Bai Yi listened to Jia Yi's words, and her heart slowly settled down, but she was really blinded by the knot in her heart, and she didn't hear Jia Yi deliberately tricking her words.

So, Bai Yi finally spoke, "I... I feel tired of living! I feel sorry for this and that, but I feel sorry for me! I don't know what's wrong, I'm very annoyed! You... None of you will understand my feelings!" Bai Yi said, tears in his eyes.

In Jia Yi's heart, Bai Yi basically didn't cry, at that time Bai Yi's mother died, Jia Yi and the others felt that Bai Yi must be grief-stricken, his mother was gone, and he must have washed his face with tears every day, but Bai Yi cried to death on the day his mother breathed, and never shed tears again, and he was just stunned at the funeral, but he didn't cry anymore, and others felt that the child was scared stupid!

In fact, no one knows that Bai Yi secretly sheds tears at night when no one understands, and every night, when he thinks of his mother, he can't stop crying, and such days, Bai Yi has passed ten years.

Jia Yi looked at it and felt that Bai Yi's mood this time was not only low, there must be a knot, and it was not small, so she paid attention to the door and continued, "Why do you feel like this? You see that the child is also very good, Xiaoling has grown up and is slowly becoming sensible, you should feel relieved! Cheng Qing will not give you any trouble over there! Xu Ling is so good to you here, you are going to talk about marriage, and the difficulties have been lifted, how can you feel like this?"

"Jia Yi, I don't know, I really don't know! I just feel bitter in my heart, I don't know how to face Xu Ling as soon as I see him! I want to be with him, but I feel that I will bring him a lot of harm, if I don't get together, I feel that this life is not interesting. He is good to me, I feel ashamed of him, if he doesn't care about me at all, I will suffer from gains and losses, and I want to lose my temper with him! I also hate myself, but I can't control it!" Saying that, Bai Yi cried again, cried out of his voice, and continued,

"Jia Yi, I just want to leave Xu Ling now, I never want to see him! My pain comes from him, thinking of my relationship with him, I feel that it is a mistake for me to live in this world! I don't want to be Xiaoling's mother anymore, I would rather she not recognize me as a mother, it is better than me to cause harm to her! I don't want to be with Xu Ling anymore. I would rather not know him, he can go to any other woman, just don't appear in my life, I am afraid of him, I am afraid that he will cause harm to me, and I am afraid that I will cause harm to him! I... I'm really going crazy!Jia Yi, do you understand how I feel?" Bai Yi became more and more excited, but after the excitement, his mood suddenly fell again,

"I don't want to think about these things, I just want my life to be broken off from love.Don't be bothered by anyone, I don't want to be loved by anyone, let alone love, calm down, it's good to be alone! If I have to entangle, I feel that I am full of sins, I feel that I can only be liberated when I die, and I can wash away my sins by draining my blood!" Bai Yi became more and more outrageous, and Jia Yi was so frightened that Jia Yi hurriedly interrupted her,

"Chan'er! We won't do it! Don't think about it, no one is as important as us! You say whatever you want, I will support you! As long as you are happy and don't think and do anything, I will help you! Don't scare me!" Jia Yi was terrified when she heard this.

Bai Yi looked stunned again, and spit out a sentence from his mouth, "Jia Yi, do you think I'm sick?"

Jia Yi frowned, "Chan'er, don't think about it, just tell me if you have anything you can't think of! Haven't we been like this since we were children? You will be sober after being scolded by me for a few words! Therefore, you can break off love, but you can't break off your relationship with me and Xiaowei! We will stand on your side regardless of whether you are right or wrong!" said the same as comforting Bai Yi when he was a child, and pinched her face.

But suddenly he turned his head and cursed,

"Dead goblin! I know every day that you are blind! I think you can't help but get used to it, I let Xu Ling beat you a few times and you'll be honest! It's all because he's used to your bad problem! However, if you really don't want to see him, be with him, I'll help you tell him, don't be embarrassed! I just want you to be good and happy!"

Bai Yi heard Jia Yi's long-lost scolding, and finally grinned, and Jia Yi felt a pain in his heart.

Jia Yi and her so-called friends left Bai Yi's house together, Jia Yi comforted Bai Yi and asked her to call her when she was fine, and it was okay to chat! Bai Yi nodded and sent the two out.

Jia Yi called Xu Ling when she went out.

"How is it?, what did she say?" asked Xu Ling anxiously.

Jia Yi didn't know how to talk to Xu Ling, so she threw the phone to the psychiatrist first.

"Mr. Xu, I preliminarily judge that Miss Bai is suffering from depression!"

Xu Ling's heart was shocked, "Do you have a basis? Don't talk nonsense!"

"Mr. Xu, you also know my professionalism before you called me over!" said the psychiatrist to Xu Ling mercilessly.

"Well, you continue!" Xu Ling felt that all the strength in his body was drained at this moment.

Miss Bai herself put a lot of pressure on herself, feeling that she was very pitiful, everyone owed her, and she felt that she owed everyone, this kind of ambivalence itself is a kind of mental illness. Give yourself invisible pressure. Also, she said that she wants to break off love and live a peaceful life, which is a serious psychological problem that she wants to escape, and she wants to escape from you very much, and she doesn't know how to face you! The most serious thing is that she has suicidal and masochistic tendencies, she feels that she is sinful, wants to be freed, and wants to wash away her sins. ”

Xu Ling's hand holding the phone here trembled uncontrollably, Bai Yi had already committed suicide once, this was not a joke! In this life, in the next life, he would never want to experience such a thing for the second time.

Xu Ling forced herself to calm down and asked in a calm voice, "What should I do?"

Before the psychiatrist could say anything, Jia Yi turned into a hands-free phone and said, "She wants you to leave her! and I'm afraid of hurting you! But when she sees you, she feels pain, you are the source of all pain, I just want Chan'er to be happy, peaceful, I don't understand your love! But in my Jia Yi's eyes, except for life and death, it's all trivial! You... Let's do it!" After speaking, Jia Yi pressed the speakerphone button and gave the phone to the psychiatrist.

"Mr. Xu, I also suggest that you reduce the number of meetings with Miss Bai first! Let her think about it for herself, I will also prescribe some medication for her depression, try not to let her notice, she also said just now, I wonder if she is sick? Coax her to come first! Don't provoke her and let her do something about suicide with self-abuse. I will also visit Miss Jia regularly as a friend! Take your time! It's not a rush!"

Xu Ling closed her eyes, feeling that her world was about to collapse! What should I do? Why can't anything be difficult Xu Ling, here in Bai Yi, I always feel powerless?

In the following days, Xu Ling forced herself not to contact Bai Yi, but would send a WeChat greeting every few days, saying that she was too busy!

The psychiatrist would visit Bai Yi at home every week, saying that he was entrusted by Jia Yi to come over to accompany her, and reported to her that he had cooked meals, soups, etc., which contained special drugs for the treatment of depression, Bai Yi was absent-minded and didn't notice it.