The word recurrence, I don't know when she was expelled again. I really don't think she'll ever win. Counting the numbers on the calendar one at a time, it was a chemical reaction, a style or language that she couldn't understand. Life always tells you in its own unique way what the symbol of death is. The old man is a complete rest, and her life is only about half of the way down.

When Yuan Shaoxi contacted Yizhen, Yeshen never went to S City on a business trip, and Yizhen just came out of the hospital with a list. The doctor advised her to have a thoracotomy, very painful surgery. Yizhen stood in the hallway and thought for five minutes, then decided to die.

Out of the hospital, the sky was pale gray, and the asphalt pavement was black and gray, like black and white sandwich cakes. The drizzle is full of rain, and I really think of the rain of the Qingming Festival.

She made a decision, like finalizing a little poem with a unique rhyme, and she was very happy. There was nothing like a jellyfish's tentacles that would have haunted her guilt and utilitarianism, or she didn't have it at all.

Yuan Shaoxi asked calmly on the phone, "I want to talk to you, okay?"

The coffee shop is not far from her, and she is really walking, drenched in light rain, and the fever will recur, so she has to be careful in her life.

Yuan Shaoxi sat in the farthest corner. Yizhen faced her face, like a soul facing a body.

"What do you want to say to me?" asked Yizhen.

Yuan Shaoxi smiled with eyelids. "Sister Yizhen, in fact, I have nothing to do with you, I may have to leave. ”

I really know that the departure that Yuan Shaoxi said was not the departure. She was like herself when she came back from the hospital countless times and faced the mirror. Yizhen took a sip of coffee and asked, "Why?"

Yuan Shaoxi smiled: "I said it, will you be afraid? ”

"What do you mean?"

"The murderer who killed Qin Yan and Wanyin is me. ”

Yizhen just sat and didn't move.

Yuan Shaoxi paddled the small silver spoon in the cartoon cup, and the cartoon surface was cut and torn apart, and it was unrecognizable.

"Why?" Yizhen frowned.

Yuan Shaoxi smiled: "Do you want me to tell you? Aren't you afraid of being killed?"

Yizhen shook his head, "You decided to die anyway, didn't you?"

"Also?" looked at her in confusion now. Judging the eyes of the great rebellion.

"How can you?" Yuan Shaoxi's light voice seemed to be broken. "He knows how hard and how painful it should be?"

"Your sister knows how difficult and painful it should be?" Yizhen drank coffee calmly, no more normal than her.

"It's not the same. Yuan Shaoxi's smile was on his face and he said, "It's different." I died, and it was for my sister that I finally avenged her. I came to you today just to ask you to take good care of her. ”

"Why? There has to be a reason. Yizhen glanced out the window and said meanly, "You should be happy, the Ember will never let you die." When the time comes, you and your sister will come out of the way, and there will be no more hidden dangers. ”

"Yizhen, now you can only see your own pain, not other people's. You don't know how he got through those three years. He is the person who loves you the most in this world, think about what you have now, how can you ——?"

"So you stay. Yizhen said categorically: "So you stay." You're there for him. What he likes is just me in the past, and what he can't let go of is also me in the past, I don't blame him or blame him, everything is my own decision. He didn't have to blame himself. ”

"Nope. To love someone is to love everything about him. I am fundamentally different from you, there are so many differences. Truly, I beg you to return to him, he loves you more than he is proud. ”

Yizhen blinked slowly, in slow motion, and said, "I'm really afraid of surgery, I've been through it twice." You don't know the pain of having tubes all over your body. I know my body too well, maybe I'm going to die on the operating table, I don't want to die like that. ”

Yuan Shaoxi shook his head, "If you were me, when life was only deprived, you would know the preciousness of life." Never say such a thing. ”

"Maybe. "I took the last sip of my coffee. "So take care of your sister's business, or go and ask for the Nightshade. Do you have any deep hatred with Qin Yan?"

Yuan Shaoxi shook his head and said, "You don't have to worry, I won't tell you so you know." Someone always knows. ”

"I would love to encourage you to live in love. But that's too self-righteous, maybe it's ——, to turn yourself in, and it's better for you to make your own decisions. Yizhen had already picked up the bag.

"Wait a minute. Yuan Shaoxi stopped Yizhen and said, "Take good care of him, be with him well, he really loves you, please." ”

Yizhen picked up the bag and walked away, the bag is a container for the mind and thoughts, filling the diagnostic report.

That night, Yizhen finished bathing. Look at yourself in the mirror, the peeling dead ash of the wall. The call came at this time, Yuan Shaoxi was really dead, jumping off the abandoned building, which was proof of wanting freedom and liberation.

She left a suicide note admitting her crime. Dressed as a waiter, sea salt mixed with fiberglass was mixed into the material. Nightshade said.

"Oh. Yizhen heard the sound of his own emptiness. Rewind the scene of the last time I saw Yuan Shaoxi in my brain. Ember felt a little strange and called her, "Xiao Zhen, what's wrong with you?"

"She came to me this afternoon. "I really said.

"What did she tell you?"

"Say she's a murderer. She also asked me to take good care of Ningjun. I told her to go to you, didn't she go?"

"Maybe she's talked enough to me. She didn't tell you why?"

"I think she already told her. She said that I knew that I was in danger of being killed, and that I was a person who could not be offended. Is it Night?"

"I think you're right. Nightash never mentioned it: "I'll find someone to accompany you." I'll probably go back the day after tomorrow. ”

"No need. Yizhen coldly refused.

"Why? Aren't you afraid?"

"I'm resting, I'm going to come another day. Tired. ”

Nightash couldn't tell what was wrong, probably never heard this tone. It's like a deep hole in the ground, and it is impossible to get out. Yizhen has always been weird these days, like when I was back in New York.

"Are you really alright?" he asked cautiously. Maybe he was stimulated by Yuan Shaoxi and needed to rest, which is understandable.

"Hmm. Good night. "I really said.

"Good night. "Ember of Night. Yizhen hung up the phone.

Yizhen dried his hair and sat silently on the sofa for a while. Bean sprouts sleep on the couch. Yizhen filled the cat's plate, thinking about the distribution of property after death, it was the most suitable thing to leave to Bai Xin, and he had to leave something for the living. Forget it, she wouldn't have done it if it weren't for him.

Flipping over the medicine box, tearing tin foil like the jagged leaves of a plant biting your hand. Yizhen has never had this kind of mechanical patience. Medicines are like colorful architectural remains, piled up in your hands, and swallowed with water. The motor in the stomach is turned on.