Chapter 8 Lost Lifeline No.4
"What the hell is going on? Yue Yuanyuan, you have to give me an explanation!"
On the way home, Aunt Yue kept repeating this sentence.
And Yue Yuanyuan didn't say a word, I held her hand and Xinxin held her on the other side. Looking up at her face, the tears had dried, and the makeup that had been carefully drawn in the morning had been spent, leaving a vague black shadow at the corner of her eye.
"That's it!" my mother cried out, "Why do they call you sister-in-law, Yuanyuan, when did you become a hooligan sister-in-law?"
"Mom!" I glared at her! If they really treat Yue Yuanyuan as a sister-in-law, will they still come to smash her shop?
Gangster's sister-in-law...... Yue Yuanyuan had such an identity many years ago, but that was in the past, didn't they break up? I remembered the guy I called "Left Green Dragon Right White Tiger" who didn't like to wear shirts, as well as the dragon on his left arm and the tiger on his right arm.
Slowly tightened her arms, she was still expressionless, like a puppet, pulled by a thread, we take a step, she also walks. Zuo Qinglong's shadow swirled in my mind, and I wanted to ask, but I finally swallowed it back.
This matter cannot be known to the three old men, this is a tacit understanding between us. Ever since I saw her kissing the shirtless man with the tattoo in front of the factory late one night many years ago, I consciously helped her keep it a secret because I didn't want to see her swept away. At the same time, I made a lot of efforts and attempts to provoke her and Zuo Qinglong and encourage them to break up. In fact, I was very afraid of Zuo Qinglong, he always bit a cigarette viciously, threatening me that if he spoke more, he would beat me into mud. I can't figure out how Yue Yuanyuan could know that kind of person, but Yue Yuanyuan smiled so brightly, saying that Zuo Qinglong was very good to her, saying that Zuo Qinglong loved her very much, and that in this case, I would pour cold water on her, how could Zuo Qinglong only guard her? Sure enough, it didn't take long for her to come to me, and she was dumped by Zuo Qinglong! Because she couldn't find a job, and she was embarrassed to ask her for money again! That day, I didn't hide my own happiness, I didn't comfort her, but poured her a glass of wine and said, "Congratulations! You're finally free!"
I always thought that after she broke up with Zuo Qinglong six years ago, Qi Shaoyao who came to rob me because of her obscurity and darkness in her heart; I congratulate her, so she also wants me to taste the taste of being congratulated! Hasn't she been pestering Qi Shaoyao? Didn't she fall in love with him after pestering? Didn't she leave in a hurry because she found out that he didn't love her?
It dawned on me that maybe I was the obscure and shady person. Why should I reconcile with Yue Yuanyuan? Because I want her to know how happy Qi Shaoyao and I are, and she has never been between us! Even if I am divorced and holding a piece of paper for our breakup, I can't help but show off, what do you have? I think the friendship we have regained is a kind of charity for her, a haughty charity, because I don't care about her betrayal, and sympathize with her loneliness, so that I am willing to listen to her whimsical imagination and echo some nonsensical remarks at any time, and she can only humbly accept it. She is ashamed of me, and she should be grateful for my understanding!
I looked down and saw that one of Xinxin's fingers tugging at her shook slightly, and the faint two eyebrows crumbled into a small hill because of the gloomy appearance of the round aunt. The question that has been wondering for the past few days seems to have a vague answer - Xin Xin can know Yue Yuanyuan, it must be through Qi Shaoyao, she uses the most innocent eyes of a child to filter the women around her father one by one, who treats her well and who treats her well to please her father, she can clearly distinguish between who treats her well. If Yue Yuanyuan showed possessiveness to her father, she would definitely hate this Aunt Yuanyuan as much as she hated Zhong Tian! But she didn't, the time I was arrested at the police station, Yue Yuanyuan could easily take her home from school; on the day we went home, she called her enthusiastically as soon as she saw Yue Yuanyuan......
Maybe...... Did I think wrong...... Maybe...... They never really got together!
I looked her straight in the eye and she looked away, avoiding my gaze!
Since you are not together, why do you want to bully Qi Shaoyao? Why do you want everyone to misunderstand that you are lovers? Why do you waste six years of good youth in vain, instead of looking for someone who truly loves you?
Yue Yuanyuan, what are you doing? What happened between you and Zuo Qinglong? How could he suddenly appear in such an earth-shattering way after six years to block your pursuit of a new life? Or ...... He's never gone? He's always been there for you?
At this time, Aunt Yue asked what was in my heart in her sharp and piercing voice: "Yue Yuanyuan, I have long thought that you have a problem! You haven't been home for six years! What do you say you have been doing for the past six years?"
She pinched Yue Yuanyuan's earlobe, pointed it to her ear, for fear that she wouldn't hear it, and scolded loudly: "Dead girl, are you dumb, talk to me!" let go of her daughter's ear, changed it to pat her on the head, slap after slap, and slapped Yue Yuanyuan's head, her beautiful short hair was turned into a pile of straw in a blink of an eye! But Yue Yuanyuan didn't explain or resist, and she even laughed!
"Huh...... Hehe......" The low laughter squeezed out of her throat and shattered into pieces of broken notes, and her thin shoulders trembled! But her mother did not stop wrestling her hands because of this, and even raised her foot and kicked her: "You still have a smile! Why did you provoke them? You also became a sister-in-law of the underworld! You are amazing!"
"That's enough!" Uncle Yue, who would run out whenever his wife beat his daughter, and be a peacemaker, finally spoke up! This time was the longest silence he had in more than 20 years, because he was so shocked! Or rather, he was frightened! To be honest, he had never seen this kind of battle in his life, beating people and smashing shops, and all the passers-by stopped to watch, but none of them called the police, but the police let the hooligans go! He also wanted to know why, and he wanted to know who his well-behaved and sensible daughter had provoked!
But not now, he always insisted that the ugliness of the family should not be publicized. He sighed and waved his hand helplessly: "What is there to say when you go home, what is it like on the road!" The factory is full of his colleagues, and he can't afford to lose this person! Unfortunately, his tigress doesn't think like this, she is mad, she will lose her mind, regardless of the occasion, and forget that her daughter is an adult who is nearly 30 years old, and she was beaten and scolded by her mother by her hair in public, and she may not have the face to raise her head to be a person in the future!
She also grabbed her daughter's hair and slammed it forward twice, if there was a pillar in front of her, Yue Yuanyuan's head would have bloomed at this moment!
"You have to make it clear to me! Damn girl, what is your relationship with those hooligans! If you don't tell me the truth, don't even think about entering my house!"
The thing I was worried about finally happened! Aunt Yue knew that she was having an affair with the little hooligan, and she would really sweep her out of the house!
Yue Yuanyuan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly raised his head and shouted with all his strength!
"Ahh
Aunt Yue was frightened, was this her daughter who faced everything with a smile? She had never seen such a desperate look on her face! Even if she lost to her most powerful competitor in the college entrance examination, me, she was not pessimistic, and smiled with a hippie smile!
She slowly let go of her hand, and Yue Yuanyuan's tears spread across her pale face. She couldn't help it! She endured it for too long! Originally, she wanted to hide alone to heal her wounds, and she didn't want her parents to know what a stupid daughter they had born, and they actually gambled their life's happiness on a man who would not cherish her at all! When she finally wanted to get rid of him and get rid of him, she found that he was like a rotting maggot, parasitic in her bone marrow and possessed in her heart! Perhaps, she would have to pay for her whole life for this, and that man, without sucking her blood and devouring her flesh, would not let go!
She covered her face, rushed to the corner of the factory on the side of the road and squatted down, her whimpering came from afar, the thin figure shrunk into a ball trembled, and the red flowers printed and dyed on her clothes shook off the ground......
Aunt Yue was stunned, and Uncle Yue was stunned. My mother glared at me, as if to reproach me for not helping Yue Yuanyuan hide it together. Am I not just like them, confused? I don't know how many grievances Yue Yuanyuan has hidden.
"Go back! I'll watch her. I handed the Xin Xin to my mother, and then looked at Yue Yuanyuan, who was still squatting under the wall, like an abandoned child.
There was a painful wound in my heart, this only good friend of mine, squatting in front of me and weeping helplessly, and I didn't even know why! Once, we were so talkative! Time passed so fast, we have been washed away by the years and could not find the direction, the buildings around us are still exactly the same as when we were children, but a little older, a little older, so our hearts are also a little older, a little older. When I was a child, the scene of hiding and seeking at home shook in front of my eyes in a trance, and Yue Yuanyuan's figure was also shaking in front of my eyes, and I suddenly had a premonition that Yue Yuanyuan could not return to the original happy and carefree time, perhaps, she was no longer the original happy carefree and heartless Yue Yuanyuan!
"Zuo Qinglong?" I squatted down beside her.
She raised her face, sniffed, and smiled indifferently: "You can really guess." ”
Zuo Qinglong is the kind of person, only when he thinks you have no use value, he will kick you away, he doesn't care if you are heartbroken and embarrassed, and whether you are in pain, when you finally lick the wound, cover up the sorrow, and regain your strength, he is back, he is a locust covering your wound and sucking blood, firmly biting you!
"If only I had listened to you earlier......" Yue Yuanyuan smiled again, took out his bag, took out his wallet and handed it to me: "Fei'er, go and help me bottle a beer......"
"No!" I pushed my wallet!
"Go, please......" She pushed her purse in front of me again.
I relented, but pushed my wallet away: "No!" It's not a good idea to drink away!
"Hey......" she sighed, "I was going to tell you a secret ......"
"What's the secret?" I was interested in her life for the past six years, and if I knew her secret, I would be able to untie her knot!
She looked at me fixedly, mysteriously: "Fei'er, in fact, Qi Shaoyao and I have never slept with each other...... Not once ......"
What kind of secret is this? I glanced at her, "I already knew!"
"You know that?" she sighed again, "Then you must know why......
"Why?" I subconsciously asked, only to find out that I had been tricked when I asked! Yue Yuanyuan threw his wallet over again: "You go buy a bottle of wine, and I'll tell you!"
Qi Shaoyao, I have once again lost at your hands! I stood up angrily and blamed all the faults on Qi Shaoyao.
"Fei'er......" She squatted on the ground and looked up at me: "Actually, Qi Shaoyao loves you more than you imagined......"
"Forget it!" I don't dare to believe in Qi Shaoyao's love anymore! A man who keeps saying that he loves you, but pushes you away, no matter what his reason, as long as he lets go of my hand, he will be as dirty as Zuo Qinglong!
"Yuanyuan, wait for me to come back and drink with you!" The next second, I had already decided to buy two bottles of wine, and at this time, when I mentioned Qi Shaoyao, I felt a sense of annoyance in my heart for no reason!
"The earth doesn't have a man, and it turns the same! Just the two of us will depend on each other for a lifetime in the future, we don't want men!"
She smiled softly and looked back at my back.
- Yes, you always say that the earth will not turn without anyone, and you are the only one in the world. You can do it, but I can't...... My earth won't turn the moment you leave......
She looked up at the sky, and then at the neat rows of factories, and the sound of rumbling machines could be heard inside. When I was a child, my mother always stayed at home alone and was never afraid, but when it was Yue Yuanyuan's turn to work at night with her parents, she was always so scared that she hugged the pillow and squeezed me ......
At that time, she also thought that we would live forever together. But that's not the case, when a girl grows up, she will find the boy she likes, and fantasize about giving herself to him and living with him for the rest of her life.
She can't keep me, and she can't keep herself.
She looked at me, I stood at the counter of the grocery store at the entrance of the factory and paid for beer, and raised my hand to wave at her, but she didn't respond, lowered her head, and gently pulled up a weed in the corner......
She is also like a piece of grass that needs the shelter of the root of the wall. Without the roots of the wall, she will be firmly held in the hands of the one who pulled her up, until she withers.
- Fei'er, it's me who relies on you too much, you are a day younger than me, but you always shelter me like a big sister. Who should I blame? Blame my parents, they gave me a complete family and sheltered me? Or do you blame you for finding the man you love before me, and then you left with him and left me behind? We will never be able to live together for the rest of our lives. If you stay for a while, let me tell you, what kind of disaster will befall Qi Shaoyao, and you have to leave again, right? And I, or a weed written in the palm of Zuo Qinglong's hand......