Chapter 13: Last Lovers?
Century Amusement Park, roller coaster.
It's a similar scene again, and I'm wondering, do women have a soft spot for roller coasters?
When Chen Yin and I lined up here again, the staff in charge of the roller coaster looked at me with disdain, and that expression made me owe him five million!
Actually, it's not surprising, you must know that it was Li Xiaoxiao who lined up with me here half an hour ago, and in a blink of an eye, there was a different woman next to her, and it was no surprise that she treated me as a scumbag. Especially the two big beauties, this jealousy can be imagined. It's a pity that he only sees the surface, you don't know a person, so don't speculate.
Chen Yin also seemed to have discovered something, and smiled at me teasingly, "Isn't this a special sense of accomplishment!"
"I didn't feel a sense of accomplishment, on the contrary, it made me feel very insecure!" I said slowly.
"Isn't this line supposed to be said by our women?" Chen Yin joked again.
"Actually, sometimes men are more insecure!" I said lightly, looking at the scene around me.
"Maybe!" Chen Yin pondered for a moment and sighed silently.
I set my eyes on her, and she seemed a little sentimental.
Finally, it was the turn of the roller coaster for me and Chen Yin.
Riding the roller coaster again, there is a feeling of dreaming back, the scene is still this scene, and the people around him are still Chen Yin, but they are no longer human.
The roller coaster starts slowly, this thrill from slow to fast, and then from fast to slow, a year later, I am still a little nervous and scared. And I paid a little attention to Chen Yin, she was still the same as before, she didn't see any nervousness and fear, she was just enjoying the excitement.
Two minutes later, the roller coaster slowly returned to the starting point, and I exhaled heavily, and it was finally over.
"I didn't expect that after such a long time, you are still the same, you ...... It's okay!" Chen Yin said with some distress, and slightly helped me out of the roller coaster.
"I didn't ...... It's okay, I just want to vomit...... "My heart is very uncomfortable, and I may vomit at any time, but I still answered Chen Yin with difficulty.
"Wow-wow-wow" I still spit out in anger.
"Just spit it out!" Chen Yin gently patted my back and made me vomit happily.
"Wipe it off!"
"I'm sorry! I'm embarrassed in front of you again!" I took the paper that Chen Yin handed me and wiped it a few times.
"It's not a shame in front of me!" Chen Yin looked at me softly, suddenly realized something, and then said, "Don't do this in front of Li Xiaoxiao, I really don't understand you, I know that I am not suitable for exciting projects, and I brought Li Xiaoxiao here, are you preparing to die for love?"
Although she was teaching me a lesson, I could still hear that I felt sorry for me.
Suddenly, I understood why Chen Yin never mentioned this place after taking me here once.
I looked at Chen Yin affectionately, my eyes a little rosy. She's really a nice girl, the one who once gave me all tenderness. But I didn't cherish it and let her down.
And now I don't deserve her.
"What's wrong with you?" Chen Yin was a little embarrassed to be stared at by me like this.
"It's okay, thank you for the reminder!Fortunately, Xiaoxiao didn't see my gaffe just now, so it doesn't deserve my handsomeness!" I pretended to be grateful and looked at Chen Yin mockingly.
What I said was so crisp and neat, but every word I said seemed to be bleeding from my heart, even if I performed perfectly, but people are not grass and trees, and my uncompetitive tears still couldn't help but break free.
I hurriedly turned my back to her and stopped looking at her.
"Is this interesting? It's good to say that there is a person who is good at cross talk, and it's quite enjoyable to play a one-man show alone, why are you so willful? You tell me! Wang Quan! Why do you ......?"
I couldn't see her expression, but I knew she was in pain at the moment in her heart-rending voice.
Chen Yin's sobbing voice lingered in my ears all the time, and gradually I heard her choked voice again: "You are a good person! But have you ever thought that no matter how perfect a lie is, there will be a day when it will be exposed? Saying that the orders of your parents must not be disobeyed is all nonsense! When have you been so obedient! You have gambled when you say that you have gambled, and you have been in debt! What is the big deal! As for running to Cixi? I am so miserable that you have concealed it! If it weren't for Zhang Yanna's leakage, I would still hate you like a fool!"
I was already in tears, and slowly turned around and looked at the grief-stricken Chen Yin, "Stupid, I'm afraid you will look down on me!"
Chen Yin gradually sneered, "You may not underestimate me too much, right! Since I was with you in the first place, I had already identified you." It's right for you to make mistakes and bear them yourself, but shouldn't you tell me why everyone around you knows, but I don't know, and I don't know......"
"That's because I care about you!" blurted out a sentence that freed me from all the pressure.
Chen Yin was stunned for a moment by my sudden words, and then suddenly smiled bitterly, "I know you care about me, but I also care about you! I care about you, no matter how much you earn, as long as it is enough for us to spend, even if it is not enough, we can save it." I care you can ignore even the complete bullshit self-motivation, as long as we're together. So your gamble, your debts are not worth mentioning in front of me, a man who can leave me the best gentleness with the last dignity, and does not hesitate to make me hate him, even if he makes a big mistake, how wrong can he be. ”
As she spoke, Chen Yin's tears couldn't stop falling again, the look in her eyes, I don't know how to describe it, but I want to say that this is the look of love!
In the year of Cixi, I was hesitant and helpless, but I was amazed by Chen Yin's years, she lived like a roundworm in my stomach.
The distance from her is less than five meters, but every step is extremely difficult, it seems that it is not a step, it is our love.
"Tone!" is a title that has not been seen for a long time, but it is extremely difficult to say.
She smiled, and she laughed so beautifully and dazzlingly in her tears.
I hugged her slowly, but she hugged me tightly, as if I was going to disappear at any moment.
Slowly, I actually heard bursts of applause, it turned out that Chen Yin and I had already attracted a lot of people from the argument to the hug, and at this moment we were like a broken couple getting back together.
Why is it like ????
Ferris wheel in a small space. Chen Yin and I sat down with each other.
Chen Yin gradually returned to his usual appearance, probably crying too much, and his eyes were still very ruddy.
"Throne, you ...... Do you think we can still be together?" Chen Yin was calm, but I still heard a hint of nervousness.
"I'm sorry, I ...... I don't know. "Although Chen Yin and I have resolved all misunderstandings and been deeply moved by Chen Yin's persistence, at this moment, I don't want to lie, I want to say my truest thoughts, so that I am also responsible for Chen Yin and myself.
When Chen Yin heard my answer, she didn't get angry, nor did she cry again, she looked at the beautiful scenery outside the window, as if to say to me, or said to herself, "During this time, I always dreamed of the first time I met you, dreamed of the interesting things that happened when we played together, dreamed of the scene where you cooked for me and I did the laundry for you, and dreamed that you took care of me for a day and a night when I had a high fever, and I also dreamed that I laughed mercilessly by your side when you were burned in the stir-fry, and I dreamed of the intimacy between me and you. I've had a lot of dreams, and I feel that the dreams are too plain, but they are so close to life!"
As the saying goes: think during the day, dream at night. I know very well that Chen Yin's attachment to me has become a demon. My mind was in a state of confusion at the moment, and I didn't know how to answer.
She turned around slightly, her eyes fell on me, and seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, she said slowly, "Wang Quan, I know that you must be very embarrassed now, and it is not that you have no feelings for me if you don't directly agree to me, on the contrary, you will hesitate because you care about our feelings, and you will not perfunctory me because of my touch! Part of the reason why I like you is your sincerity, so you don't have to feel embarrassed." ”
Chen Yin's words shocked and moved me again, such an insightful woman should be rare in the world! What she said is almost the same as my thoughts!
"To be honest, in fact, I don't know if you love me now, or do you feel guilty when I know the truth? You didn't abandon me at the beginning, but just made up a kind lie to make me feel at ease! And then I hated you for a year and wanted to make up for you? Hehe? I don't understand!" After speaking, Chen Yin laughed self-deprecatingly.
"Yin, in fact, you don't have to feel guilty, let alone feel that you owe me anything, in the final analysis, it was my fault that led to the final separation......!
"Is it still useful to say this now?" Chen Yin interrupted me directly.
For a moment, she and I fell silent.
"I have an idea to solve our problems, you ...... Do you want to listen to it?" Chen Yin suddenly thought of something after he was silent.
"What do you think?" I said, looking at her curiously.
"It's only nine o'clock in the morning, and then at five o'clock in the afternoon, we will fall in love again, if we find that we still have the same feeling as before, we will continue to walk, on the contrary, this will be our last love, and after that, there will be no love between men and women!" Chen Yin said calmly, but I seemed to feel that she had made a big decision.
After a moment's hesitation, I slowly replied, "Okay!"
What Chen Yin said doesn't make sense, and this may be the best solution between the two of us.