"I'm sorry, I really won't. ”

After speaking, Qian Xiaoxian hurriedly withdrew from the No. 6 private room with the cleaned dirt.

She was just about to close the door when a woman dressed in glamorous makeup held the handrail of the door with one hand and pinched her nose with the other.

She flashed past Qian Xiaoxian, pushed the door and entered the house, and then, Qian Xiaoxian heard a delicate voice: "Brother, I took a taxi immediately after receiving your call, look at it, everyone is sweating." ”

Qian Xiaoxian only felt goosebumps fall to the ground.

She hurriedly threw out the garbage and hurriedly washed her hands over and over again in the bathroom.

Washing and washing, her mind came to the appearance of the woman lying on the sofa again, and she shuddered: "There is such a terrible place in the world!"

These women, who work in such an environment all the year round, sing and drink with these drunken men, is life meaningful?

"Dididi-"

Before she could get back to the desk, the phone rang again.

It was the man in the private room No. 6 again: "Waiter, bring two bottles of red wine." ”

"Okay, I'll be right there. ”

She put down the phone and thought, "Oh, I'm all drunk, and I still have to drink, what kind of person is this!"

After working for a while, Qian Xiaoxian returned to the service desk.

Because she didn't sleep well last night, she was busy just now, and she felt like her whole body was falling apart.

Qian Xiaoxian lay on the bar in a daze, and the music was like a lullaby.

She looked at her watch, it was 10 o'clock in 5 minutes, Gao Jian was leaving.

At this time, with a burst of hustle and bustle, Gao Jian's voice came from downstairs-

Miss you, and don't forget how much I love you, and you don't have to worry about you......

This song is "Missing You" by TRY.

The original song is a female voice, but Gao Jian sings it more affectionately.

Qian Xiaoxian's heart was pounding, and she shifted all her attention to her ears.

She listened, and she wished the song never ended......

Just when Qian Xiaoxian was fascinated by what she heard, the woman who was lying on the sofa in the No. 6 private room just now stumbled to the bar.

She pulled a chair and sat in front of Qian Xiaoxian.

In the private room just now, Qian Xiaoxian didn't look at him carefully, but now that she was very close, she found that this girl was about the same age as herself.

She had good skin, big eyes, and a rare childlike blue, and her hair was still a little messy, and she had worn very little in the private room just now, and now she had a big off-white coat over it.

Qian Xiaoxian sighed secretly in her heart, why did such a young and beautiful girl come to such a place and do such an undignified job?

The young lady looked at the wine list, pointed to a light red wine and said, "Bring me a glass of this wine, she said staring at Qian Xiaoxian with straight eyes: "Are you a new waiter?"

"Yes, you're drunk, stop drinking and go home quickly. ”

"Drinking is my profession, go home, drink the northwest wind?"

"Grace ............"

Qian Xiaoxian wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say?

"Girl, I can see disdain in your eyes. ”

"No, no, I just think it'......" Qian Xiaoxian awkwardly denied.

"Don't you admit it? Don't look at me like a monster, you've just arrived, and you're still young! A year later, maybe you'll be who I am now. ”

"I won't. ”

"Hmph! I used to be as adamant as you that I wouldn't do this, even if my income was several times that of a waiter, I wouldn't do it, and I knew that they were staring at me with knife-like eyes, and this feeling was as embarrassing as being stripped naked from the exhibition, but who knows my difficulties? I am lonely in this strange city, I have no education, I can only work in a small restaurant, but the money is still enough to maintain my food and clothing for a day in addition to rent, water and electricity bills, how can I help my parents support the family, when can I live a normal life with a car and a house? Here, although I have to deal with all kinds of men every day, I have to accompany laughter and self-esteem, but the money I earn can be sent to my parents a little, and I can also save a little...... What should I do, I want to live!"

Qian Xiaoxian listened to these words silently, yes, everyone wants to pursue happiness, but not everyone can get it so quickly.

"Don't be stunned, hurry up and get me wine!" the woman's urging interrupted Qian Xiaoxian's thoughts.

"Okay. ”

Qian Xiaoxian handed her the wine, and then she twisted her waist in a daze and walked towards the No. 20 private room in the depths of the corridor.

Qian Xiaoxian's heart was really touched, she has no education, no education, and can only engage in these undignified jobs, but what about herself?

Qian Xiaoxian took out her mobile phone and opened the writer's assistant.

The computer was broken by Wu Hui, and the manuscript was lost, and recently my cousin had an accident again, and she completely broke off, and she had promised to keep changing and not being too tight, but she didn't expect it to be more difficult to write, it must be, to live, all kinds of troubles in life to deal with, and she just gave up like this, and spent her time like this?

As late as the night approached, guests began to check out.

Another guest in the private room is gone.

Qian Xiaoxian spent another ten minutes cleaning up, she saw that it was already 12 o'clock, and the waiter on duty rushed up the stairs in a hurry.

She went downstairs exhausted, and there were far fewer guests in the lobby on the first floor, the neon lights of the stage were still flashing, and the band was still playing in fascination.

On the stage is a female singer, who is intoxicated and singing an unknown love song.

Lin Wei stood up from the bar in the corner, Qian Xiaoxian was stunned and said, "Brother Lin, what time did you come?"

Lin Wei said: "I just arrived. ”

"Ah, you wait for me, I'll change my clothes. ”

Qian Xiaoxian took off her work clothes, changed into her own clothes and walked out, it was already late autumn, the air at night was unusually cold, and as soon as she went out, Qian Xiaoxian sneezed twice in a row.

"Someone misses you. Lin Wei said with a smile.

"What, it's cold air. ”

Lin Wei said: "That's what my mother said, she said it right!"

Qian Xiaoxian's mind suddenly flashed Gao Jian, tonight, he didn't see himself, why didn't he call himself?

Lin Wei asked, "What do you think, are you tired upstairs tonight?"

"It's ok. ”

Back at the hotel, Lin Wei didn't wait for Qian Xiaoxian to return to the room, so he grabbed her hand and said, "I haven't taken a good look at you for two days, are you avoiding me?"

"Brother Lin, when Pang Xiaolong finds a new waiter, I won't do it, I will accompany you at home every day. ”

On the road just now, Qian Xiaoxian noticed that Lin Wei was frowning all the way, as if something was wrong, could it be because his mother had put pressure on him?

Qian Xiaoxian felt that Lin Wei was depressed, and she wanted to ask if it was the reason, but she still felt that she couldn't speak, so she had to say: "Brother Lin, it's too late, rest early." ”

Lin Wei looked at her, as if he was about to say something, but he still nodded and turned around and went back to the room.

It was another sleepless night, and her mind was full of Gao Jian's voice, and his voice shouted in her ears one after another like magic: miss you, miss you......

Then, Lin Wei's preoccupied appearance kept popping up in her mind......

Qian Xiaoxian stared at the ceiling, she thought, tomorrow she will still tell Lin Wei to let Lin Wei repay Gao Jian's money as soon as possible, and then leave the bar She doesn't want Gao Jian to disturb her heart anymore, she doesn't want to have any entanglement with him anymore.

And at this moment, Gao Jian, lying in the luxurious suite of a luxurious hotel, is also tossing and turning like Qian Xiaoxian.

His father's illness was finally stabilized, and he couldn't wait to fly back from the United States, because Qian Xiaoxian had no news, so he couldn't hold on any longer, and his sixth sense told him that if he didn't come back, maybe, he really couldn't find her.

Sure enough, when she saw Qian Xiaoxian again, she began to be indifferent to herself, and she seemed to have grown up, more assertive than before.

He also knows a little about her recent life, and he knows that Qian Xiaoxian has experienced a fatal blow in the past few months.

He could clearly feel that her previous fanaticism and fascination with him was fading, and that was exactly what he feared.

They must have no contract and no deep relationship, and their previous closeness was completely manipulated by their own domineering.

He felt that their relationship was still relatively fragile.

So he had a sense of urgency, because he knew that he couldn't treat Qian Xiaoxian to the death, which would only cause her disgust.

So he didn't see her tonight, he didn't call her, he didn't go to her all night, and he knew that it was better to hold on to his appetite than to chase after her.

Therefore, he can only use his singing voice to tell her about his thoughts and love, but there has been no her at the bar.

In the hour when he signed the contract, he did not sing in a chorus, but after singing a few songs, he would rest for a while, and then there would be guests interacting, or another contracted singer would take over.

During each break, he sat down in front of a wicker chair at the bar, asked for a glass of wine, and then kept searching for ...... in the crowd

Later, he couldn't help it, so he asked Pang Xiaolong, only to know that she was going to the second floor to replace tonight, he couldn't help but look up at the second floor, he thought, she should be able to hear it.

I couldn't see her before, and I couldn't express my thoughts, but now that she was close to her, I still couldn't tell my thoughts.

Gao Jian held his mobile phone and looked at Qian Xiaoxian's WeChat blankly......

At the same time, Qian Xiaoxian was also holding her mobile phone, staring at Jian Zaixian, in a daze......

The next day, Lingling came to work with a haggard face, and Qian Xiaoxian said, "You are so sick, why don't you rest?"

Lingling said: "Go to the hospital? I'll let you do all kinds of examinations when I get there, and a small cold can cost me half a month's salary! I took the medicine I bought from the pharmacy at the door, and it's boring to lie in the basement, and I have to spend time with you at work!"

Qian Xiaoxian said: "Are you okay? No, you are downstairs, I will go upstairs for you!"

After saying this, Qian Xiaoxian immediately regretted it.

If I go upstairs and I won't see Gao Jian tonight, this thought flashed, and she began to feel guilty again, didn't she say okay, don't you miss him?

However, Gao Jian was close at hand, but he didn't contact her, so Qian Xiaoxian was even more uneasy, she didn't know what medicine he sold in the gourd, she didn't want to take the initiative to contact her, but she hoped that he would come to collect debts.

Because Lin Wei was ready, yesterday he asked, "Have you contacted Gao Jian about repaying the money?"

Qian Xiaoxian didn't say that Gao Jian was in the bar, so she had to say perfunctorily: "Not yet, I'll contact him as soon as possible." ”

In the past two days, Lin Wei seemed to have something on his mind, and Qian Xiaoxian suspected that his mother had exerted pressure, because Lin Wei took her out to eat again today, and he didn't mention going home.

Qian Xiaoxian didn't mention it.

However, when he thought of his mother, why did he panic?

"Ah, Xiaoxian, you are so good, I love you to death. ”

At this time, Lingling's voice interrupted Qian Xiaoxian's thoughts.

Lingling said, she had already come over and was about to take a bite on her face, Qian Xiaoxian greeted her with her hand: "Cold bacteria!"

Lingling stopped with a smile and said: "Xiaoxian, you can do it for me for another day, in the past two days, a handsome singer has come to the song hall on the first floor, it is simply a fascination of life, you let me spend another night, anyway, you will have the opportunity to see him every day in the future." ”

"There are more singers on TV. ”

Qian Xiaoxian knew that she said Gao Jian, and thought to herself, she was about to resign, she couldn't see Gao Jian every day, and she knew that if she left, Gao Jian would definitely leave.

"Can it be the same? ”

At this time, Pang Xiaolong came over and said, "Let's start, let's start." ”

At 9 o'clock in the evening, after the introduction of the host on the stage, Gao Jian walked on the stage with the music of "Loving You for 10,000 Years".

Finally couldn't resist the temptation, Qian Xiaoxian quietly walked to the railing at the staircase and looked.

Downstairs, the brilliant lights are projected on Gao Jian's body, and he is like a prince who has walked out of a dream.

Tonight, he was wearing a silver gown, with a slender and straight figure, and a delicate face that was three-dimensional and cool as a sculpture.

His eyes were as bright as the stars, and there seemed to be a faint melancholy in the neon phantom.

The singers who sing in bars now have always been handsome men and beautiful women, especially the men on the stage, who are getting whiter and smoother, even surpassing women's collagen faces.

And it is rare for a singer like Gao Jian to have a natural healthy complexion and exude a full manliness.

Gao Jian on the stage is so brilliant.

The lighting, the music, the mood, the atmosphere is really sultry, irresistibly bringing people into a realm of illusory beauty.

Gao Jian sang affectionately with Ji in his arms, his eyes were also looking towards the second floor, and soon, he found her in front of the railing.

Qian Xiaoxian wanted to walk away immediately, but she still didn't move, if she escaped in a puff of smoke, wouldn't it show her embarrassment even more?

It's better to just stand quietly like this, and he can think whatever he likes.

When the singing reached its peak, the young people at the tables under the stage began to get excited and began to go crazy, echoing the voice more than Gao Jian's voice, and several fashionably dressed bewitching women ran onto the stage holding hands, singing and dancing around Gao Jian......

For an hour, the scene was very warm, and Gao Jian was always pestered by the guests, some people sent flowers, and some people sent wine.

Qian Xiaoxian was suddenly at a loss, she suddenly remembered that Zhou Han said before that Gao Jian had indulged in bars for a while and was drunk every day, did he buy drunk in such an environment?

By the way, those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, and yesterday she read an article about a bar on the Internet.

It is said that the bar is a big dye vat, and no matter how pure a person stays here for a long time, he will be dyed into a guy with all kinds of poisons.

Why did Qian Xiaoxian suddenly want to view such an article-

Because the drunken lady in room 6 yesterday made her wonder, why did a good girl come here to drink and sing with others, and who were those men?

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