Han Shijing was silent and pulled out a cigarette.

Seeing Yanyan throw the cigarette box back on the bed, take out the lighter, and light it.

Han Shijing heard a snort, watched the fire light up, handed the cigarette in his hand, and lit it.

For a while, neither of them spoke, one smoked, the other pinched the cigarette, and looked at the spark in his hand.

When Han Shijing lit a cigarette, Yanyan had already smoked a few cigarettes.

Usually Yanyan smokes when she is done, she smokes one or two, and she never smokes like this.

"Is there something wrong with you?" After all, I have come a lot these days, although we don't meet, but we can be regarded as friends.

After smoking the cigarette in her hand again, Yanyan looked at Han Shijing and said with a smile: "It's your business, get out." ”

Okay, Han Shijing obediently rolled away with Doudou.

is so lingering, every time Han Shijing comes to Yanyan, she will ask someone to smoke with her.

The two of them didn't speak, they just smoked.

One is really smoking, and the other is pinching the cigarette and watching it burn itself.

The two are obviously from the same country, and they have a common language, but they never say a word.

It wasn't until later that Han Shijing slowly learned her story.

The story of the woman named Yanyan.

Yanyan's family has no money, and she went abroad to study abroad because she hooked up with a rich boyfriend because she looked good.

Originally, it wouldn't be too difficult for the main man to have money here, and it was indeed Yanyan who had a good life with that man.

Her boyfriend specially rented her a good place to live, and her food and clothing were very good.

The two occasionally went on dates, and occasionally her boyfriend would come to stay with her. The days are happy and peaceful.

Until a woman came to the door and said it was his boyfriend's wife.

Yanyan was shocked to realize that she had been a junior these days. It's really a junior.,Isn't it just being raised.,If you're interested, come to play and sleep.。

I didn't know what she didn't think before, but what could Yanyan do if she knew, she had no way out.

Xiao San has done everything, and country M is also here, what else can she do.

It's just that I'm a little wife here, and I shouldn't just be annoyed by the big wife, and it's okay to be scolded and scolded.

But a year later, Yanyan became pregnant.

At that time, she thought about beating the child out and living her life like this. But she couldn't do it, she wanted a family, a real family with whom she was related by blood.

Yanyan did something crazy, she wanted to leave and return to China, even if she was born with children.

But everything will never be as beautiful as in the novel, after all, it is a cheap life, and there is not even a trace of luck.

She was pregnant and wanted to leave when the man's eldest wife found out, and the eldest wife did not do anything to her, but sold her directly to the red light district.

But it's okay if her children are still there.

But Yanyan never knew that what she thought was darkness was actually just dusk. The real darkness is never visible.

Nothing can be seen, nothing is known.

She is pregnant to pick up customers, many guests have special habits, and the world is really dark.

She was in good health, but she also had several miscarriages, but fortunately she begged her boss to keep her child, the only light.

It's just that whenever she thinks she is going to survive the darkness and usher in the light, the darkness always pulls her into a darker abyss.

She had a big belly and was given premature birth.

It was a glamorous feeling, and when the child was losing, she also felt that she was waiting for death.

But she didn't die. The child was born prematurely and was not born with a breath of air, but he was not dead but he was not far from death.

Yanyan looked at the little pity who had been born so hard, a small lump. She laughed and cried.

Yanyan lived in the red light district with a premature child, and she worked hard to raise the child until she was three years old.

No one knows how much she has paid, but the haggard face in the mirror is a feedback of her efforts. And her efforts have paid off, her daughter is getting better and sicker.

It's just that she hasn't ushered in the light yet, and she has no more light.

Her daughter is gone.

Yanyan went crazy, she couldn't find it. Her daughter is gone, gone.

"Do you know why I never close the door?" asked softly as she looked at the flooded door.

This was the first time Han Shijing heard her ask other words, so she paused and said softly, "You are waiting for your daughter to come home." ”

"Well, my daughter hasn't come home yet, she'll be home. Han Shijing looked at her like this for the first time, fragile and strong.

"It's the three of her today, and she's supposed to be six years old. Yanyan said and smiled and took out a small piece of cake.

It was a cake in a clear box, a small piece, which looked delicate and delicious.

But Han Shijing knew that the child who ate the cake would never appear again.

She said to another girl from Huaguo next to her that Yanyan's child died.

Her child is not missing, but dead.

"Can you sing birthday songs? We can sing together. Yanyan smiled.

She didn't wear makeup today, and her eyes were a little green, looking haggard but warm.

Han Shijing also hooked the corners of his mouth rarely, pulled the dog on the side, held the dog in his arms and nodded.

The two sang a birthday song together, and Han Shijing accompanied Yanyan for a birthday.

Originally, Han Shijing should have been pretty good because of the relationship between the two, but she just thought too much.

Yanyan still does the same work every day, the two rarely see each other, and occasionally see Yanyan and only say a word to her.

In fact, sometimes it is strange to say.

The two can't say how good the relationship is, but it is inexplicably harmonious.

Yanyan was in a bad mood and was beaten for smoking, so she would always find a smoker. And Han Shijing, a person who can't smoke, became the smoker.

Han Shijing has lived a hard life, and she has seen more and more people, and she has slowly learned to see people, talk about people, and talk about ghosts.

But slowly, she seems to be less and less able to get along with people, she looks the same to everyone, what to say and what to do, and has her own plan in her head.

How to think things through, she will just analyze and analyze the good and bad, whether it is worth it, what is the use of these can bring her.

It's never wrong that the living environment will affect a person's character, and the character of Han Shijing has become a little deformed under such suppression and hard work.

And the only thing that hasn't changed in her feelings is the dog.

Han Shijing and Yanyan get along, one for safety, and the other for a little less loneliness. Both of them knew that they were just taking what they needed.

Such days will eventually be broken, and there will be no worst, only worse.

Han Shijing picked up three meals a day and returned to his small corner, but Doudou did not come back.

Divide the bread and wait for Doudou to come back.

By the time the sun was about to hit the corner, Doudou hadn't come back yet. Han Shijing was a little worried, but she couldn't stay here anymore.

The sun is rising, the sun is shining, and there is light in this place, which always makes people feel a little uneasy.