His voice trembled more and more, and he must have remembered what was going to happen to him.

"That day, as usual, after the show, I began to look for a suitable 'candidate' again, and after looking around, it still didn't make me feel satisfied, and just as I was about to give up, I accidentally found that in the corner of the bar, a very good-looking, fashionable woman was drinking alone. There are many women who have slept with me, but none of them can compare to her, and at that moment, I had only one thought, which was to get her hands on her. ”

He just said it quietly, even if it made people feel absurd and ashamed. But he didn't care about Li Xiaoxiao's eyes at all at the moment.

"I thought that if a beauty of her level wanted to get it, it would definitely take a lot of effort. But I never thought that she told me that she had been following me for a long time, that she was a loyal fan of me, and that she admired me very much. So I took advantage of her affection for me and her drinking a lot, and I brought her home very smoothly and had a relationship. ”

Speaking of this, he smiled miserably, "Don't you think I'm a scumbag!"

"It's really scumbag! If the scumbag wants to be graded, you are at the level of ashes, and if the ashes are to be graded, you are at the level of fragments. Li Xiaoxiao blurted out, and it could be seen that she was very angry with Brother Gu's approach.

"Yes, I'm really a scumbag that I can't describe it in words!" said Brother Gu, unable to see any emotion.

"And then?"

I then asked, I don't believe he said so much to show that he is a scumbag!

And then ...... Then I woke up the next day, she was long gone, along with my wallet, watch, phone, etc., and all the valuables were gone. Even my beloved guitar is gone, you know, it's my 'job'. That's when I realized that the woman was a liar!"

"Retribution!" Li Xiaoxiao interjected with strong emotion.

"Xiaoxiao!" I hurriedly shouted at Li Xiaoxiao, motioning for her to pay attention to her emotions.

"Maybe it's really retribution! Lose everything else, it's acceptable, after all, it's all material, and you can make it up at any time. However, she took my guitar and made it impossible for me to perform properly, and I ended up losing my job. If you lose your job, you can find it again. But that guitar has been with me for many years, has experienced many ups and downs, and has a deep affection for me. I couldn't let go of it for a long time. After saying this, he touched the guitar he had just played with some emotion.

Could it be ...... This guitar ...... A thought popped into my head.

"Brother Gu, that ...... Women are ...... You 'lost' person!" Li Xiaoxiao stared at the guitar for a long time, and suddenly opened her mouth to ask.

“…… Yes"

"You're with her...... There should be a lot of stories!" Li Xiaoxiao asked again.

"yes! Fate was so dramatic, when I had given up on getting my guitar back, I met the woman again. I thought I would never meet her again in my life. ”

"I was out of work at the time, and my friend's new bar that day asked me to go to the fun, and by chance, I met the woman again, and the woman was still drinking alone, as before, so I rushed to her like a madman and confronted her, but she pretended not to know me and said that I was harassing her. At this moment, I realized that she was a complete liar. In the end, I really can't help it, just pick it out, count me unlucky, as long as I can give me back the guitar, and the rest, I won't pursue it. Seeing me so compromised, she told me that she would give it back to me at this bar tomorrow. ”

"Did you pay it back the next day?" I asked subconsciously.

"Oh, of course not, I didn't see her at all at the bar the next day, and she lied to me again. ”

"What happened later?" asked Li Xiaoxiao.

One day, I was wandering down the street and found her again, and this time, instead of going straight up to her for questioning, I followed her all the way, and she ended up in the hospital. After observation, I realized that her mother was terminally ill of cancer at the time, and she cheated me out of money just to treat her mother. At that moment, it was actually not easy to find her, so I was relieved. When I left, she found me and told me that the guitar had been sold and that when she had the money, she would return me with a new one. I said, it doesn't matter, just do a good deed. ”

"After that, after a long time, there was no shadow of her in my world. Until that day, after my performance at a friend's bar, she put a guitar in front of me, still my beloved guitar. I'm so happy, I didn't expect her to finally keep her word.

I asked her, is your mother well?

The man is gone, she said.

That night, she drank a lot of wine, and I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know how to comfort her, so I had to drink with her. She told me a lot about her. I just realized that she was quite pathetic. She is actually a college student, and she has been dependent on her mother since she was a child. After her mother left, she was left alone. She also told me that it was actually her first time, and that she watched me for a long time and struggled for a long time before making a decision. She asked me, do you still hate her?

I said, it's all in the past. ”

In this world, there are many things that we cannot control, but sometimes in order to survive, we have to compromise. I think that girl is kind, and she is also forced by life.

"That'...... Are you together after that?" Li Xiaoxiao said with a little choked up.

"That's right. Later, I don't know whether it was touching or pitiful, after that, I accompanied her through her saddest days, and I gradually fell in love with her, and she gradually became lazy with me in my company. We just came together naturally. ”

"After being with her, I found out that she is actually very sensible, kind, and takes care of me, and I will take her on a trip whenever I have time. This town, we have been to countless times and she loved it. She once said that she would live here in the future and hope to settle here. ”

"What about her, why is it only you ...... now" Li Xiaoxiao realized something and didn't say any more.

She ...... Dead ......" his body suddenly trembled violently.

"Why? How...... Will it?" Li Xiaoxiao's expression was stunned all of a sudden, and she couldn't believe such a result.

"I thought that everything would go on according to the good life, but ......" the tears in his eyes fell unconsciously, and he choked up, "that day, she suddenly told me that she was going to break up with me, I asked her why, she said that she had no feelings for me, and she couldn't meet her needs in life. I don't believe it, because I've been with her for so long, I know her personality all too well. She's not that kind of person. She sneered, saying that I was a fool and was with me, just to temporarily find someone to rely on for her and give her money to spend. Now she has found a rich second generation who is rich, and she doesn't need me anymore. Of course, I still didn't believe it, but it wasn't until the rich second generation appeared in front of me that I realized that I had been deceived by her again. This woman cheated me out of my money last time, and this time she cheated on my feelings. I swear I'll never see her again. Don't believe in any bullshit love anymore, it's all bullshit!"

"Time passed slowly, and I went back to the days when I was drunk and dreamed of death. One day, I received a call from the insurance company in a daze, and I was asked to collect the money. I wondered how there was any insurance for a homeless person like me. But I called many times, so I went to see what was going on. Getting there, my God...... Collapsed, the money ...... It was Li Yun's insurance money, and Li Yun died. At that moment, I understood everything. That day, I went crazy. All the remorse, all the sadness led me to finally break down. ”

"I locked myself in the house and didn't eat for three days and three nights, and I thought, just starve to death, so that I can go and accompany her, and she won't be lonely on the Huangquan Road. It's a pity that at the end of my life, her rich second-generation boyfriend broke the door open to save me and gave me a letter. After reading the letter, I was even more distressed, but it gave me hope to live. ”

"That'...... Letters...... What did you say? Can you tell ...... Me?" asked Li Xiaoxiao with tears in her eyes and choked up.

"She said, Changsheng, when you read this letter, I think I have left this world. Don't blame me for being too selfish and not telling you everything in advance. In the past, I always felt that sometimes it was quite torturous to be alive. But after meeting you, you fulfilled all my fantasies about love. It made me realize that life is actually wonderful. I suddenly want to live, it's good to be alive, especially with you. Unfortunately, fate is still fate after all, I am sick, the same disease as my mother, this disease is hereditary, and it cannot be cured. I know that you love me very much, and it is precisely because you love me too much that I owe you more, so I can only lie to you and hope that you can forgive me. For this reason, I also found my classmates and co-acted in a play, do you feel that my acting skills are very good. Hee-hee, I'm feeling pretty good, too. But there are no impermeable walls under the sky, and I think you'll know it after all. So I asked my classmate to let him take a good look at you, don't do stupid things. Although I can't go down with you, you must live well, don't think about martyrdom, the world is worth it, live well, live my part, and live a more wonderful life. So, next you don't live for you, you live for the two of us. When you meet a girl who is better than me to you, you must not refuse, because that girl is the reincarnated me, crossing the reincarnation, just to renew the relationship with you. ”

"I didn't expect it...... There will be such a woman in this world......" I looked at Brother Gu in disbelief, who was in tears at the moment.

"Sister Li Yun...... ...... to you" Li Xiaoxiao couldn't cry for a long time, maybe this experience was too painful for her, and she couldn't accept it for a while.

"Her love for me has gone beyond love and affection, she has lived as me, so now I live as her, and the two of us have become one person. Brother Gu sighed.

In the tavern, it suddenly became silent, even a little depressing.