Chapter 64: The Living Memory of the Love Scene

Chapter 64: The Living Memory of the Love Scene

Lin Qiang doesn't know what kind of story will happen to the reunion with Zhou Jie more than ten years later. Please search () to see the most complete!

In the bottom of his heart, there have always been thousands of knots, although for so many years, he has kept his promise not to bother her again, but he believes that there will be a day, a day when there is no wind and no sunshine, the colorful flashes in his eyes, and the love and hatred that are tossed and turned on the paper, he and her will eventually meet again.

Although he also knew that this day might be far away, ten years later, twenty years later, but Lin Qiang was unswerving, and he would spend his life waiting for this day to come!

Although Lin Qiang was deeply hit by the frustration in the love field, he has always had a deep sense of frustration, but the most regrettable thing for him in his life is that he failed to muster up the courage to boldly say "I love you" in front of his beloved when he was young!

Love, like love songs, is the highest level of lingering. The most poignant thing is not holding grudges, but regrets! The best love must have regrets. That regret turned into an afterword, and I kept it in my heart for a long time.

Zhou Jie's MSN was without a line all day, and in the afternoon, Lin Qiang realized that today was Saturday.

It had been a long time since he had the concept of "Saturdays, Sundays, and Saturdays", and the days of "9 to 5" had become a distant memory for him. After dinner, Lin Qiang returned to the office as usual, he found a tightly wrapped object, which was his more than ten diaries and a large stack of letters written by Zhou Jie to him, as well as the originals of the long letters he wrote to Zhou Jie when he confessed his heart to Zhou Jie again, which he specially copied down and left for himself as a souvenir, perhaps at that time he realized that Zhou Jie's departure from him had become a fact, and he could only have a memory.

Lin Qiang decided to scan these diaries and letters into the computer and save them, from more than 9 o'clock in the evening to 1 o'clock in the morning, Lin Qiang spent a full four hours, and finally scanned all these precious materials to him.

After so many years, revisiting these vivid memories of being hurt in the love scene, Lin Qiang seems to feel a long aftertaste penetrating the vast years, and the previous pain has become another moving and understanding of life.

Lin Qiang always believes that everything that passes through is beautiful, and there will be a kind of emotion that gently blooms in his heart.

Lin Qiang took out the long letters he wrote to Zhou Jie in the second semester of his fourth year of college, although so many years have passed, every time he rereads these letters, Lin Qiang will still be moved by himself. He remembered very clearly that he heard that Zhou Jie had a boyfriend during the last winter vacation of college, Lin Qiang didn't believe it at first, but when he arrived at Zhou Jie's school and saw her with her boyfriend, Lin Qiang really realized that he had missed the opportunity! But at that time, he still didn't have enough courage to confess himself in front of Zhou Jie, and only after returning to his school did he write these long letters.

Reading the letter from many years ago, Lin Qiang seemed to have returned to his previous youthful years, and could even clearly understand the complex feelings of apprehension, hesitation, expectation, and panic when he put the letter into the mailbox------

The communication more than ten years ago was still quite backward, and Lin Qiang clearly remembered that at that time, he had to wait at least a week for a correspondence with Zhou Jie.

After the first long letter was sent, Lin Qiang fell into an anxious and long wait.

In fact, he has long been mentally prepared, Zhou Jie has always been the kind of girl who is very assertive, and she will never change her mind easily because of a letter from him, Lin Qiang has already accepted the cruel reality of Zhou Jie leaving her in his heart, the only thing that makes him sad and sad is that Zhou Jie did not give him a second chance to confess!

Since being rejected for the first time on his nineteenth birthday, Lin Qiang has been working hard to improve himself, slowly accumulating confidence in Zhou Jie, and carefully maintaining the interaction between the two.

Therefore, when his classmates told him that Zhou Jie already had a boyfriend, Lin Qiang really didn't believe it at first, he naively thought that with his many years of relationship with Zhou Jie, even if she really didn't choose herself, at least she would tell him about her boyfriend as soon as possible. And now, Lin Qiang finally knows that his heart in Zhou Jie is not so important at all!

Two weeks later, Lin Qiang finally waited for Zhou Jie's reply.

Zhou Jie's reply caused a strong shock in Lin Qiang's heart. In vain, he thought he was smart all his life, but he never knew that Zhou Jie's heart had expectations for him, it turned out that the opportunity was always in front of him, but he didn't work hard enough to let the opportunity slip away quietly!

Originally, Lin Qiang had already thought that if Zhou Jie told him in the reply that he really had a boyfriend, he would bless her very chicly, and then silently hide his love for her in his heart and leave quietly. But now, Lin Qiang felt an impulse from the depths of his heart, he didn't want to admit defeat, he didn't want to give up.

Lin Qiang, who had learned from the pain, decided to make a final struggle, he didn't want to see his years of emotional efforts so defeated without a fight! It took a whole night for Lin Qiang to write a second long letter to Zhou Jie.

Zhou Jie was undoubtedly smart, and after she received Lin Qiang's second long letter, she didn't say anything more.

She was very clear and moved by the intentions expressed by Lin Qiang in the letter, but she really couldn't respond to him anymore, and she couldn't make up her mind to say something decisive to him, and in the end, she only sent Lin Qiang a copied poem. At this moment, Lin Qiang, where Lin Qiang is located, is brewing a student tide that later shocked the outside, Lin Qiang, like most young students at that time, with good and impulsive, devoted himself to this movement, but he kept Zhou Jie's reply in mind until late April, Lin Qiang finally waited for a reply.

It was a very thin letter, and Lin Qiang already had an ominous premonition in his heart the moment he got the letter.

After reading that little poem, Lin Qiang had to admire Zhou Jie's cleverness. He knew that emotional matters could never be forced, and he also understood that Zhou Jie's intention was not to embarrass him too much. From that moment on, Lin Qiang's heart became quieter, and it was from then on that Lin Qiang forced himself to stop pestering Zhou Jie.

After calming down, he wrote Zhou Jie the last long letter about the relationship between the two, and solemnly promised in the letter that from now on, he would not mention this matter again in the letter, and he would not embarrass her again!

When he was young, Lin Qiang was talented, proud and high, but he was just beginning to fall in love, facing his beloved Zhou Jie, but he always suffered from gains and losses, just like encountering a delicate rose, he only dared to hide aside and quietly appreciate, but he did not have the courage to kiss Fang Ze before, but he was afraid that his recklessness would break the scenery in front of him.

Lin Qiang finally understood that there are many things that cannot stand the wait!

Fate is impermanent, coming and going without leaving a trace, the red dust is rolling, and all living beings shuttle through it, like floating clouds, who can stay for whom for a moment? Lin Qiang remembered a poem:

"The world is so big, but you came into my eyes,

And you left in such a hurry,

Since then, I have looked up at the starry sky night and night,

My heart will always keep hope......"

He thought again, in fact, when they were young, inadvertently, he and Zhou Jie could also be said to have stopped for each other, even if they failed to get married in the end, but after all, it was a memory worth remembering.