Chapter Eighty-Eight: Faith

Xu Ling carried Bai Yi on his back, suddenly remembered something, and asked: "I see that you started at the foot of the mountain, you are so pious, what wish did you make?"

Bai Yi lay on Xu Ling's stomach and said lazily, "That's what I told the Bodhisattva, how can I tell you?"

"That's... Do you have my share of this wish?"

"You're everywhere!" Bai Yi was lying on his back, feeling that Xu Ling's shoulders were really thick and comfortable. Then he thought about it, and then said,

"The Bodhisattva is for all sentient beings, and I want all sentient beings to stop suffering, and I don't know the knowledge of Buddhism, so I can only have a pious heart!

"I don't understand either, but I don't have any faith, it's just such a person! I just believe in myself! Actually, think about it, it's good to have a faith!" Xu Ling also chatted with Bai Yi.

"But I think faith is also a very cruel thing, just a spiritual pillar, a comfort in the heart. I actually worshiped the Buddha once before, that is, when my mother was sick, I already knew that it was impossible, but I didn't want to accept it, so I went back to worship the Buddha and burn incense, but in the end I couldn't save anything. Bai Yi and Xu Ling talked about the past.

"Well, what about you this time?" Xu Ling had a vague premonition in her heart.

"Faith is the last way out that sentient beings find when they have no choice, let yourself have a comfort in your heart and a spiritual pillar!" Bai Yi did not answer Xu Ling.

"Then why do you ask for this ethereal comfort and spiritual pillar?"

"In order to be with you!" Bai Yi suddenly changed his tone. After thinking about it, he said, "It's not that I don't believe in you! I don't believe in my own destiny! I have never gotten what I want for so many years, maybe it's because I'm too demanding! But I haven't been particularly entangled, after some things, I feel that it is a wise choice to let go, and it is the wise man's way not to compare himself with himself, and all suffering comes from his own heart. ”

"However, I really don't want to let go of you this time! Even if it's more serious, I want to fight to the end! This is not my impulse, and I don't want to be so rational anymore, I told the Bodhisattva that I have only one idea in my heart, that is, to be with Xu Ling in my lifetime, and not to be separated! My suffering knot is nothing more, ask the Bodhisattva to transform me!"

Bai Yi's words shocked Xu Ling. He didn't know that Bai Yi would think like this, it was fake that he was not moved in his heart, if he wasn't a gentleman, he would have cried a long time ago. But Bai Yi behind him was unusually stable, he didn't cry or be sad, but calmly told himself and the Bodhisattva that the thoughts in his heart were not so excessive, right?

Xu Ling thought about it, and hated himself a little bit in his heart!

Bai Yi was about to fall asleep on Xu Ling's back, thinking that it would take a while before he could get on the cable car?

Suddenly, I heard Xu Ling call her, "Chan'er, don't fall asleep! I'm asleep outside and I have a cold!"

"Hmm. Bai Yi replied lazily.

"Chan'er, in fact, you think too much! I never wanted to part with you at all, even if my dad hinders, it's only a matter of time! I'm sure I can make them accept you! It's not that I talk nonsense to comfort you. Even if he doesn't agree, I can get rid of his shackles, and when the time comes, let's get married and give him a grandson, and the old man can be happy in heaven, what more serious is it?"

Bai Yi didn't speak, she didn't want to be like this, Xu Ling's family was sound, unlike herself, when she got married at that time, she didn't have the blessing of her relatives, and even her father wanted her to get married quickly and throw away her oil bottle!

"But that's just the worst plan! I will convince my parents that my heart is with you, they won't push me too much, and I came out this time to let them know that I am not impulsive to you, and besides, there are my grandparents! You put less pressure on yourself, I have these things! You can trust me! Don't bother the Bodhisattva! But it's okay to say goodbye once in a while!"

Bai Yi still didn't speak.

"You have something to say, do you believe me?" Xu Ling was anxious.

Bai Yi heard Xu Ling ask her anxiously, so he came out of his thoughts and said, "Believe!"

Xu Ling was unhappy when she heard Bai Yi's unconfident words, "You didn't believe me at all!"

"No! I believe in you more than I believe in the Bodhisattva!" Bai Yi suddenly got up from Xu Ling's back.

"Bai Yi, really, as long as you don't take the initiative to say this word to me, I will definitely not part with you!" Xu Lingte was sincere.

Bai Yi put his arms around Xu Ling's neck and said to him, "Me too!