157 could not be faced

At that time, Bai Yi was spoiled by herself, and suddenly fell from heaven into the abyss, how did she survive? She couldn't sleep all night after night, and she couldn't call her name in pain, she felt that Bai Yi was gone, and her heart was bleeding, and she felt a kind of pain in her skin. But Bai Yi is not only as mature as himself in the pain of separation, but also bears the real pain of skin cutting, the little pitiful, the only little bit of good skin, has to grow again and again, after being cut, then growing, and then being cut, Xu Ling is about to vomit blood in pain. He'd rather be hurt by himself!

At this time, Xiao Ling came over with Xiao Hui and said to He Qiao, "Uncle Qiao, you can call my mother! Xiao Hui is clamoring to find her! Let her come and pick us up!"

Xu Ling glanced at Xiaohui, Xiaohui was a little afraid of Xu Ling, looking stupid, but looking at Xu Ling very vigilantly, like a frightened little beast, although scared, but very vigilant.

Xu Ling didn't know what kind of feelings he had for this child, Bai Yi would rather miss the best treatment time for this child, let those injuries go unattended, and would rather die of pain than medicine, just to keep his own child, Xu Ling was suddenly a little flustered and couldn't face Xiaohui.

He Qiao called Bai Yi and told Xiaohui, "Mom will be here in a while! Let's call your Uncle Nan and take you to dinner in a while!"

When Xu Ling heard that Bai Yi was coming, she became even more flustered!

"Are you leaving, don't you have anything to say to Bai Yi?" He Qiao asked.

Xu Ling's eyes stared at Xiao Hui, a little dodgy, not only did he not know how to face Xiao Hui, but he also didn't know how to face Bai Yi at this moment! What a bastard! Bai Yi had suffered so much, since he said those bastards just now, Bai Yi must have died of sadness!

"No, I'll go first!There's still something going on!" Xu Ling replied weakly to He Qiao.

"Okay, why don't you go home and have dinner with your parents? By the way, happy birthday!" He Qiao said to Xu Ling.

Xu Ling didn't say anything, how could he be happy this birthday? He didn't even have the mood to buy a gift for his mother! Xu Ling raised his hand and touched Xiao Ling's head, but he couldn't stretch out his hand to Xiao Hui. He simply put down his hand and glanced at Xiaohui deeply.

"Okay! Don't scare the child! I told you this today, I didn't hope you could do anything, and I didn't think about changing anything! But I think you should know these things, at least you should know these truths, not your self-righteousness that you got from Bai Yi! I also thought that maybe without you, Bai Yi would live a little more freely! She didn't want you to see her pain and unbearable! She said that she only deserved to live in the dark now!" He Qiao was a little sad.

Xu Ling didn't stop at all! He turned around and left, walked to a corner, saw that there was no one around, and hid in the corridor and cried fiercely, why did he become so many tears these days because he was a big man? Is he still Xu Ling? In just a few hours, he felt that his life was up and down, and his mentality was broken! There were too many things that he couldn't accept. He wondered if he was right to pray to the Buddha in the first place? Bai Yi really didn't live like death, it was more painful than death! Xu Ling felt that he was wrong? At that time, he only wanted Bai Yi to be alive, and he couldn't imagine that she was living like this!

Those delusions and infatuations are all to satisfy their own shortcomings, but they never thought that even if Bai Yi was alive and escaped from that fire, he would definitely suffer a lot of torture!

Xu Ling couldn't cry, cried for a while, wiped away her tears, came out of the corridor of the shopping mall, and just watched Bai Yi and He Qiao walking together in the distance, followed by Xiao Ling, He Qiao hugged Xiao Hui who was tired of playing, Xiao Hui was lying on He Qiao's shoulder, Xu Ling was stung by this scene, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, if He Qiao is not He Nan's lover, but a man who can be trusted!

Xu Ling didn't dare to look at it anymore, so she dodged and hid in the corner to prevent them from seeing her. He really can't face it!

Xu Ling drove home first, and his parents saw him leave happily and came back listlessly, although he felt strange, but it was not easy to ask, and this state has been maintained for five years. They can't communicate too much with each other.

Mother Xu wondered in her heart, this child has not had such ups and downs for a long time, usually his clothes are plain and quiet, and she still feels that her son has matured, what is wrong with today? In the morning, I feel that my son is back to where Bai Yi was! Happy, sad, painful and excited, all emotions can be expressed on her face.

The parents of the Xu family had a tacit understanding not to ask Xu Ling why, and pretended to ask their son to eat as if nothing happened.

At the dinner table, Xu Ling was stunned for a long time, as if thinking about something, picked up the chopsticks and put them down, and suddenly opened her mouth to talk to her parents.

"Dad, Mom. I've got something to tell you! I think you should know! But be prepared first!"

Mother Xu's heart suddenly rose to her throat, she couldn't pretend anymore, she put her chopsticks away, closed her eyes sadly, covered her chest, and said intermittently, "If it's about your feelings, don't tell me about it! I can't accept it! You haven't let your grandparents see you getting married! Do you still want me and your dad to wait for this day? How long has it been? You have done enough for Bai Yi! She will want you to live better when she looks at it from the sky! This is too torturous, right?"

Xu Ling looked at her mother's appearance, and her eyes were full of guilt! "Mom, don't worry! I'm not telling you this! I... I want to tell you that Bai Yi is actually not dead!"

Hehe, this incident scared the old couple half to death, Xu's mother covered her heart and said, "Old Xu, it's over, my son is stunned!" and turned to Xu Ling and said, "Son! Mom and Dad won't force you to find a partner to marry! Wake up! Don't drive yourself crazy! I can't stand it! I really can't stand it!" Saying that, Xu's mother seems to want to vent all the grievances of the past five years.

Xu Ling looked at her mother like this, and she didn't know what to say, saying that Bai Yi was still alive, it was true that the old couple couldn't accept it, so simply say that they cared about the key points!

"Mom, don't cry! What I said is true! If you don't believe me, I'll take you and Dad to see your grandson!" Xu Ling comforted.

"What?grandson?" the Xu family's parents couldn't react!

"Well, Bai Yi was pregnant when she left! It's just that we didn't know it! After being rescued, she kept the child, and now she is four years old!

"What you said is true, Bai Yi is really alive!" the Xu family's parents really couldn't believe it.

Xu Ling said the general meaning to her parents, avoided those terrifying injuries, and only said that Bai Yi was injured, and missed the best treatment time for the sake of the child, and now she has to do a skin graft operation every once in a while.

"Dad, Mom, you say, can I still be with Bai Yi?" Xu Ling didn't know what to do, and wanted to find the answer from her parents.

The parents of the Xu family looked at each other, and Xu's mother spoke first,

"Son, you have been so painful all these years, and your parents have seen it, so they have not forced you to accept another relationship. Now that Bai Yi is back, he is really lucky that he is not dead! If you still want to be with her, Mom thinks that it is better for you to be together if you still have a child!"

Father Xu didn't speak for a long time, pondered for a while, and didn't want to say anything at all, but this was his own son's business, and he had to help him face it together.

"Xu Ling, you are not young, you are in your 30s, it is time to bear the age to face by yourself! I have no other ideas with your mother, as long as you are willing, you think it is good, we have nothing to do! There is really no right and wrong in this matter, if you want to say it, it can only be said that it is the will of God!" Xu's father suddenly became emotional.

"You Lao Tzu and I have been in the political circles for so long, and I have never encountered anything particularly annoying, when it comes to my son's emotional and marriage problems, I really don't know what to do with you! But I think that if it is a man, he should be responsible, and at that time Bai Yi became what she is like now because of you, since she is not dead, it was arranged by God! Your fate is not broken, no matter what Bai Yi's current health is, you should bear it with her! Not to mention the child! In my opinion, this is not a matter of whether you are willing or not, it is a responsibility that you have to face and bear!Go and take her home!"Father Xu said a lot to Xu Ling in a serious manner. Suddenly everything was brighter.

"What are you waiting for? Your father and I, materialists, have begun to believe in fate and God after you! You still won't let me see my eldest grandson? Are you trying to kill us in a hurry?" Father Xu looked at Xu Ling like that, and really wanted to go up and give him a few blows, looking like he hated iron but not steel!

When I didn't let you and Bai Yi be together, you two dared to elope, and you still swore in front of me! Now that you have children, you hesitate! I don't know what you're still hesitating?

The Xu family's parents really didn't know that Xu Ling was not hesitating, but they couldn't face Bai Yi. I left after saying those decisive words, and now I know what happened, and I want to find someone to reconcile. It's really not a man's job!

But don't go to Bai Yi by yourself! It's not what the master does! Bai Yi has suffered so much for himself, he is distressed! He should indeed take responsibility, and he must bear everything in the future with Bai Yi, he said that he wanted to make up for the love that Bai Yi lacked before he met him, but he felt that Bai Yi was with himself, and he suffered more!

Therefore, now Xu Ling is contradictory, and the two thoughts torture Xu Ling to go crazy!