on the bed, which reminded him of that morning many years ago, the same thing, and then looked at the person lying next to him, it was the tourist, and then he looked like the person at the beginning, it felt a bit like providence.

Thirsty, Shen Yan got up, turned over a new pair of underwear, then put on a pair of pants, went out to find water to drink, and then went to the toilet again, and when he came back, the person had already woken up, just wrapped in a quilt, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Hey, brother!" Shen Yan said hello, and then handed over the water glass in his hand, "Drink some water, I drank too much yesterday." "

Chen Jun took the water, he didn't know what to say for a while, he was very confused, he was blaming himself, why was he so impulsive, he was usually proud of his calmness, but he was all blown into scum by the person in front of him.

Shen Yan looked at the person in front of him, his mind was also a little messy, after all, he didn't dare to judge what happened back then, and he had also encountered the pursuit of men and women for so many years, but he didn't feel anything, and the person in front of him had an indescribable feeling, which was very right.

Chen Jun thought that it would be better to confess this and tell the purpose of his visit this time, but his underwear was already dirty, and then the luggage was at the opposite wife's house, and he was drunk yesterday and forgot to take it.

Shen Yan didn't feel anything, he was just drunk, but if it was the person back then, he could consider taking responsibility, after all, he slept twice. So he asked: "Manager Chen, the development has been good over the years, I was also in that city back then, but then I left because of some things, I still remember that there was a Moss hotel near my home at that time, and when I went back last year, it was closed." "

However, when Chen Jun heard this, his heart exploded, the person back then, the person in front of him, thinking day and night, was a person.

There was nothing to struggle with, so I plucked up my courage and said, "You are the same person back then? Do you remember that night?"

Shen Yan smiled, this smile stained the whole room red, and it happened that the sun outside the window shone in, and he was ashamed to hide again.

"Mind getting acquainted again? My name is Shen Yan, and I think I can be responsible for what happened back then. "

"Hello, my name is Chen Jun, if you want to be in charge of that night, then I will be in charge of last night, because I couldn't hold back last night. "

The two looked at each other and laughed.

Shen Yan asked: Why don't you get up?

Chen Jun: My underwear is dirty and I have no clothes to wear.

Shen Yan found a pair of shorts from the cabinet, threw them on the bed, and said, "Where are the clothes, Mrs.?" I'll get them for you.

Chen Junqing smiled, grabbed Shen Yan's hand, and kissed it deeply, with a long stream of water, which he had never been serious and focused on.

As a result, I was disturbed by the knock on the door of Mrs. Ratch.

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