Chapter 162: Leaning

My uncle woke up at about 3 p.m.

Xu Feiran has done countless psychological constructions, constantly telling herself that her uncle and her, her family, and her grandparents have created such a large group, and he will have the ability to resist pressure. She told him well, let him listen, and he would always carry it.

However, when she rushed into the ward, looking at her usually tall uncle, who was still trembling and convulsing under the strong restraint of Fei Chen and the doctor, and when she listened to the long-lost wail of "Hello yo oh" in her uncle's throat, all her psychological construction instantly collapsed.

She rushed forward, grabbed his arm tightly, and called out one by one: "Uncle, uncle, I am Feiran, I am Feiran." Uncle, I'm Feiran. ”

Xu Feiran repeated sentence by sentence, otherwise, she didn't know what else to say.

The uncle's face was deformed in an instant when he convulsed, and the doctor decisively instructed the nurse: "Push the medicine." ”

The needle is pierced, the convulsions are slow and slow, and the slow and slow is only shaking, and slowly and slowly it returns to calm.

Xu Feiran looked sadly at his uncle who was from white head to beard and eyebrows, looking at the face that had passively stopped convulsions because of the drug but still retained a deformed demeanor, and the sorrow in his heart was like a knife.

Xu Xueli grabbed her arm: "Amazing, remarkable"

One by one, tears flowed.

He was sad and blamed himself, at this time, he should have helped Feiran share some of it, but he couldn't do anything.

Xu Feiran looked back at his father, and his red and swollen eyes were armed with the perseverance forced by the impermanence of the world: "Dad, I will always carry it." ”

Xu Xueli shook his lips and nodded.

Xu Feiran turned around and pulled him: "Let's go see my mother and aunt." ”

Xu Xueli mechanically asked her to pull and walk out.

Zhao Zhiya maintained a posture of sitting cross-legged with her hands folded, closing her eyes and muttering.

Professor Lin sat next to her and looked at her sadly and pityingly.

Xu Xueli's tears flowed: "Zhiya"

Zhao Zhiya was unmoved.

Xu Feiran stopped her father, and she approached Zhao Zhiya: "Mom, my uncle woke up just now, but he couldn't control it, so he had to take medicine and sleep again." But it doesn't work to do this all the time. You are the closest to your uncle, and you have to find a way to persuade him. ”

Strings of tears rolled out of the corners of Zhao Zhiya's closed eyes.

Her poor brother.

But what can she do. The only thing she could do was to help Yiran. She wants him to go well and go to the Pure Land that Professor Lin said. Go to a place where you can live better than in this life.

Xu Feiran held on to the hard shell built on the flesh and blood, and swallowed the fishy astringency that kept coming out of his mouth: "Mom, I asked my aunt's family to accompany my grandparents and grandmothers." ”

Zhao Zhiya opened her eyes in horror and looked at Xu Feiran with fear and trembling.

"I don't know, I don't know. I commanded everyone not to tell them. Just let the aunts and sisters go with the children and the doctor, just in case. Xu Feiran looked at Zhao Zhiya's frightened appearance and explained again and again.

Zhao Zhiya slowly and again paused, closed her eyes painfully and continued to meditate.

Xu Feiran stared at her stubbornly: "Mom, you have to help me." You'll have to find a way to persuade your uncle. There are lay people who are reciting, and you can recite it if you have time for three days, but now, you have to find a way, accumulate good spirits, and wait for your uncle to wake up and persuade him. Otherwise, my uncle would have gone. Xu Feiran was sad and sad at Zhao Zhiya, and he became stubborn regardless of it.

Xu Xueli was so frightened that she pulled her again and again, and Professor Lin also wanted to dissuade her.

Zhao Zhiya looks like this, how can she persuade people.

Xu Feiran didn't care, she firmly shook off her father's hand and held Zhao Zhiya's shoulder with both hands: "Mom, you have to stand up." My brother is gone, but your brother is still there, you have to take care of your brother. I don't know how to persuade my uncle, I don't know how to persuade him, you know, you know for sure. You have such a good relationship, you have been together since childhood, you must know it, and besides, you still have parents. I can honor you on behalf of my brother, but I can't honor my grandparents on your behalf. Mom, you have to stand up, or I won't be able to make it through. If you all fall, I really don't know what to do. Mom. ”

Xu Feiran knelt on the bed, hugged Zhao Zhiya and cried.

She really wants her mother to help her.

Whether it's a company or an accident, she can find a way to do it.

But in the face of her fallen relatives, the more she looked at it, the more she mourned, and the more she looked at it, the more frightened she became, afraid that she would not be able to take care of them at all.

As soon as her brother left, she became a waste, and her family couldn't pull it up.

Zhao Zhiya's heart was immersed in the imagination of the Western Pure Land that Professor Lin told her, and was pulled back by Xu Feiran's crying.

Since she was a child, she rarely cried in front of her and Gao Qian, because all her needs would be met by her father, uncle and her brother, and she only needed to be obedient and cheating and tricky.

Her brother, Zhao Zhiya's heart was full of grief, and Fei Ran must be more painful than her, because it was her brother.

And her brother, but, brother, how can I persuade you, if I can, I really want to die for Yiran.

However, if you can't persuade you, you have to persuade it. Yes, she has to stand up, she has to take care of her brother and sister-in-law.

Throw it all to Feiran, what should Feiran do?

And what about the parents in their old age?

They still have a great life, and they still have their parents, and they all have to live.

Zhao Zhiya raised her hand and slowly hugged her daughter: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom go mom." ”

Xu Feiran hugged her mother, mourning and guilty.

Brother, that's all I can do.

The year my brother just graduated, he decided to stay in Kyoto, but his uncle firmly disagreed, Deya flourished, how could he not come back.

My brother said all the good things, but it made my uncle furious, thinking that such a big child had studied in graduate school, how could he be so willful and ignorant of the world, and finally threatened not to call him dad if he didn't come back.

As soon as my brother saw that he was on it, he immediately turned to his mother and coaxed his mother: "Look, if you don't enter the company, he will obediently keep the equity for you, and if I don't enter the company, he won't recognize me." Auntie, you're going to have to help me get him. When I've had enough of being a barrister, I'm sure I'll come back. Moreover, how can I find a daughter-in-law in Cloud City, I will go outside first to find a good daughter-in-law and go back. ”

Mom smiled when she was coaxed: "Okay, aunt go and say." ”

As soon as my mother spoke, my uncle died down: "Ma Yu is looking for a good daughter-in-law to come back." ”

She and her brother both knew that if they wanted to get Zhao Zhide, they had to take Zhao Zhiya's shot.

Xu Feiran forcibly endured the sorrow and guilt that surged into Qi Qi's heart, and murmured secretly: "Brother, don't worry, I can handle it." ”

My aunt woke up and slept from time to time, she was not crazy, but she was completely distracted, and she could only murmur empty and blankly: "Yiran is on a business trip, I have heard it amazingly." But Xu Feiran stood in front of her, and she didn't react.

The doctor brought a psychiatrist over, and after the examination, he sighed: "Let's intervene slowly in the later stage." ”

Xu Feiran was sad and desolate, so she could only comfort herself firmly and comfort her mother: "Slow down, let's find a doctor to slowly recuperate." ”

Maybe it's better for my aunt to be stunned like this now.

Uncle has been asleep until night, Zhao Zhiya asked for a bed to accompany her uncle's bedside.

At night, Xu Feiran was persuaded by Li Rong and Professor Lin to lie down for a while, so she asked the nurse to open a few more VIP rooms, and put a few more beds in the room, so that everyone could take turns to sleep.

There is no place in Xu Feiran's body that does not hurt, his head, eyes, nose, and limbs are numb with pain.

But she couldn't sleep at all.

Her mind was full of yesterday, yesterday, and her brother was still there at this time yesterday.

What was she doing at that time? Why didn't she talk to her brother on the phone and have a video?

Maybe as soon as she tossed, he left work early?

Xu Feiran's thoughts were chaotic, and the more he went around, the more painful it became.

Everyone has been busy almost from the middle of the night to now, and they are all very tired, Xu Feiran quietly waited for everyone to fall asleep.

Soon there was only a slight sound of breathing in the room, and she got up quietly, walked to the corridor, and told the nurse on duty that she was going to see her brother, and went to his brother alone.

The nurse kindly called another nurse on duty and sent her all the way.

The laymen had already changed shifts, and the people on duty at the door had also changed, and they were sitting on the chairs at the door in a daze. When I saw her, I immediately stood up.

Xu Feiran nodded, although these people are all employees of Deya, but this time, they are also hard-working, after all, the people lying here are not their relatives.

Xu Feiran entered, folded his hands and chanted.

The chanting of the unity of faith made Xu Feiran slowly calm down. The mind, the heart, and the thousands of worlds are only this Buddha name, which runs through the past and the present, and through the unknown.

The gentle and gentle chanting of the laymen also made Xu Feiran feel a sense of soul drifting, and suddenly realized the impermanence of all things, the infinity of the universe, the longevity of time and space, and the mystery of the unknown.

She was relieved by the feeling.

Looking at my brother under the white cloth, I vaguely felt that my brother and I were really two worlds, but I vaguely felt that I and my brother were actually still together.

Because the heart is together, the soul will sense.

Brother, you have to be good, get better and better, wait for me for a hundred years, and take me well.

When Fei Heng's call came, Li Rong woke up and was startled, because she didn't see Fei Ran when she got up.

woke up Zhou Die and ran out of the door, and the nurse lady hurriedly told them where Xu Feiran was.

Li Rong explained again and again, and Fei Heng comforted: "It's okay, you can rest again." When I got downstairs, I asked them to send me straight to the bandits. Thank you Sister Rong, you will rest, there must be a lot of things for you to do. ”

Li Rong responded again and again.

When Fei Heng stood at the door, Xu Feiran and a group of lay people sat around the figure covered with a white cloth and chanted.

Xu Feiran's face was pale, his eyelids were red and swollen, his eyes were closed, and he only saw the movement of his mouth.

Fei Heng's gaze moved from Xu Feiran's body to the white cloth, and then moved back to Xu Feiran's body, and his heart was painful and sad.

All the way, he couldn't believe it was true.

How could there be such a thing. The eldest brother is so young and so accomplished.

He barely dared to look at the whiteness.

How did the bandits survive?

Fei Heng entered the room lightly and silently bowed to the people under the white cloth surrounded by the laymen.

Then he stood beside Xu Feiran and gently touched Xu Feiran's head with his hand.

Xu Feiran was startled, opened his eyes and looked back to see that it was Fei Heng, his heart was sour, and he gently leaned on Fei Heng for a long time without moving.

After a long time, Xu Feiran got up and pulled him out.

Standing outside the door, Fei Heng helped her to stop: "Bandit, you wait for me for a while, I, I'll meet my uncle." ”

Although he had heard what Fei Chen had said, he still wanted to meet him.

This is the bandit's brother-in-law, his brother-in-law.

Xu Feiran grabbed him and shook his head: "Don't look at it." Just remember him at his best. ”

Xu Feiran's voice became more and more hoarse, her eyes were red and swollen almost into a slit, her face was pale and swollen, Fei Heng was heartbroken and unbearable, and hugged her: "Bandit, I'm too late." ”

Xu Feiran hugged him blankly, before she thought that she would cry more sadly when she saw Fei Heng, but this will, her brain is dull and her heart is bloody, although her eyes are also astringent and sore, and her nasal cavity has been tingling, but pathos seems to have been fixed in her nasal mind, and she has become numb.

Crying or not crying no longer represents emotions for her, and she just wants to rest on him for a while.

Fei Heng's tears rolled into Xu Feiran's neck, and Xu Feiran said in a low voice: "Let's go somewhere else to talk, it's good if you come back, I want to rest with you." ”

Fei Heng hugged her hard: "Okay." ”

Xu Feiran asked the nurse to open a new VIP ward, and lay on the bed with Fei Heng, she leaned on Fei Heng's chest and closed her eyes: "I'll sleep." I seem to be able to rest for a while with you. I'll tell you the rest. You can also sleep, the old man wakes up, we have to go, tomorrow dawn there is still the company's business. ”

Fei Heng stopped her: "You sleep." I'll just ask them about these things. ”

Xu Feiran muttered: "I asked Lu Yu and Zhou Yang to take over the company, and Shao Rui and Shen Feng are investigating the story." Fei Heng, I don't believe it was an accident, my brother is such a good person, it is impossible for him to be so unlucky. ”

Fei Heng stroked her back: "I know, I know. Leave it all to me, I'll take care of it, you take a break, you can't fall. Bandits, you have to be good. You sleep, I'm here, ah, I'm here. ”

Xu Feiran closed her eyes heavily, Fei Heng came back, she would give it to him to see for a while. She really had to close her eyes for a moment.

But she still couldn't sleep, and she couldn't sleep with a headache.

Fei Heng looked at Xu Feiran, who had closed his eyes tightly, but his breathing had been short, frowned and thought about it: "Bandit, I'll pour a glass of water to drink, and you can drink some too." ”

Xu Feiran nodded, Fei Heng gently put her on the bed, and then got up and went out to find the nurse.

After coming in, he helped her up and brought a glass of warm water to her lips: "Your throat is seriously damaged, drink water and sleep." ”

Xu Feiran obediently drank it one by one, swallowing it and stinging in his throat, but he still swallowed it honestly.

After drinking, Fei Heng got on the bed and let her lean on her chest: "Squint for a while." I'll watch. Don't worry, I'll leave it all to me. ”

Xu is Feiheng's words reassured her, Xu is she really couldn't hold on, after a while, Xu Feiran fell asleep, although her nose was still a little difficult to breathe because of the damage to the mucous membrane, but at least, she fell asleep.

Fei Heng looked at Xu Feiran and felt distressed, if he didn't go out, at least, he would let the bandits rest for a while during the day, she looked like she was struggling.

Alas, at this time, apart from him, who would dare to feed the bandits sleeping pills.

If he is not there, if she doesn't wake up, who in the family will make up his mind.

Fei Heng carefully put Xu Feiran on the bed, rinsed the cup that gave Xu Feiran sleeping pills, and then went out gently.

He wants to go to see his parents, uncles, and aunts, to see the people on night duty, to communicate with the people arranged by the bandits, and to take care of the affairs of the family.

When he came back, he had to take care of the affairs of the family, and he could no longer press on the bandits, who could no longer bear it.

The eldest brother is gone, and he has to carry everything that the bandits have to bear for her.

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