Grandma Chen Fang's funeral was held as scheduled, and she and her sister were exhausted after a few days of busyness, but this was nothing compared to the pain of losing her grandmother.

"Sister, when are you going back to G City?" asked when Chen Fang and her sister were sorting out the relics after finishing their funeral.

"I've saved up a long vacation, and I can take it together with my annual leave, which adds up to more than half a month, so I'm going to be at home this year and spend the New Year with you. Sister Chen Fang picked up the photo of her grandmother from the table and responded thoughtfully.

Maybe for her, the parting two years ago was a farewell to her grandmother. If she could have predicted that her grandmother would leave in such a hurry, she would definitely come back to accompany her during the Chinese New Year in the past two years. In fact, many times, people are like this, often they will know to cherish when they lose, but at this time it is useless, especially in terms of family affection. As the saying goes, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait.

Chen Fang put down the scarf in her hand, which she bought for her grandmother during the Chinese New Year last year, and now her grandmother can't use it.

"Wow, I envy you! I originally thought that there would be only half a month left before the year, and I wouldn't go to the next class, but the boss paid me all the salary, so I still plan to go back to work, after all, the travel agency is really busy during this time!" Chen Fang said with some regret, she had just stayed with her sister who had not been home for a few years, and she was going to be separated.

"When I finish taking care of the rest with my parents, I'll go to X City to find you, I just want to go back to school to see, it's been more than two years since I parted...... Sister Chen Fang patted Chen Fang's shoulder and said.

"Okay, words count!" As soon as she heard her sister say this, Chen Fang was naturally happy.

"Maybe, I'll go to your store to have a look, you praise your boss a little unbelievable, I have to see it myself!"

"Okay, you are not allowed to beat our boss's idea, he has a girlfriend!" Chen Fang finally had some smile on his face.

"Cut, what do you think your sister is! I'm going to see your working environment, and I'm going to take you to G City to accompany me after the New Year!"

"Sister......" Originally, the two sisters said that they didn't have it, just to divert their attention, after all, grandma had just returned to the mountains and forests, and the family hadn't had time to rest well, and tiredness was always harassing the two. But as she spoke, Chen Fang's tone was a little heavy.

"Say!"

"After a year, I want to quit! If you have a suitable job in G City, I'll go with you. After speaking, Chen Fang stared at the window and went out.

The snow here is different from that of X City, and once the snow starts to fall, it is the size of a goose feather, and in a short time the valley is covered in silver.

"What's the matter, I don't want to be in X City anymore, isn't it good to work?" Sister Chen Fang really didn't understand how her sister's idea became so fast, if she didn't have problems due to lack of sleep in her memory, then her sister just said a few minutes ago that the boss was very good, and the work was easy. After a few minutes, she has changed?

"It's nothing, I just don't want to go on like this!I feel like I'm not myself anymore, I do things I don't want to do every day, and if I don't do well, I will be scolded, I feel like I'm about to be depressed, even so, no one will really care about me! It's all a bunch of misers for themselves!" When Chen Fang said this, there was sadness, anger, and guilt in her eyes.

My sister stopped what she was doing, pulled Chen Fang to sit on the bed, and comforted her.

"Although I don't know what you've been through, but if you're really unhappy, then go to G City to accompany me! However, I still want to tell you that you have not long graduated, and you still have some childishness in the ivory tower, and you still have some idealism in your view of the world, and sometimes you can't distinguish between reality and fairy tales, so when you find that things can't go as expected, you will be depressed, sad, and frustrated, which is normal. But you're an adult, and as David's father says to him in "The Weather Forecaster," 'there's no such thing as easy in the adult world!' so you have to learn to deal with it yourself, and you have to digest the negative stuff yourself. ”

Chen Fang knew that her sister's words were something that society had taught her in the more than two years she had been away from school. She also believes that when her sister first arrived in G City alone, there will definitely be times like her, when she curls up alone in the bed at night and cries so that her eyes are hot and painful. Look at the sister sitting next to me now, compared to herself who has just left school, she is much more mature and stable. It is not difficult to imagine how much she suffered and cried during this period.

"Sister, I understand the reason, but when I do it, it feels so difficult!"

"It's normal for you to have such a statement, I remember that someone once told me that the root of all evil in the world is nothing more than three words, 'greed', 'anger', and 'ignorance'. Obsessed with sound, disgusted with vanity, lost in reason, so all kinds of troubles. But this is also a part of our life, just like what Stephen Chow said in the movie, only when there is pain can we understand the suffering of everyone in the world, if we have attachment, we can let go of attachment, and if we have care, we can have no worries!"

"Sister, are you okay? Why do you feel like you're going to become a monk!" Chen Fang was stunned by her sister's Buddhist words.

"Hey, listening to what you said, I suddenly remembered an old man, he used to be interested in Buddhism, and we had a private conversation, so I said it unconsciously!" Seeing Chen Fang say this, my sister also seemed to think that what she said just now was not like what she said, and she looked like she saw through the red dust.

"Don't talk about this, sister, it's snowing, let's go out and have a look, I'm not sleepy anyway!" Chen Fang walked to the door, opened the door, a gust of north wind and goose feathers and heavy snow blew in his face, Chen Fang instantly felt a little difficult to breathe, just like when he was in a swimming lesson, the water just felt like his chest.

"It's snowing, it's so good, I've been in G City for a few years, and I've almost forgotten what snow looks like!" Chen Fang's sister put on her coat and wrapped the red scarf that Chen Fang had just taken, and for a moment, she seemed to feel that her grandmother had returned to them and told them not to go out in cold weather.

The two sisters stood in the open space in front of the door, letting the goose feathers and snow fall on their heads one by one, and on their shoulders, in a short time they supported the white snow hat and silver shawl. On the cedar next to the old house opposite, the branches below have long been bent by the snow. Even in this snowy weather, there are still a few sparrows jumping happily on the branches, helping the cedars shake off the snow on the branches!