Everything happened too quickly, and Gu Xiaoman had no time to react.

His lips were cold, without pity.

And his kiss is not a kiss, it is almost a bite, venting the anger in his heart.

Gu Xiaoman hated this feeling, the ** feeling of dignity being trampled under her feet made her feel disgusting, and when Du Shiyan stretched out his tongue and drove straight in, Gu Xiaoman bit his tongue hard.

Du Shiyan painfully let go of the ravages on her lips, pinched her neck with his big hand, and said in a cold voice: "Gu Xiaoman, you are looking for death!"

The corners of Du Shiyan's mouth were already stained with blood red, and his cold voice matched the blood in his mouth at the moment, charming and gloomy.

Gu Xiaoman left everything behind regardless of it, and didn't care that all the words she said at the moment were adding fuel to the fire for Du Shiyan.

"Yes, I'm looking for death! Are you wishing I could die quickly, so that you can be with Su Jinyan! Are you very happy, are you very proud! This burden of mine is finally going to get rid of you?"

After shouting out all the grievances and resentments in his heart, Gu Xiaoman's heart was never calm, as if a calm lake suddenly stirred up a layer of waves, and after a circle of ripples, everything returned to calm.

Xu was her sudden outburst that frightened Du Shiyan, Du Shiyan just stared at her, and a lot of Gu Xiaoman's incomprehensible looks flashed in his eyes, until Chen Zeyan's hand stopped Gu Xiaoman's shoulder again, Gu Xiaoman suddenly put away the sharp thorns all over his body, turned back to Chen Zeyan's distressed eyes, smiled at the corners of his mouth, and nodded softly, "I'm fine." ”

Chen Zeyan took off his coat, draped it on Gu Xiaoman, stopped her shoulders and turned to leave, and when he immediately walked to the door, Chen Zeyan's footsteps paused, and he gritted his teeth and said five words, "Du Shiyan...... From now on, I won't give you another chance to hurt Xiao Yan. ”

Gu Xiaoman glanced at Chen Zeyan gratefully, didn't say anything, and held his hand on his shoulder, he opened the door and stopped her from walking out of the ward.

It wasn't until he walked out of the ward and walked to the corner of the corridor that Gu Xiaoman stopped and broke out of Chen Zeyan's arms, bowed slightly, and his pale face was full of gratitude.

"Thank you, Mr. Chen. ”

The arms suddenly emptied, Chen Zeyan's hand paused for a moment, and looked at Gu Xiaoman distressedly: "Why do you want to do this, you know that once you do this, there will be no chance to turn back." ”

Gu Xiaoman shook his head, his eyes had returned to calm, and he took a long breath and looked out the window, in the rainy season, the rain will fall as soon as it is said, and the ease of coming in a hurry is like her love, and it will be dispersed when she says it.

"I'm tired. ”

Three words have said all the thoughts in her heart, for so many years, she is really tired, she originally thought that many years of companionship would one day be exchanged for peach blossoms, but what turned out? In exchange for Su Jinyan's return, Du Shiyan's departure.

She's tired...... I was exhausted, and I didn't want to continue to entangle, so that everyone fell into this evil fate that should not have started in the first place, which only increased the grief.

Letting go is perhaps the best option.

This morning, after Du Shiyan left angrily, Gu Xiaoman was lying on the hospital bed alone, looking at the stacked photos on the bed, all of which were photos of her and Chen Zeyan together.

Originally...... It turned out that he thought she had betrayed him, and he really thought that the child in her belly was Chen Zeyan's.

Despair spreads and takes root in my heart.

Just like Su Jinyan said, no matter how she struggled, Du Shiyan never had her in her heart, but she still stayed humbly by his side.

No!

Gu Xiaoman will not let herself stay by the side of a man who does not have her own heart like Qin Kexin for the rest of her life, and she will not let herself repeat the mistakes of her mother!

Since Du Shiyan thought that she betrayed him with Chen Zeyan, okay, then sit down on this idea, really make him disgusted with her, and cut off all the hopes left in her heart, only if he personally cuts off her love, Gu Xiaoman will leave without any expectations.

That's why she called Chen Zeyan and asked him to deliberately act in front of Du Shiyan, while she played a vicious and ruthless woman, aggressive and snarky.

She knew that Du Shiyan hated such a woman the most.

As it turned out, she succeeded, and Du Shi became angry and disgusted.

It's just that when I dislike Du Shiyan's eyes, my heart hurts!

Giving up a man who has been in love for more than ten years, it turns out that the heart is really like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, and the pain is almost impossible to breathe.

It was a pain that went deep into the bone marrow, like a pair of invisible hands pulling at her heart, and she could only watch the love she planted in her heart being uprooted but had no ability to fight back.

Let it go!

Gu Xiaoman silently told himself in his heart, isn't Qin Kexin's lesson enough?

Living in the shadow of a man all his life, a man's unlove is a woman's lifelong sorrow, and a man's heart that can't be warmed all her life.

Back in the ward, Gu Xiaoman lay on the bed, his palm gently stroked his lower abdomen, and a little life thrived in his belly.

At first, she didn't want this child to come to this cold world, and she didn't want him to suffer all the hardships she had endured.

But......

During this time, although it was a short period of time, Gu Xiaoman was used to talking to a flat belly, it was the child of the man she loved, it was their child, it was raised by the blood of her father and mother, and it would grow in her belly little by little.

Once, she also had the luxury of expecting that if the child was a boy, he would have the same high nose bridge, handsome side face, and tall figure as him.

If it were a girl, would she be like her, with a pair of big black eyes, but she must follow her father and have a pair of long legs.

Long legs go all over the world.

Gu Xiaoman once had a naïve fantasy!

It's just that...... That day, Su Jinyan's words arrived, and all the sweet dreams were shattered.

It's like a bubble that falls when you touch it.

Du Shiyan has already reunited with Su Jinyan, and she is still stupid like a fool.

I hope that he will see her heart, and I hope that one day they will be like many ordinary couples, at dusk, they will walk hand in hand in the afterglow of the sunset: the morning light is long, they will jog side by side on the shoreline: they will have lovely children, there will be endless topics, will ......

Only now it's all gone!

All illusions have turned into bubbles and vanished!

The vision gradually blurred, Gu Xiaoman lay on the hospital bed, and fell asleep unconsciously, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were rolling down.

This time, let it go completely.

Gu Xiaoman, you can ......