Qiao Xiang tortured himself for two months, and in the past few days, he had already thought very openly about the matter between him and Zheng Xiaowen.

He thought that he had loved Zheng Xiaowen for nearly ten years, but he was still empty-handed, got nothing, lost time, and tossed his body like this!

He also thought that in this matter, no matter what he said, he could be regarded as having experienced the emotions that life should have, and he had no regrets. In other words, I have done my best for this matter, and I have no hatred or resentment.

Then again, to put it a little heavier and more ruthlessly, for this matter, it can be regarded as tossing himself to death once! Now Qiao Xiang should be reborn! Although this body is very weak, it will definitely be healthy!

Now, you Qiao Xiang should think that you are superborn again, living in a new world, you are sober, you understand everything!

Since you Qiao Xiang has lived again, you must forget all the foggy emotions generated by watching flowers in the thick fog, and start your own sunny and sunny emotional life again, and start again the real beautiful life that you should have in your life!

Qiao Xiang's mood had already calmed down in the past few days, but today, as soon as he saw Su Chen, his mood returned to the moment of those few days two months ago!

Since he returned home that day, he has been complaining about himself, worrying about himself, suffering himself, and hurting himself!

In the past, although he and Zheng Xiaowen did not have a clear relationship, there was always a bright light in his thoughts of love.

Since that day two months ago, when he got the letter he wrote to Zheng Xiaowen, he unconsciously crumpled the letter that he only had love. Then, he saw the engagement necklace that Zheng Xiaowen wore around his neck and Yang Yilin gave to Zheng Xiaowen, and his spirit couldn't support it all at once!

In his loving thoughts, the only remaining beam of light, from the moment he saw the necklace, disappeared in an instant! The world he loved was dim, his mood was dim, his appetite was dimmed, he was dimmed for two months, and it turned out to be the Qiao Xiang who looked in Su Chen's eyes just now!

In the past two months, Qiao Xiang has been thinking that in the process of chasing Zheng Xiaowen, he has been strong several times, but he has not been able to make his love backbone and love body stand up!

He also thought that he was no worse than Yang Yilin's conditions in all aspects, and his love for Zheng Xiaowen was no less than Yang Yilin's, and even surpassed Yang Yilin, and besides, he loved Xiaowen in front and Yang Yilin in the back, he did not violate moral common sense, and he could completely guard Xiaowen's side with confidence!

However, why did he have to keep going around the letter and talk about Xiaowen's non-reply? Why didn't he make it clear to Xiaowen? Why did he always get in the way of his mouth and always suppress the charging force of his love, so that he was unable to sprint to the goal of love?

Even the ingenious writing of a literary genius who writes love and chases love makes most of the nest unable to release it, so that he can't help himself and better play the role of chasing love.

Qiao Xiang thought a lot in the past two months, and he also thought that in this year, when he couldn't suppress the surging love in his heart, and made his thoughts, feelings, loves, bitterness, resentment, and anger come up, he squeezed out that little bit of song text like squeezing toothpaste.

When he sang these squeezed out songs, he always couldn't control his excitement and burst into tears, which made him a lamenting, crying, tear-eyed, cowardly, and always let others wipe his tears for the image of a little boy and little Qiao Xiang!

He hated that he couldn't say love from his lips, so why didn't he use more words to convey and express his love? A letter can only be a display of love, so why would he treat that letter as a dangerous hurdle in the future, unable to cross it and stagnate?

He hates himself, he hates himself for being better than Yang Yilin, but now he can't compare to Yang Yilin! He still resents his incompetence, Yang Yilin knew Xiaowen and was able to propose to Xiaowen in less than a year, he has been working hard for ten years, and he has been holding love firmly for ten years, but why didn't he think of proposing to Xiaowen earlier?!

The more he thinks about it, the more he feels that his ability to pursue love is too poor, the more he thinks about it, the more he feels that he is too cowardly, the more he thinks about it, the more he can't stand it, his mood, his body, he, a talented, talented and talented man, let love break him!!

On that day two months ago, on the surface, it seemed that Qiao Xiang and Zheng Xiaowen had made it clear, was Qiao Xiang really clear in his heart?

If Qiao Xiang really thought clearly in his heart, when he went out to the gate of Zheng's house, what was he crying about?

Qiao Xiang has been working hard for ten years, he and Zheng Xiaowen only talked, only tossed and cried for two hours, just in that little time, he was able to straighten out the love chaos that he had stacked in his heart?

Look at Qiao Xiang's mental state at the moment, it is easy to 'clear and clear', and it is not easy to forget the affection immediately! This is ten years of painful and tormented love, the two sides only talk and shed tears, and they can put aside the ten years of painful love and forget it all? Is it possible? Impossible! Qiao Xiang will not forget unless he has amnesia, otherwise, even a fool will not forget!

Especially when Qiao Xiang thoroughly understands that he is at fault for losing this love, and he feels that he is completely wrong and completely guilty, can he not be depressed?

Like Yang Yilin, he is also a strong man, but his love road is too unsmooth, and after several repairs, he has not been able to do so!

Who can stand all this, especially Qiao Xiang, who is dedicated to love!

Qiao Xiang, there are as many good girls in the world as the stars in the sky, if you fall in this love, you will try to stand up from that love, your love will choose the right person, your love road will be wide and flat, and the sky of your love will be full of sunshine!

Qiao Xiang, work hard, come on, that real lover of yours, she is waiting for you in front!

The car was about to arrive at the west exit of the private school alley, and Qiao Xiang was thinking in his heart:

Fortunately, I was quite satisfied with what Yang Yilin said on the phone just now, but when I arrived at Xiaowen's house, everyone was there, and Yang Yilin was also there, Xiaowen saw me like this, she, even if she didn't love me, could she hold back and not feel uncomfortable?

Alas, I really regret that my body has been like this! Okay, don't sigh, don't blame yourself, with Su Chen by your side, when you get to Xiaowen's house, just look at the situation and deal with it.

Qiao Xiang and Su Chen got out of the car at the west exit of the private school alley, and the two walked into the alley. When he was about ten steps away from the gate of the Zheng family, Qiao Xiang stopped, and he said to Su Chen: "I feel a little dizzy when I get out of the car, and I don't seem to be able to walk steadily, you can help me walk." ”

When Su Chen heard this, she was so frightened that she had any other thoughts, and she quickly stepped forward to support Qiao Xiang's left arm.

Qiao Xiang said in his heart: That's fine, Xiaowen sees me, and she comes to me, so it won't cause Yang Yilin......

"Qiao Xiang, raise your feet, come to the door. Su Chen was so frightened that he cried, reminding Qiao Xiang who was not dizzy, but forgot to lift his feet because he wanted to do something.

The gate of the Zheng family, in order to wait for Qiao Xiang and Su Chen, has been hidden, these two people opened the gate, put on the gate, and entered the courtyard.

The group of people who were playing in the East Garden and waiting for Qiao Xiang vaguely heard the sound of going to the gate, and knew that Qiao Xiang had arrived. A group of people immediately giggled and chirped, and swarmed towards the west house.

When they saw the teary-eyed Su Chen supporting the black, yellow and thin Qiao Xiang, they were all stunned. Zheng Xiaowen only had Qiao Xiang in her eyes and heart at this time, she panicked away from her friends and came to Qiao Xiang's side. When she looked at Qiao Xiang's face, she was already trembling with tears in her eyes......

Zheng's mother was in the east wing, and when she heard a group of children talking wrongly, she panicked and asked as she went out of the room: "How did Qiao Xiang pull it?"

Mother Zheng walked briskly and asked when she came to Qiao Xiang's side, she looked at Qiao Xiang and said, "Child, your body is ......."

Qiao Xiang didn't wait for Zheng's mother to ask any more, he answered and said, "Auntie, I am in good health, I am exercising in the countryside during this time, nothing else, just tired." As he spoke, he held back his tears.

Zheng's mother said in her heart: When you go to the countryside to exercise, your body should be stronger and stronger the more you exercise, and your face should be black and red. How could the complexion on this face be......

A group of people were present, and Zheng's mother didn't dare to think about it, so she hurriedly said: "Child, it's okay if it's just a little sick, wait for your uncle to come back from work and show you, it's okay." Mother Zheng waved her hand at the group, "Don't be stunned, Qiao Xiang is here, you all go to the East Garden to play." ”

No matter how relaxed Mother Zheng's tone was, this group of people didn't have the interest they had just now, they looked at Qiao Xiang, they didn't have a feeling in their hearts, and they all slowly and leisurely walked towards the East Garden.

In the East Garden, the flower fairies are all heavy-hearted. They were all talking on the surface, but none of them came up with any more ideas, no one wanted to play new tricks, and no one mentioned the matter of photography.

Su Chen and Zheng Xiaowen had been guarding Qiao Xiang, and the three of them were sitting on a stone bench in the shade of a tree. These two classmates and friends looked at Qiao Xiang, feeling uncomfortable, and wiped their tears from time to time. Qiao Xiang pretended to be relaxed, and as he spoke, he comforted his two classmates and friends.

In the past two months, Qin Zixi often called Qiao Xiang, he knew that Qiao Xiang did not go to the countryside, Qiao Xiang's black, yellow and thin, he also knew that he was not tired from going to the countryside. However, he tried to guess, but he didn't guess what happened to Qiao Xiang and how Qiao Xiang made his body like this.