Chapter 11 The Cloud Sail Crushed by the Waves
The moment I was picked up by Chen Yin, my heart seemed to be shaking.
After a year, she hugged me again, but she no longer felt when she was in love, and only gave me a faint pain.
Turning around slowly, her intermittent sobs and tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, at this moment she was as helpless as a homeless child, so that no one could help but feel pity, not to mention that she used to be my favorite Chen Yin!
Gently touching her cheek and helping her slowly wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, I tried to control my emotions "Why? Why is this?"
"Because I love you!"
"Will you promise me? Wang Quan, I know you still have me in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't be so eager to question me and Zhao Longtao! Let's make peace! Okay? Just ...... Resemble...... It used to be the same!"
I couldn't believe that Chen Yin still loved me, could it be that the hatred for me before was all concealed?
She blamed herself, no, even a little inferior, as if she was the one who had made a mistake and was begging me. But what can I do? I am the real sinner.
"Chen Yin, you will only make me more ashamed like this, I don't deserve you to love me like this, I abandoned you from beginning to end, I lost you, I ...... Already...... I don't deserve you!" I didn't dare to look her in the eye again.
"But in my eyes, you deserve my love for you like this!" Chen Yin didn't care about what I said, and looked at me with a gentle face.
"Why don't you understand! We can't go back!"
The more tender she was, the deeper my guilt would be. I don't want to delay her happiness because of my presence, she deserves better, and I don't deserve her anymore. So, I can only be ruthless.
"It's ridiculous! When you left me, you said righteously that it was for your parents, and that we were destined to have no results. What about now? For the sake of another woman, he did not hesitate to come from Cixi for a date, what a commendable filial piety! Wang Quan, you do this? Leave me alone! Or did you not love me at all from the beginning!"
The breeze blew, and the hair on her cheeks rose slightly, and with her crying red eyes, it looked particularly desolate.
I sighed heavily, "We all want to sail straight to the sea, but we have forgotten to sail on the sea, how can we not meet the waves, and one encounter may kill us." So everything we once had will also disappear with our lives. ”
"The waves may meet, but as you said, it's just a possibility, even if the ship is broken and the sails fall, we don't necessarily die. Chen Yin replied stubbornly.
"Even if you live, you just live secretly, and you don't have the passion you had at the beginning!"
"But as long as you live, everything can start all over again!"
"Heh, are you really stupid or fake stupid, I mean I already have a girlfriend, I'm going to start my new life, don't you also say that I came to Zhengzhou just for Li Xiaoxiao, and tell you, Li Xiaoxiao, a woman ten times better than you!"
I thought she would be disappointed in me if I said that, but she smiled meaningfully.
"Wang Quan, you think too highly of yourself! I really think that Li Xiaoxiao really loves you, but in fact, Xiaoxiao is ......"
"Chen Yin, I didn't expect that a year has passed, how did you become so brazen, your ex-girlfriend was about to say bad things about my current girlfriend in front of me, do you feel so embarrassed?"
I'm so impulsive! When I say these words, I want to slap myself in the face, how can I say that about Chen Yin.
"Do you know what I'm going to say? You just call me brazen......! I've never said that to me before!" Chen Yin's tears of grievance flowed down unconsciously again.
"Right...... Don't ...... I...... I didn't mean to! What the hell did you just ...... What do you want to say?"
"There's nothing to say, yes! I'm brazen about everything!" she left without looking back and sobbing, leaving me with nothing but her disappointed look.
Looking at her fading back, I couldn't control the tears that I had held back for a long time. I knew that my goal had been achieved, and I had completely lost my voice.
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In a secluded park, there are only a few lights and a faint moonlight here, although the view is not particularly clear, you can still find a beautiful woman sitting on a wooden chair in a corner, the beautiful woman looks very sad, if you look closely, you will find that she has already cried, despite this, it still can't stop her beautiful appearance.
After a while, a woman in a red coat also sat here, but this woman looked more beautiful and dazzling.
"Wipe it off!" the woman in red took out a packet of paper from her pocket and handed it to the sad woman just now.
"Thank you, did you come along?" said the sad woman gratefully.
"Yes, I see that you are crying very sadly, and I am a little worried. In fact, you don't have to be so sad, when he came just now, he looked more sad than you, he is such a good and strong person, but he shed so many tears for you, he must care about you too much.
"Yo! I know him so quickly, you won't fake it, will you!" The sad woman suddenly changed her style of painting, and looked at the woman in red playfully.
"How is that possible!" the woman in red was a little speechless.
"Actually, I also know that he said so many things that made me angry, nothing more than to make me completely disappointed in him, he may feel that he is no longer worthy of me, and he doesn't want to delay me anymore. The sad woman sighed as she gently wiped away her tears with a tissue.
"But you're still on his toes!"
"Who made me not angry!"
The woman in red was silent for a moment and asked, "Then what should I do next?"
"Let's go according to the previous plan! Maybe as he said, our cloud sail was crushed by the waves, in this case, let's raise the cloud sail again!"
"Okay, I got it!"
With that, the woman in red was about to get up and turn to leave.
"Wait! Isn't it too good for you to do this! After all, you haven't been in a relationship once, and you've made such a big sacrifice for me. The sad woman said guiltily.
"What do you think! We're best friends!" the woman in red was a little angry.
"Well, in return, I'll introduce you to the most perfect man in the world as your boyfriend. The sad woman said with a smile.
"I'm serious!"
On the way, the woman in red looked at the faint moonlight and sighed, "One doesn't say anything about death, the other pretends not to know anything, is love really so complicated?"